Submissions by SheCriesInSilence
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi, i like to write poems, mostly sad and dark ones but i write what inspires me.
LOVE POEM
Published
5th May 2018 1:55am
5th May 2018 1:55am
You Were Never Mine
Am I invisible?
Am I just a crack on the sidewalk?
Everyone steps on and passes by?
Will I always be broken?
Disregard me, Im too complicated.
Heal me, then ignore me.
Im okay with that cause im used to it.
Will I always be second best?
I know I dont fit with the rest.
Make me happy but I cry.
Soothe my heart but the wounds open.
Make me laugh but youre hurting me.
Am I good enough for you?
The rain never stung before.
Take your heart to someone else.
I never deserved it.
Stay at a distance where i cant reach...
Am I just a crack on the sidewalk?
Everyone steps on and passes by?
Will I always be broken?
Disregard me, Im too complicated.
Heal me, then ignore me.
Im okay with that cause im used to it.
Will I always be second best?
I know I dont fit with the rest.
Make me happy but I cry.
Soothe my heart but the wounds open.
Make me laugh but youre hurting me.
Am I good enough for you?
The rain never stung before.
Take your heart to someone else.
I never deserved it.
Stay at a distance where i cant reach...
#sadness
#love
#breakup
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Apr 2017 10:07am
28th Apr 2017 10:07am
Longing Something
A million kisses given
A million hugs received
I sit alone
in a cold room, illuminated by a blue light,
my boring life.
I stare at this blue light as my life passes by.
The tree in a desert, almost dead.
Waiting for water.
Wanting sun.
Wanting...love.
No kisses given
No hugs taken.
One life wasted but one life longing.
Just one thing.
Its so simple yet too far or not good enough.
Never good enough.
So I keep sitting alone, waiting, wanting
As dark waters kiss me where it feels....good....
A million hugs received
I sit alone
in a cold room, illuminated by a blue light,
my boring life.
I stare at this blue light as my life passes by.
The tree in a desert, almost dead.
Waiting for water.
Wanting sun.
Wanting...love.
No kisses given
No hugs taken.
One life wasted but one life longing.
Just one thing.
Its so simple yet too far or not good enough.
Never good enough.
So I keep sitting alone, waiting, wanting
As dark waters kiss me where it feels....good....
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jul 2016 6:49am
19th Jul 2016 6:49am
I Have To Be
I see people, they have their own houses.their cars.
Their wives, husbands and kids.
They have their crappy jobs or dream jobs.
I look at my life and i can only dream of all that.
I look at my life and see....nothing...
An endless cycle of the same boring things.
I wake up at noon.
Look at people that dont seem to notice me.
I notice them, i know them but they dont give me a chance to know me...
I sleep in the morning to the same thoughts...
tomorrow will be the same.
I could go insane but i dont....
...I dont? I cant! I wont!!
LIfe suck! It...
Their wives, husbands and kids.
They have their crappy jobs or dream jobs.
I look at my life and i can only dream of all that.
I look at my life and see....nothing...
An endless cycle of the same boring things.
I wake up at noon.
Look at people that dont seem to notice me.
I notice them, i know them but they dont give me a chance to know me...
I sleep in the morning to the same thoughts...
tomorrow will be the same.
I could go insane but i dont....
...I dont? I cant! I wont!!
LIfe suck! It...
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6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Mar 2016 00:25am
28th Mar 2016 00:25am
Untitled
Ive been waiting for this moment and its finally coming.
I was so nervous
Then I saw you walking towards me the nervousness went away.
You were so close.
I wanted to stay.
You held my hand, it felt like it was meant to be
By just doing that you gave me more then i wanted more then i thought.
All the hugs and kisses felt right.
We talked like we've known each other all our lives
My love for you grew bigger...stronger.
Because now we are physically connected.
Like i always wanted.
Like i always dreamt.
I didnt want to leave you that day....
I was so nervous
Then I saw you walking towards me the nervousness went away.
You were so close.
I wanted to stay.
You held my hand, it felt like it was meant to be
By just doing that you gave me more then i wanted more then i thought.
