Submissions by ShaienneMachale (Ladazia Jackson)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Dark poetry and Erotic Poetry is my forte. It's what I find comfort in. They seem to be my specialty.
SELF POEM
Published
1st May 2016 2:32am
1st May 2016 2:32am
The Extended Visit
My time here may be short
But I promise you one thing
I shall never leave this putrid earth
If you all don't know what you mean
For while this life's not meant for me
I know you each have a purpose
If nothing else, experience happiness
Each and all of you deserve it
Please don't shed any precious tears
For the life I will soon give away
Just remember every beautiful and sacred moment
That showered upon our shared days
Know that I've found solitude
And there I will be free
There's no more hurt, no more hate in this heart ...
But I promise you one thing
I shall never leave this putrid earth
If you all don't know what you mean
For while this life's not meant for me
I know you each have a purpose
If nothing else, experience happiness
Each and all of you deserve it
Please don't shed any precious tears
For the life I will soon give away
Just remember every beautiful and sacred moment
That showered upon our shared days
Know that I've found solitude
And there I will be free
There's no more hurt, no more hate in this heart ...
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ANGER POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2016 5:30pm
3rd Apr 2016 5:30pm
I Feel Disgusting In Your Eyes
Words
What a painful reminder of your imperfections
To hear disdain and inhumane words
Of taunting disgust
Must you judge those who look nothing like you?
I used to admire your love for all
I trusted you with my ungodly flaws
My body, so beautiful and rich in size you used to call
And yet, you mock one who looks just like me
Now I'm left drowning in an uncomfortable misery
My heart is shattered and the jagged edges are cutting me from the inside
I don't even have to raise the blade to my scarred arm today
For last night you evoked an...
What a painful reminder of your imperfections
To hear disdain and inhumane words
Of taunting disgust
Must you judge those who look nothing like you?
I used to admire your love for all
I trusted you with my ungodly flaws
My body, so beautiful and rich in size you used to call
And yet, you mock one who looks just like me
Now I'm left drowning in an uncomfortable misery
My heart is shattered and the jagged edges are cutting me from the inside
I don't even have to raise the blade to my scarred arm today
For last night you evoked an...
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ANGER POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2016 11:58pm
22nd Feb 2016 11:58pm
Nymphomaniac
A feeling so reckless, after being disrespected
Neglected, rejected, you're downright negligent
Bemused and amused by my pain
Its insane that the name I wanted to take was ever yours
This sorry game is a bore, you weren't torn between us two
There should have never been a me and you
For my heart was open to be broken and you did that
With a smile, took awhile to see
You gave not a damn about me
I am hurting. While you continue to go lurking for your next lay, you're sex crazed
Obsessed
You masochistic mess
That I loved, that I cherished
Yet...
Neglected, rejected, you're downright negligent
Bemused and amused by my pain
Its insane that the name I wanted to take was ever yours
This sorry game is a bore, you weren't torn between us two
There should have never been a me and you
For my heart was open to be broken and you did that
With a smile, took awhile to see
You gave not a damn about me
I am hurting. While you continue to go lurking for your next lay, you're sex crazed
Obsessed
You masochistic mess
That I loved, that I cherished
Yet...
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Jan 2016 4:17am
24th Jan 2016 4:17am
Spur of the Moment
Its scary
She felt the anger rise up
Until it boiled over
Erupted and disrupted her calm
Like a bomb, she exploded
Glass flew through the air
And without a care she screamed out
No doubt, they think she's insane
Inhumane, but with a twist
Because suddenly its quiet
She's been left alone in a home
Full of weapons
Such beauty and grace
Staring her in the face
All dull, and unsharpened
Cutting is an art she's perfected
Even with the cheapest of tools
Only a fool would leave her to hurt
Was it worth it?
She slices and...
She felt the anger rise up
Until it boiled over
Erupted and disrupted her calm
Like a bomb, she exploded
Glass flew through the air
And without a care she screamed out
No doubt, they think she's insane
Inhumane, but with a twist
Because suddenly its quiet
She's been left alone in a home
Full of weapons
Such beauty and grace
Staring her in the face
All dull, and unsharpened
Cutting is an art she's perfected
Even with the cheapest of tools
Only a fool would leave her to hurt
Was it worth it?
