Submissions by Thedeadinme
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Been writing poetry since my teens. I just write what I feel. Poems are usually on the darker side.
Beauty Led the Stars Astray
With the moon I do flee into an eclipse of souls enamored by your beauty
An orchestra of celestial bodies weave through the breach of my desires
As cumbersome as it may be I map the stars in their awing waltz
A vanguard upon the horizon harks forth with the beating of your heart
Gently drumming me into further madness as I fall prey to darker rhythms and hyms oft left better unheard
The embrace, the embrace, your embrace
It ends me
An orchestra of celestial bodies weave through the breach of my desires
As cumbersome as it may be I map the stars in their awing waltz
A vanguard upon the horizon harks forth with the beating of your heart
Gently drumming me into further madness as I fall prey to darker rhythms and hyms oft left better unheard
The embrace, the embrace, your embrace
It ends me
#love
#heartbroken
#admiration #bittersweet
#admiration #bittersweet
291 reads
2 Comments
Beloved to Me ( Your Dearest Stalker)
Underbelly stitched, sutured by butchered hands
Ying and yang dance exhausted by chaos
Symbiotic by nature, longing to be
Your love symbolic, to me you belong
I will rupture your soul and keep it for me
No choice on your part
Your flesh warm or cold
Skin or bone
You will be by my side, forever and always
Always and forever you will be mine
Obsession drives me
Aroused by your beauty, aroused by all
Driven by nothing and everything you
Psychopathy burns red, when lust lights the match
The latter of which does not...
Ying and yang dance exhausted by chaos
Symbiotic by nature, longing to be
Your love symbolic, to me you belong
I will rupture your soul and keep it for me
No choice on your part
Your flesh warm or cold
Skin or bone
You will be by my side, forever and always
Always and forever you will be mine
Obsession drives me
Aroused by your beauty, aroused by all
Driven by nothing and everything you
Psychopathy burns red, when lust lights the match
The latter of which does not...
#rejection
#addiction
#MentalHealth #temptation
#MentalHealth #temptation
294 reads
3 Comments
Tomorrow's Fetus
Tomorrow's fetus dies in the womb of todays dispair and in my rage I destroy yesterday
Life's neglect forcefeeds unkind thoughts down my throat yet still I starve and beg for more
This blade caresses my flesh,
the only contact that I long to feel so I kiss this blade and begin to mutilate
Like lambs to the slaughter so are my wrists a bitter sacrifice in which selfendulgance is my addiction
The blood flows like rivers
and flood this life with red pain, a colour so pure suicide could never whitewash away
Life's neglect forcefeeds unkind thoughts down my throat yet still I starve and beg for more
This blade caresses my flesh,
the only contact that I long to feel so I kiss this blade and begin to mutilate
Like lambs to the slaughter so are my wrists a bitter sacrifice in which selfendulgance is my addiction
The blood flows like rivers
and flood this life with red pain, a colour so pure suicide could never whitewash away
#depression
#SelfHarm
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
320 reads
2 Comments
Musings of a Bitter Man 5
#sadness
#lover
#addiction
#despair
#obsession
328 reads
4 Comments
Sweet Girl
#abuse
#lover
#addiction
#misunderstood
#dirty
443 reads
2 Comments
Absent of All
Sutured eyes to black out the sun
Light distorts what life remains
Dead black behind the sight
Iris
A beautiful name
Raven whispers in the dark
Flightless
An angel downed
Scars remain upon her soul
She is broken
Was never better
I adore her shadows
Twilight becomes her
She never suffered far better wounds
As I loved her
And she suffered
Light distorts what life remains
Dead black behind the sight
Iris
A beautiful name
Raven whispers in the dark
Flightless
An angel downed
Scars remain upon her soul
She is broken
Was never better
I adore her shadows
Twilight becomes her
She never suffered far better wounds
As I loved her
And she suffered
#hate
#murder
#abuse
#despair
#apathy
551 reads
1 Comment
Killing Memories
I watched you there
Far below the putrid glare of a moon flung over
Out of sorts and masked with palatial veils