All the hugs and kisses felt right.
We talked like we've known each other all our lives
My love for you grew bigger...stronger.
Because now we are physically connected.
Like i always wanted.
Like i always dreamt.
I didnt want to leave you that day....
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4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Feb 2016 3:14am
4th Feb 2016 3:14am
Why Have You...
We started this crazy,weird, awkward relationship a few years ago.
I remember the first words i said to you.
I remember what you said to me.
I remember i almost left and never to return.
But for some odd reason i came back.
For some odd reason i kept talking to you.
If you were to ask me why, i wouldnt know what to reply.
After a while, we got too close too quick.
I got scared and hesitated.
Everything changed when i left that spring.
When i came back something was different, everything changed.
But you stayed, you kept replying to my messages....
I remember the first words i said to you.
I remember what you said to me.
I remember i almost left and never to return.
But for some odd reason i came back.
For some odd reason i kept talking to you.
If you were to ask me why, i wouldnt know what to reply.
After a while, we got too close too quick.
I got scared and hesitated.
Everything changed when i left that spring.
When i came back something was different, everything changed.
But you stayed, you kept replying to my messages....
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Jan 2016 11:44pm
1st Jan 2016 11:44pm
Friend
All my life, friends never came easy.
Friends never stayed.
I take friendships seriously.
If you come into my life as a friend.
Ill fight for you
Ill fight with you, until the end.
I never realized how alone i was until i saw that i had no one by my side.
I never understood why friends kept leaving.
I was the best, i knew in my heart that id always be there for them
Yet they pushed me away, ignored me, forgot me.
I try to tell myself, its for the best.
At 2am i sit on my bed wondering why i dont have anyone.
It makes me sad.
I get mad!...
Friends never stayed.
I take friendships seriously.
If you come into my life as a friend.
Ill fight for you
Ill fight with you, until the end.
I never realized how alone i was until i saw that i had no one by my side.
I never understood why friends kept leaving.
I was the best, i knew in my heart that id always be there for them
Yet they pushed me away, ignored me, forgot me.
I try to tell myself, its for the best.
At 2am i sit on my bed wondering why i dont have anyone.
It makes me sad.
I get mad!...
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Dec 2015 4:14am
16th Dec 2015 4:14am
My Dark
When i was younger
I was afraid of the dark.
The dark was never my friend.
He always made me feel scared of what was beyond it.
When i got older
Slowly, the dark creped into my heart.
Didnt make me cold
Didnt make me feel scared.
I started to enjoy his presents
I craved his silence and peace.
People looked for the light during their hardships
I begged for the dark to keep me sane.
He never failed me.
He never ignored me
He was always there when i needed help
In the darkness of my room is where i always...
I was afraid of the dark.
The dark was never my friend.
He always made me feel scared of what was beyond it.
When i got older
Slowly, the dark creped into my heart.
Didnt make me cold
Didnt make me feel scared.
I started to enjoy his presents
I craved his silence and peace.
People looked for the light during their hardships
I begged for the dark to keep me sane.
He never failed me.
He never ignored me
He was always there when i needed help
In the darkness of my room is where i always...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2015 2:28am
22nd Nov 2015 2:28am
Take Me
Take me home, where its always warm
Take me home where im in no harm.
Take me into your arms.
I never felt this way before
You always gave me enough but i want more.
You may have a dirty mouth yet i want to kiss it.
Youre a bit weird and im a bit off, we fit.
You can live there and ive always lived here.
Two lost souls connected through the net.
We never met.
We first talked almost five years ago.
Youre the only one i can really depend on.
So take me home..
Take me..
There...
With you..
Take me home where im in no harm.
Take me into your arms.
I never felt this way before
You always gave me enough but i want more.
You may have a dirty mouth yet i want to kiss it.
Youre a bit weird and im a bit off, we fit.
You can live there and ive always lived here.
Two lost souls connected through the net.
We never met.
We first talked almost five years ago.
Youre the only one i can really depend on.
So take me home..
Take me..
There...
With you..
