Submissions by Tiamu_Starweaver
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Depression
As the storm grows closer
My dreams get colder
And my thoughts go darker,
Thinking of all the mistakes
And heartaches that have happened
Believing that you deserve it all
And that it will never change
Seeing everyone laugh and smile
And loving their selfs
Yet I sit here in my own hell
Trying to fake this smile that only
Makes me drown a little more
Everytime i close my eyes
Because the feelings of self-worthlessness and hate or not
Being worthy or good enough,
Yet no one seems to see that
I can't make it through this storm...
My dreams get colder
And my thoughts go darker,
Thinking of all the mistakes
And heartaches that have happened
Believing that you deserve it all
And that it will never change
Seeing everyone laugh and smile
And loving their selfs
Yet I sit here in my own hell
Trying to fake this smile that only
Makes me drown a little more
Everytime i close my eyes
Because the feelings of self-worthlessness and hate or not
Being worthy or good enough,
Yet no one seems to see that
I can't make it through this storm...
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Empty words
You want me close
Yet you keep pushing me away
Constantly filling my heart with sadness
And corroding my soul as it decays
Speeding along the process with "empty words"
And feelings of kindness and love
But why does it feel like every sentence is so double sided
As if you are trying to kill me softly,
Whispering sweet words of death in my ear
Yet you keep pushing me away
Constantly filling my heart with sadness
And corroding my soul as it decays
Speeding along the process with "empty words"
And feelings of kindness and love
But why does it feel like every sentence is so double sided
As if you are trying to kill me softly,
Whispering sweet words of death in my ear
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My Wife
Such a beautiful smile
it makes everything seem so worth while
the way her hair sways when she walks
or the way her voice sounds when she talks
She leaves me wondering why,
why I strive to make her mine
yet I cant even look her in the eyes
or speak to her without being shy
The words are there but the breath is not
How shall I go about telling her
that she should be mine
that I would love her
and care for her like none before
She is amazing in every way
It frustrates me to know that
she is so perfect and...
it makes everything seem so worth while
the way her hair sways when she walks
or the way her voice sounds when she talks
She leaves me wondering why,
why I strive to make her mine
yet I cant even look her in the eyes
or speak to her without being shy
The words are there but the breath is not
How shall I go about telling her
that she should be mine
that I would love her
and care for her like none before
She is amazing in every way
It frustrates me to know that
she is so perfect and...
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Disregard
I'm tired of being used as if i'm
Some type of tool
To be pushed or pulled
Or played like a fool
While others just sit there and
act like it's cool
To use someone over and over
Then throw them away
And it makes it so hard to stay
Just sitting here watching it play
Out over and over again
Day by day
while another is slain
By some demon that hides it's face
Behind smiles and lies
While we just sit back and cry
But we just keep going
And mask our faces
While we try to make the best
Out of the life we have
Opening...
Some type of tool
To be pushed or pulled
Or played like a fool
While others just sit there and
act like it's cool
To use someone over and over
Then throw them away
And it makes it so hard to stay
Just sitting here watching it play
Out over and over again
Day by day
while another is slain
By some demon that hides it's face
Behind smiles and lies
While we just sit back and cry
But we just keep going
And mask our faces
While we try to make the best
Out of the life we have
Opening...
