Submissions by Silo_psybin
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
12th Oct 2017 3:24pm
12th Oct 2017 3:24pm
Search for my soul
Maybe if I can sort out my thoughts..
That’s what I keep telling myself.
Unravel every memory,
stack them neatly on an internal shelf.
What would I do if I did though?
Organize them like some sort of freak show?
Would I burn them down in hopes of forgetting?
Or would it leave a deeper scar depriving me from living?
It seems as though I always come back to this place.
There’s a darkness in the air, no love fills any space.
It reeks of dead carcasses of past times.
All pinned to the wall like a serial killers shrine.
If I close my...
That’s what I keep telling myself.
Unravel every memory,
stack them neatly on an internal shelf.
What would I do if I did though?
Organize them like some sort of freak show?
Would I burn them down in hopes of forgetting?
Or would it leave a deeper scar depriving me from living?
It seems as though I always come back to this place.
There’s a darkness in the air, no love fills any space.
It reeks of dead carcasses of past times.
All pinned to the wall like a serial killers shrine.
If I close my...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Oct 2017 2:43am
11th Oct 2017 2:43am
I don’t even remember your name
You said you would help me,
But I can’t say that you did.
Maybe finically, but back then I was just a kid.
If I could give all that money back
You better believe that I would.
You manipulated my mind in every way you could.
I think you’re the one person I never did forgive.
You took away every desire I had to live.
I could blame you but I put it more on me.
In the end I made the choice to not be free.
Days turned into nights, usually I would just
Turn off the lights.
The thoughts in my mind constantly turned into fights. ...
But I can’t say that you did.
Maybe finically, but back then I was just a kid.
If I could give all that money back
You better believe that I would.
You manipulated my mind in every way you could.
I think you’re the one person I never did forgive.
You took away every desire I had to live.
I could blame you but I put it more on me.
In the end I made the choice to not be free.
Days turned into nights, usually I would just
Turn off the lights.
The thoughts in my mind constantly turned into fights. ...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Nov 2014 5:51am
20th Nov 2014 5:51am
Voices in my head
It's still inside of me,
Why won't it go away?
This taunting, sickening pleasure,
Keeps asking me to play.
I run, I hide, I hypnotize,
I self transform to blind my lies.
But both of me knows
that the truth resides inside.
Go away, go away.
But where you put me?
I'll give you what you want,
If you can set my soul free.
Why won't it go away?
This taunting, sickening pleasure,
Keeps asking me to play.
I run, I hide, I hypnotize,
I self transform to blind my lies.
But both of me knows
that the truth resides inside.
Go away, go away.
But where you put me?
I'll give you what you want,
If you can set my soul free.
836 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Nov 2014 5:31pm
12th Nov 2014 5:31pm
Mind Maze
Escaping from my mind
Is not an easy task.
I wrap myself in lies,
I hide behind a mask.
Take me away from here,
someone set me free.
Rip open my body,
find the soul within me.
Vast tunnels of emptiness,
nothing to be found,
now suffocating from the blood
I quickly start to drown.
Is not an easy task.
I wrap myself in lies,
I hide behind a mask.
Take me away from here,
someone set me free.
Rip open my body,
find the soul within me.
Vast tunnels of emptiness,
nothing to be found,
now suffocating from the blood
I quickly start to drown.
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Nov 2014 5:19pm
12th Nov 2014 5:19pm
Poisoned Vessel
It happens when I'm hypnotized,
I begin to create these sins.
I slowly see the evilness,
turn into a heap of grins.
Over and over I visualize
the cycles that will never end.
Until i can begin to pretend
that maybe i haven't lost myself within.
What happened didn't stop there,
as the man began to tear,
everything until I was bare.
In the reflection i had cringed,
to watch myself be burned,
although there was something
I had still silently learned.
That to fly away is quite the charm,
so I would...
I begin to create these sins.
I slowly see the evilness,
turn into a heap of grins.
Over and over I visualize
the cycles that will never end.
Until i can begin to pretend
that maybe i haven't lost myself within.
What happened didn't stop there,
as the man began to tear,
everything until I was bare.
In the reflection i had cringed,
to watch myself be burned,
although there was something
I had still silently learned.
That to fly away is quite the charm,
so I would...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Nov 2014 1:03pm
11th Nov 2014 1:03pm
Unknown Journey
I am high above the clouds,
soaring through the sun rays.
Discovering pieces of myself,
that have been long stuck in a daze.
I'm floating through a rainbow,
where the darkness no longer persists.
The shadows I once had known,
seem to no longer exist.
Love is all around me,
the feeling is immaculate.
I know that I've come so far,
but I'm not even half way there yet.
I am on an unknown journey,
but the fractals seem to comfort me.
They never lose their beauty,
through every tunnel of infinity.