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2015 3:27pm
14th Nov 2015 3:27pm
Cant Help
Inside myself i feel like shouting
I feel like screaming
I feel like pounding something
But in the outside all i do is cry.
Ive always had this constant ache in my chest.
It hurts a little more everyday.
I dont know how to fix it.
Im always sad or okay.
Im never happy, i dont remember when i was truly happy.
When i think about everything in my life
I cant see with blurry eyes.
I either want hide or stay still
I cant tell you cuz i know u wouldnt understand cuz i hardly understand it myself.
And no, you cant help me.
The scariest part...
I feel like screaming
I feel like pounding something
But in the outside all i do is cry.
Ive always had this constant ache in my chest.
It hurts a little more everyday.
I dont know how to fix it.
Im always sad or okay.
Im never happy, i dont remember when i was truly happy.
When i think about everything in my life
I cant see with blurry eyes.
I either want hide or stay still
I cant tell you cuz i know u wouldnt understand cuz i hardly understand it myself.
And no, you cant help me.
The scariest part...
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Nov 2015 2:21pm
6th Nov 2015 2:21pm
Warmth To Cold
Youre an ember of heat in the dead of winter.
Heating up my freezing skin.
You can hide what you feel from me,now but ive heard you say you love me.
We were once closer to each other than we were with our relatives.
Everything changed when i left but i still cared.
I came back to you but you arent MY warmth anymore.
I kissed you and it was like i was the cold you feared.
So i slowly left so you can stay warm.
With the rain i become a storm.
Only you can tame.
Slowly you came back to me.
But i was too far gone to see
See you as my warmth again....
Heating up my freezing skin.
You can hide what you feel from me,now but ive heard you say you love me.
We were once closer to each other than we were with our relatives.
Everything changed when i left but i still cared.
I came back to you but you arent MY warmth anymore.
I kissed you and it was like i was the cold you feared.
So i slowly left so you can stay warm.
With the rain i become a storm.
Only you can tame.
Slowly you came back to me.
But i was too far gone to see
See you as my warmth again....
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Nov 2015 12:13pm
1st Nov 2015 12:13pm
Dreams Of You
I know its wrong that i daydream about you.
Every time i sit down and i clear my mind
It always goes back to the thought of you.
At 1st, it started with just us hanging out
having a good time.
Now, we're in bed cuddling.
I snap back to reality and shake my head.
I cant help but smile but deep down i know, it'll never happen.
When im trying to fall asleep my last thoughts are always of you.
All my dreams are about u, we're always happy together.
I wake up and realize it was just a dream and i get mad cuz i cant have you.
Every time we talk, i have...
Every time i sit down and i clear my mind
It always goes back to the thought of you.
At 1st, it started with just us hanging out
having a good time.
Now, we're in bed cuddling.
I snap back to reality and shake my head.
I cant help but smile but deep down i know, it'll never happen.
When im trying to fall asleep my last thoughts are always of you.
All my dreams are about u, we're always happy together.
I wake up and realize it was just a dream and i get mad cuz i cant have you.
Every time we talk, i have...
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Aug 2015 3:58am
6th Aug 2015 3:58am
Notice Me
Notice me when i walk by
Notice me when i try to smile at you
Notice the girl that steals a glance of you.
Notice me and all my flaws cuz im not trying to hide them.
I want u to see me for who i am.
Notice the girl that still looks like a kid.
Notice the girl that u were so nice to.
Notice.... me.
Notice the girl that just walks around hoping to cross you again.
Notice me when i want u soo bad to talk to me.
I would, but i cant.
Notice me, look at me, ask me
How im doing, i swear ill talk back.
Notice the girl that wants to know you more....
Notice me when i try to smile at you
Notice the girl that steals a glance of you.
Notice me and all my flaws cuz im not trying to hide them.
I want u to see me for who i am.
Notice the girl that still looks like a kid.
Notice the girl that u were so nice to.
Notice.... me.
Notice the girl that just walks around hoping to cross you again.
Notice me when i want u soo bad to talk to me.
I would, but i cant.
Notice me, look at me, ask me
How im doing, i swear ill talk back.
Notice the girl that wants to know you more....
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