Submissions by Thrashpyr (Thrashpyr13)

I'm sorry i can't be better. I tried my best and l'll keep trying, but the best version of me Is an off-brand version of you. Growing old is such a fucked up plan. I'l drink my milk until the day i can't. And when that day finally comes my body will shut down. Medicate myself in the meantime, l'll force myself to stay awake well past dawn. and i wouldn't have it any other way. This weight that's on my chest won't up and walk away from me. Add to the list of regrets And i promise l'll get to it eventually.

As stale cigarette smoke stains the white.  
              cracked counter tops of our  
                        abandoned trailer
     I imagine our future as we down the bottles.    
             of liquor our parents hid from us
   My body covered in more bruises than flesh I feel the triumph of a million elephants pounding.  in my chest
My Heart is at peace in knowing this won't last.    
              but for you it's never ending
The torture of knowing when enough is enough takes over and
You blame me for every mistake you've made as.  ...