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Unfaithful 3
Given to me, like the unfaithful three,
words and memories of yesterday
and promises of tomorrow
yet none ever stay
to see the day that I,
triumph over thee
with words used by the unfaithful three
3
2
1
and the cycle continues,
on to someone else to bring a flow
of uncontrollable misery
and till the dying day that he or she
shall begin anew
and break free of those dreaded unfaithful three
words and memories of yesterday
and promises of tomorrow
yet none ever stay
to see the day that I,
triumph over thee
with words used by the unfaithful three
3
2
1
and the cycle continues,
on to someone else to bring a flow
of uncontrollable misery
and till the dying day that he or she
shall begin anew
and break free of those dreaded unfaithful three
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Undefined
To be scared of the past
Is to be consumed by the future
So fear not what has been
and prepare for what could be
Life has so many twist and turns
but why let it get you lost
because once your lost
it is hard to be found
So don't be scared of the past
and don't let he future consume you
Take control of your own destiny
and don't let it screw you
Is to be consumed by the future
So fear not what has been
and prepare for what could be
Life has so many twist and turns
but why let it get you lost
because once your lost
it is hard to be found
So don't be scared of the past
and don't let he future consume you
Take control of your own destiny
and don't let it screw you
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Consume the View
doubted by the few
Who
put you down
and push you around
time to take a
Stand
and show them the man
that loves them and can
prove it too
So how about a show
well maybe, just before you go
so picture this
A very starry night
with a breeze wrapped tight
around her tiny figure
Shivering in the cold
yet she still looks so bold
shes waiting for the one
or someone
yet still she lingers out in the cold
the night is almost at its peak
and still she sits out in the cold
a tiny moan escapes her...
Who
put you down
and push you around
time to take a
Stand
and show them the man
that loves them and can
prove it too
So how about a show
well maybe, just before you go
so picture this
A very starry night
with a breeze wrapped tight
around her tiny figure
Shivering in the cold
yet she still looks so bold
shes waiting for the one
or someone
yet still she lingers out in the cold
the night is almost at its peak
and still she sits out in the cold
a tiny moan escapes her...
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Back in Nam
Back in Vietnam
The days were long and lives were short
People were dying and bullets were flying
Back in Vietnam
Fires were burning and people were running
bomb shells bursting and houses exploding
Back in Vietnam
Friends were lost and children used guns
shooting their friends and others alike
Back in Vietnam
Life was hard and families were crying
Bodies from the war brought back
Back in the States
Family's weep for their dead loved ones
as they watch the body be laid to rest
children cry for their parents lost...
The days were long and lives were short
People were dying and bullets were flying
Back in Vietnam
Fires were burning and people were running
bomb shells bursting and houses exploding
Back in Vietnam
Friends were lost and children used guns
shooting their friends and others alike
Back in Vietnam
Life was hard and families were crying
Bodies from the war brought back
Back in the States
Family's weep for their dead loved ones
as they watch the body be laid to rest
children cry for their parents lost...
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Dream or Reality?
Static and Electricity
Forever locked in this cage
No one knows how far it goes
No light here
except the slight discharge
as someone gets the nerve to touch the gate
another body fried while the rest cower
cower in the dark
not knowing when it will end
Only given enough food and water to keep us alive
to make sure we can endure this punishment
A scream off in the distance
another discharge erupts lighting the cage
Voices erupt around me
are they in my head or all around me
Taking off running, we don't stop
More static and the...
Forever locked in this cage
No one knows how far it goes
No light here
except the slight discharge
as someone gets the nerve to touch the gate
another body fried while the rest cower
cower in the dark
not knowing when it will end
Only given enough food and water to keep us alive
to make sure we can endure this punishment
A scream off in the distance
another discharge erupts lighting the cage
Voices erupt around me
are they in my head or all around me
Taking off running, we don't stop
More static and the...
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Ignorance is Bliss
Sitting in the middle of nowhere
Thinking of good times
Days of bliss and excitement
Ignorance all around us
Not knowing what tomorrow may bring
Laughing and playing
Starring at the stars
Till the days get shorter
People get older
Things get quieter
We realize that things wont be the same
That times are changing around us
People are leaving
Places are changing
We forget who we are,
Sitting in the middle of nowhere
Thinking of good times
Days of bliss and excitement
Ignorance all around us
Not knowing what tomorrow may bring
Laughing and playing
Starring at the stars
Till the days get shorter
People get older
Things get quieter
We realize that things wont be the same
That times are changing around us
People are leaving
Places are changing
We forget who we are,
Sitting in the middle of nowhere
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