Submissions by Tamaura_NightAngel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Oh hollow and numb walking alone . Those of us who look notice nothing but the ones who notice sing the song for death to come...
Fallen
I have fallen agan today its nothing new.
Acting strong and lieing to everyone makes them all amused.
I know I am hatted by everyone I meet .
So trying to smile laugh and be happy is realy annoying to me .
I am tired of being everything you all want me to be.
I am tired of acting like I am normal when in realty I am not .
I have fallen off the pedistool to wich you hold me as a god .
I told you time and times agan I am not god or an angel or anything even close to it .
I hate my self and everything about me !!! I...
Acting strong and lieing to everyone makes them all amused.
I know I am hatted by everyone I meet .
So trying to smile laugh and be happy is realy annoying to me .
I am tired of being everything you all want me to be.
I am tired of acting like I am normal when in realty I am not .
I have fallen off the pedistool to wich you hold me as a god .
I told you time and times agan I am not god or an angel or anything even close to it .
I hate my self and everything about me !!! I...
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I know
I know what i am you telling me is nothing new .
I know that you hate me so what so dose the world .
I know that i am nothing so whats it to you .
I am use to pain, hate and depression those things to me are nothing new.
So keep telling me how i am nothing keep showing me that i am trash becuse one day i will die and you will be a thing of the past ....
I know that you hate me so what so dose the world .
I know that i am nothing so whats it to you .
I am use to pain, hate and depression those things to me are nothing new.
So keep telling me how i am nothing keep showing me that i am trash becuse one day i will die and you will be a thing of the past ....
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to the asshole ex of mine :)
You ever felt alone hatted and abused ?
I do I hate it I hate this feeling and its all becuse of you.
I cant stand to think about you I hate that when I go to fall asleep you voice and face come into my head and give me no peace.
You used and abused me you cheated and used me you never wanted me you only played me.
So why cant I get you out of my head why wont you go away its been years since we last spoken and I refuse to talk to you.
You hurt me never truely understood me only toyed with me even knowing how much I use to be in love with...
I do I hate it I hate this feeling and its all becuse of you.
I cant stand to think about you I hate that when I go to fall asleep you voice and face come into my head and give me no peace.
You used and abused me you cheated and used me you never wanted me you only played me.
So why cant I get you out of my head why wont you go away its been years since we last spoken and I refuse to talk to you.
You hurt me never truely understood me only toyed with me even knowing how much I use to be in love with...
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Death
It comes when you least excpet it.
It comes when you dont want it.
It slowly closes in on you to the point you feel clostophobic.
Its the thing in all your dreams in the nightmares that you see.
Its the chills going threw your spine in the middle of the night.
There is no way to excape it no matter how fast you run.
Death is what people fear they fear it more then anything elece.
But unlike others of my kind I dream and wish for it to be mine.
Everyday I am tortured and abused in this crule and hateful world.
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It comes when you dont want it.
It slowly closes in on you to the point you feel clostophobic.
Its the thing in all your dreams in the nightmares that you see.
Its the chills going threw your spine in the middle of the night.
There is no way to excape it no matter how fast you run.
Death is what people fear they fear it more then anything elece.
But unlike others of my kind I dream and wish for it to be mine.
Everyday I am tortured and abused in this crule and hateful world.
...
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Wonderland
Falling down the rabbit hole many think of it as something happy.
but what if wonderland was not what they promoused?
What if wonderland was a place filled with pain what if deep down in the hole was nothing but sorrow.
what if the place you think and see is nothing but a memory of a time when all was happy. what if it cant never be.
As you finly tuch the bottom of this dark and decaying hole you step out the door thats right infrount of you only to see your worst nightmares come true.
Its not all fun and games in stead its nothing but missery and...
but what if wonderland was not what they promoused?
What if wonderland was a place filled with pain what if deep down in the hole was nothing but sorrow.
what if the place you think and see is nothing but a memory of a time when all was happy. what if it cant never be.
As you finly tuch the bottom of this dark and decaying hole you step out the door thats right infrount of you only to see your worst nightmares come true.
Its not all fun and games in stead its nothing but missery and...
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MY DREAM EVERY NIGHT
I walk along a gravel path but then i stop and i am frozen in my tracks. at the end of this path is a figure waring all black. he has sharp teeth, red eyes and huge beautiful black wings but i am not afride of this guy .
Every night in my dreams he is always counting up and comeing closer and closer but i am not scared in fact i wish to run to him .
I wish to know what he wants but i am frozen where i stand.
I call out to it but its like my voice is never hurd by it. i wonder all the time is it the angel of death? and if so i welcome him with open arms and...
Every night in my dreams he is always counting up and comeing closer and closer but i am not scared in fact i wish to run to him .
I wish to know what he wants but i am frozen where i stand.
