Submissions by THELOSTONE666 (Miguel Quintero)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Well i'm new to writing poetry the poetry I like to write is usually gruesome and about how I feel at the moment of writing
SELF POEM
Published
11th Jan 2015 2:58am
11th Jan 2015 2:58am
What Path Good or Bad
Sometimes I think about the day i'm gonna die like if i'll be sober or high wet or dry cold or will I be set on fire and left to fry. I also think about committing suicide but i'd rather have someone stab me to death you know a brutal homicide. No matter how much i'm tempted to take my own life i'll never follow through but that's like an alcoholic being drunk after they said they'll never again drink any brew. I don't know anymore what path i'm gonna choose I feel like both the good and the bad i'm gonna fucking lose.
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Jan 2015 7:38pm
5th Jan 2015 7:38pm
This is how I feel :) :'(
Fuck I don't even know where to start but, I know that it'll all be straight from the heart. My life has been full of ups and downs smiles and frowns. Forced smiles like a childrens party full of depressed clowns. Now my brother is a dad i'm very happy to be an uncle, but deep down i'm actually very sad. Not from disappointment, but because i'm jealous that I don't get to experience that same feeling of enjoyment. Hopefully some day i'll have a special girl that'll have my child, and they'll both be my entire world. I feel like only then will I change for the better, and not be cold like...
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DARK POEM
Published
31st Oct 2014 4:58pm
31st Oct 2014 4:58pm
Redrum
Redrum that's how I live my life crazy as fuck your the one that's gonna die. I like getting high snort a couple lines with satan giving me signs that were getting closer to the end of times. Being an accessory to brutal fucking crimes like shooting a skrap 666 times. I don't bang because I don't need too. With each day I get more and more crazy what the fuck am I gonna do?????? I try not to listen to the demons in my head but the only way out is a bullet through my head. Alot of you might think that this shit sounds dumb but I recommend not to fuck with me because i'm possessed by satan and...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Oct 2014 4:46am
23rd Oct 2014 4:46am
Being Alive Will Always Have A Price
Fuck I wish I would just fucking die I can't do shit so instead I just cry. I'm nothing but a mother fucking burden I wish my family could forget about me like when you drink a whole bottle of bourbon. My heart is hurting and bleeding wishing someone would shoot me and just leave me there leaking. I feel like the only reason im still alive is because i'm physically incapable of slitting my own throat with a knife. I don't have a girl to call my wife so why should I continue to live my fucked up life. My brother knows who I really am that's probably why he's mad but I don't really give a damn....
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Oct 2014 4:53am
21st Oct 2014 4:53am
DemonsVSAngels
Every fucking day I think about death. Hoping it'll be slow, and painful as I take my final breath. My mental state is never the same, but i'm the only mother fucker who's to blame. It's a fucking shame to be so blessed, yet feel so depressed. When I lose my fucking anger I feel as if my own mind becomes a stranger. Saying shit that doesn't "sound like me" but in actuality my evil thoughts are what drives me. I know my life has turned out alot better than some, but it doesn't change the fact that my mentality is full of redrum. Hopefully one day all of this shit will change hopefully before...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Oct 2014 6:28pm
12th Oct 2014 6:28pm
Change Is Hard
I wanna change but it's hard to change when being good feels so strange. I feel like i'm never gonna learn till i'm on a shelf being mourned in a ceramic urn. I always seem to cause anger and pain but that'll be me till the day I D-I-E. Besides that I feel like a stupid fucking sewer rat. Nothing but a motha fucking pest long as i'm alive my loved ones will never have a goodnight rest. They'll always be stressed and depressed alwayz worrying if my life has positively progressed. I think this is all just a test to see if i'm stronger than the rest. I just hope i'm able to pass before I end up...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Oct 2014 6:47am
9th Oct 2014 6:47am
Thanks Weed
Fuck i'm mentally unstable I go from being happy to wanting to bleed out on a kitchen table. I probably need to be on meds but fuck that i'll smoke weed instead because when i'm high I never wanna be dead or laying on the ground with my neck squirting red. This is why I think weed is a mothafucking gift when i'm down it gives me a really good lift. This plant should be legal everywhere but legal or not I don't fucking care i'll smoke till the day i'm old and have no hair. Weed weed weed is the cure for greed because puff puff pass is all you need. I think its amazing that the power of weed...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Sep 2014 3:47pm
19th Sep 2014 3:47pm
Why Should I live
Sometimes I just wanna die because I no longer wanna cry that's why I like to smoke weed and get hella high. I don't understand why i'm always thinking about murder and rape doesn't matter whether i'm asleep or awake. I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore I rather be gutted like a wild boar or beat to death like a pimp does to his cheapest whore. I don't really care how I die long as its full of blood and gore. I'm too evil minded to keep alive thinking about killing my rival's son that's only five. I feel like my mind is going through a constant battle between good and bad. When I die my...
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