As I...
soaring through the sun rays.
Discovering pieces of myself,
that have been long stuck in a daze.
I'm floating through a rainbow,
where the darkness no longer persists.
The shadows I once had known,
seem to no longer exist.
Love is all around me,
the feeling is immaculate.
I know that I've come so far,
but I'm not even half way there yet.
I am on an unknown journey,
but the fractals seem to comfort me.
They never lose their beauty,
through every tunnel of infinity.
As I...
915 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Nov 2014 12:58pm
11th Nov 2014 12:58pm
Twin flames
Obstacles we overcame.
It may of only been a game,
But in the end, through the pain,
We somehow emerged
even more insane.
Energies we battled,
We were challenged to a duel.
When I conjured the fire,
You then morphed into fuel.
Burning yourself into disintegration,
I was feeding the magic that
continued this creation.
Our melted dreams were draining faster,
but together in the end, we conquered the disasters,
that blockaded us from becoming internal masters.
It may of only been a game,
But in the end, through the pain,
We somehow emerged
even more insane.
Energies we battled,
We were challenged to a duel.
When I conjured the fire,
You then morphed into fuel.
Burning yourself into disintegration,
I was feeding the magic that
continued this creation.
Our melted dreams were draining faster,
but together in the end, we conquered the disasters,
that blockaded us from becoming internal masters.
785 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th Oct 2014 9:18pm
15th Oct 2014 9:18pm
Inject existence
Take me on a journey,
let's go inside your soul.
To unfold all the hidden things,
that no one else can know.
Hypnotize your lips with bliss,
and cover up the scars.
Injecting poison in our veins,
we'll travel to the stars.
Disappearing slowly now,
into vast fractals of art,
everything we all once knew,
starts to all distort.
Falling down a tunnel
we start to finally see,
that nothing in this universe
Is what it's meant to be.
let's go inside your soul.
To unfold all the hidden things,
that no one else can know.
Hypnotize your lips with bliss,
and cover up the scars.
Injecting poison in our veins,
we'll travel to the stars.
Disappearing slowly now,
into vast fractals of art,
everything we all once knew,
starts to all distort.
Falling down a tunnel
we start to finally see,
that nothing in this universe
Is what it's meant to be.
1078 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Oct 2014 9:12pm
15th Oct 2014 9:12pm
Impure
They kill my soul,
I almost can't breathe..
You see.. I obtain these impurities,
And they suffocate me.
Crying and screaming,
I silently think.
If I weren't to continue,
nothing would shrink.
My mind is my castle,
but the walls won't come down.
I'm trapped inside with
this mimicking sound.
My subconscious telling me
that ill be okay. That someday,
It will diminish away.
To a place where my soul
Can fly astray.
To a realm where just maybe
Ill be okay.
I almost can't breathe..
You see.. I obtain these impurities,
And they suffocate me.
Crying and screaming,
I silently think.
If I weren't to continue,
nothing would shrink.
My mind is my castle,
but the walls won't come down.
I'm trapped inside with
this mimicking sound.
My subconscious telling me
that ill be okay. That someday,
It will diminish away.
To a place where my soul
Can fly astray.
To a realm where just maybe
Ill be okay.
655 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Oct 2014 5:45am
9th Oct 2014 5:45am
Subconscious torments
Demons circle around me,
bringing offerings for my soul.
Harmonic tongues they speak in,
trying to push me towards a hole.
Tempting me with immortality,
I give into their ways.
Not knowing what their made of,
I fall into their daze.
Black air swarms my body,
taking me far from earth.
Have one breath, and you can test,
This beautifully demented curse.
bringing offerings for my soul.
Harmonic tongues they speak in,
trying to push me towards a hole.
Tempting me with immortality,
I give into their ways.
Not knowing what their made of,
I fall into their daze.
Black air swarms my body,
taking me far from earth.
Have one breath, and you can test,
This beautifully demented curse.
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Oct 2014 5:16am
9th Oct 2014 5:16am
The void
Alone in the nothingness,
I handed myself a jewel.
I never knew that such a beauty,
would turn out to be so cruel.
The shimmering light reflected
the torments held inside,
I could hear the little laughters
turn into screaming cries.
Looking through the concrete
My consciousness disappears.
Everything i once had loved,
morphed into my fears.
I held onto the wondrous light,
that melted into deceptions.
I never thought the person I am,
was only just a reflection.
I handed myself a jewel.
I never knew that such a beauty,
would turn out to be so cruel.
The shimmering light reflected
the torments held inside,
I could hear the little laughters
turn into screaming cries.
Looking through the concrete
My consciousness disappears.
Everything i once had loved,
morphed into my fears.
I held onto the wondrous light,
that melted into deceptions.
I never thought the person I am,
was only just a reflection.
821 reads
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