I call out to it but its like my voice is never hurd by it. i wonder all the time is it the angel of death? and if so i welcome him with open arms and...
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LITTLE BIRD
Little bird in a cage please die already . there is nothing for you anymore no one wants you no one cares for you. you are nothing but a burrden on this world.
Please little bird use the knife i gave you to slit your wirsts and let all the blood in your body come out and stain the floor red .
Little bird you will never be set free you don't have the key to the chains that bind you to this cage please little bird there is nothing for you here.
You are alone. little bird end your life stop wishing for some one to come and free you no one wants you please dear little...
Please little bird use the knife i gave you to slit your wirsts and let all the blood in your body come out and stain the floor red .
Little bird you will never be set free you don't have the key to the chains that bind you to this cage please little bird there is nothing for you here.
You are alone. little bird end your life stop wishing for some one to come and free you no one wants you please dear little...
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Lost memories
waking up in a place not knowing anything . haveing a dr look at you saying do you know your name .
you look around scared and confused wondering what happend .
you rember screams and people who were mean but all the rest is blank then the dr says agan do you know your name ? you blink three to 4 times saying yes you do but the rest of your life is gone and you wonder what you should do .
you look at all your old stuff wrightings, poems and such then you rember that in this world you are alone . you wake up every moring feeling like your in a dream in a world...
you look around scared and confused wondering what happend .
you rember screams and people who were mean but all the rest is blank then the dr says agan do you know your name ? you blink three to 4 times saying yes you do but the rest of your life is gone and you wonder what you should do .
you look at all your old stuff wrightings, poems and such then you rember that in this world you are alone . you wake up every moring feeling like your in a dream in a world...
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Hiding pain
its all a lie the smile the laughs its all something I must fake.
I must hide it I can not scream I can not cry I must not show anything.
I keep it locked away in a place where it must stay and never surface.
no matter how much I feel pain I can never show it for if I do I will brake.
I must learn to stand it no matter how much it hurts.
each and eveyday I must smile and never show a single tear.
no matter what i feel i must hide it away and smile each and everyday .....
I must hide it I can not scream I can not cry I must not show anything.
I keep it locked away in a place where it must stay and never surface.
no matter how much I feel pain I can never show it for if I do I will brake.
I must learn to stand it no matter how much it hurts.
each and eveyday I must smile and never show a single tear.
no matter what i feel i must hide it away and smile each and everyday .....
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BIRD'S Dream
there is a bird who wants to fly high onto the sky .
the bird wants to sing it wants to be happy.
but the bird knows that all that is a dream its locked away in a cage where it must live out its days.
each and every day the bird is abused and it just keeps getting worse just like the bird thought.
it looks up at the night sky at the full moon wondering if it dies will it be set free ?
the bird has stoped wishing to be set free now its only wish is to die you see.
the bird does not cry anymore form the pain insted it understands what kind...
the bird wants to sing it wants to be happy.
but the bird knows that all that is a dream its locked away in a cage where it must live out its days.
each and every day the bird is abused and it just keeps getting worse just like the bird thought.
it looks up at the night sky at the full moon wondering if it dies will it be set free ?
the bird has stoped wishing to be set free now its only wish is to die you see.
the bird does not cry anymore form the pain insted it understands what kind...
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silent
the world is silent once agan.
nothing can be heard not the crys or the screams of this caged bird you see.
the earth is still the sky is black as the rain falls it drounds out all the sounds of this hell filled world.
the bird crys but there is no sound its just silent tears falling to the gound.
the rain you see is the tears of the poor caged bird who is left and forgotten in this silent empty world.
nothing can be heard not the crys or the screams of this caged bird you see.
the earth is still the sky is black as the rain falls it drounds out all the sounds of this hell filled world.
the bird crys but there is no sound its just silent tears falling to the gound.
the rain you see is the tears of the poor caged bird who is left and forgotten in this silent empty world.
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Dear Father
Dear father are you happy?
do you love to hear me scream and cry at night ?
do you love to see me with bruses and broken bones?
do you like the fact that i want to die ?
is it realy fun for you ?
i want you to know something i hate my life i hate liveing and faking smiles i hate the fact that all i do is cry and hide.
i want you to know iam scared of men becuse of you i am scared to be tuched by any one.
you have made my whole life a nightmare that i live threw everyday.
dear father of mine are you truely happy...
do you love to hear me scream and cry at night ?
do you love to see me with bruses and broken bones?
do you like the fact that i want to die ?
is it realy fun for you ?
i want you to know something i hate my life i hate liveing and faking smiles i hate the fact that all i do is cry and hide.
i want you to know iam scared of men becuse of you i am scared to be tuched by any one.
you have made my whole life a nightmare that i live threw everyday.
dear father of mine are you truely happy...
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