An eclipse of frailty ensures your beauty
Despair rakes me over
Through the silence of your presence
The ambience of death ever so gracious
Beauty blooms in gardens fair
Fragrant memoirs begin to kill me
Drowning under the silent sky
Becoming one with the worm
Your beauty to this day still haunts me
Far below the putrid glare of a moon flung over
Out of sorts and masked with palatial veils
An eclipse of frailty ensures your beauty
Despair rakes me over
Through the silence of your presence
The ambience of death ever so gracious
Beauty blooms in gardens fair
Fragrant memoirs begin to kill me
Drowning under the silent sky
Becoming one with the worm
Your beauty to this day still haunts me
#grief
#loneliness
#secrets #suffering
#secrets #suffering
292 reads
2 Comments
Wake me Up
Running from the bottle I tripped and scarred my liver
Running from my past I really fucked my future
Too many lines for the night never dies
Thirty-six hours and the dosed ones never die
Wake me from this haunting of a lesser life
Wake me up, I can't breathe
Drowning in these toxins I am free let me be
Wake me up
Please
I am dying in my dreams
Wake me up from this life
From this lie
Running from my past I really fucked my future
Too many lines for the night never dies
Thirty-six hours and the dosed ones never die
Wake me from this haunting of a lesser life
Wake me up, I can't breathe
Drowning in these toxins I am free let me be
Wake me up
Please
I am dying in my dreams
Wake me up from this life
From this lie
#SelfHarm
#alcohol
#shame
#addiction
#nightmares
356 reads
1 Comment
For Better Days
Better days are wasted when the moon comes round
Far-flung in its glory days the sun goes down
Ripples upon the river reflect its heartache
Of Sunset and Summer long since ignored
For better days are wasted by the light of the moon
For better days are wasted when your blood does pool
Far-flung in its glory days the sun goes down
Ripples upon the river reflect its heartache
Of Sunset and Summer long since ignored
For better days are wasted by the light of the moon
For better days are wasted when your blood does pool
#conflict
#betrayal
393 reads
0 Comments
Suicide Note
Submissive in your passing
I am so alone
Deep in this silence I hear your echo
Seeping through other worlds
Darker oathes have left me wanting
Sorrow has become a freind
For sometime I've felt this way
No way out too dark to see
I suffer silent in my torment
Forever passing this life by
I cut myself to feel your kiss
Suicide betrays me greatly
On the verge of my collapse
See my palace fall in ruin
Amongst the myth of resurrection
Behold the stonework of your tomb
I miss you greatly sew...
I am so alone
Deep in this silence I hear your echo
Seeping through other worlds
Darker oathes have left me wanting
Sorrow has become a freind
For sometime I've felt this way
No way out too dark to see
I suffer silent in my torment
Forever passing this life by
I cut myself to feel your kiss
Suicide betrays me greatly
On the verge of my collapse
See my palace fall in ruin
Amongst the myth of resurrection
Behold the stonework of your tomb
I miss you greatly sew...
#sadness
#suicide
#MentalHealth
502 reads
1 Comment
Therapy Gods
#abuse
#despair
#suffering
360 reads
0 Comments
He Whom Makes the Twilight Weep
A tyrant like no other
The writhing of a thousand slaves
To light the sky with their dismay
Beauty through carnal disorder
A taffeta of his delights shine upon the wary skies
Somber to those sordid few
A cult of conspiracy gives life to lies
Astral bodies forsake the eye
Centered upon the oblivious
His tide does rise
Rejoice in the distant stars
Held in bondage to he whom makes the twilight weep
Reeping darkness as it was
Primordial and absent of life
As it was in the beginning
The writhing of a thousand slaves
To light the sky with their dismay
Beauty through carnal disorder
A taffeta of his delights shine upon the wary skies
Somber to those sordid few
A cult of conspiracy gives life to lies
Astral bodies forsake the eye
Centered upon the oblivious
His tide does rise
Rejoice in the distant stars
Held in bondage to he whom makes the twilight weep
Reeping darkness as it was
Primordial and absent of life
As it was in the beginning
#sky
#apocalypse
#mythology
340 reads
2 Comments
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