She slices and...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Nov 2015 8:14pm
17th Nov 2015 8:14pm
Cruel Circumstances
Chin up girl
You've dealt with much worse than this
Ignorance is total bliss
So pretend that they aren't there
I promise, you'll be okay
Be polite, mind your manners
If spoken to, speak back
Nothing more, nothing less
Let drama erupt nowhere near you
Protect your sanity
Ignore all vanity
These people are free to do as they please
Remember it doesn't concern thee
This world is broken, outside of these four walls
And out there, do your best to better it all
But here...let bygons be as they may
And where they fall they shall lay...
You've dealt with much worse than this
Ignorance is total bliss
So pretend that they aren't there
I promise, you'll be okay
Be polite, mind your manners
If spoken to, speak back
Nothing more, nothing less
Let drama erupt nowhere near you
Protect your sanity
Ignore all vanity
These people are free to do as they please
Remember it doesn't concern thee
This world is broken, outside of these four walls
And out there, do your best to better it all
But here...let bygons be as they may
And where they fall they shall lay...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Nov 2015 11:24pm
12th Nov 2015 11:24pm
Untitled Poetry
If I'm fresh out of a life plan
Doesn't that mean it's come to an end?
Maybe my heart and mind have had enough
They've nothing left to dream of
(And we're all burnt out on the idea of love)
It's exhausting
Living life searching for happiness desperately
But why?
Because each day we slowly die
Yet fight, to find a purpose?
(Don't you think we;re wasting our time?)
Life is short you claim
But hell!
80 years seems pretty damn long
Don't get me wrong
...I get what they mean
But I'm one to read in between the lines
I realize I'm...
Doesn't that mean it's come to an end?
Maybe my heart and mind have had enough
They've nothing left to dream of
(And we're all burnt out on the idea of love)
It's exhausting
Living life searching for happiness desperately
But why?
Because each day we slowly die
Yet fight, to find a purpose?
(Don't you think we;re wasting our time?)
Life is short you claim
But hell!
80 years seems pretty damn long
Don't get me wrong
...I get what they mean
But I'm one to read in between the lines
I realize I'm...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Nov 2015 11:04pm
12th Nov 2015 11:04pm
It Takes Two
Please stay
I'm done
I have had enough
No more girls I swear
I'm too far to care
I'll give up all of them
You have a fucking problem
Don't turn your back on me
All you ever do is cheat
What don't you understand
I deserve a better man
It's all your fault ...
I'm done
I have had enough
No more girls I swear
I'm too far to care
I'll give up all of them
You have a fucking problem
Don't turn your back on me
All you ever do is cheat
What don't you understand
I deserve a better man
It's all your fault ...
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ANGER POEM
Published
11th Mar 2015 7:52pm
11th Mar 2015 7:52pm
Ocean Deep
She is of the most silent hearts
With a smile that speaks a thousand words
But they won't listen to her story
That is...
Until she's gone
That agonizing pain won the battle
The fight she'd been fighting hath won
Nobody was there to catch her
As she took that final jump
Now she's climbing
Fuck it
Don't pretend you ever gave a damn
The weak pounding of your tears
Against my shallow, shattered heart
Keep your pity darling
It doesn't mean shit
...you don't mean it
And I don't need it
With a smile that speaks a thousand words
But they won't listen to her story
That is...
Until she's gone
That agonizing pain won the battle
The fight she'd been fighting hath won
Nobody was there to catch her
As she took that final jump
Now she's climbing
Fuck it
Don't pretend you ever gave a damn
The weak pounding of your tears
Against my shallow, shattered heart
Keep your pity darling
It doesn't mean shit
...you don't mean it
And I don't need it
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EROTIC POEM
Published
19th Jan 2015 3:35am
19th Jan 2015 3:35am
Homo Erotic Harmony
I let the softest of music bleed through the room
As my queen bursts through the door, exhausted and worn
She's already fussing when she enters the domain
Then a smile so widely appears, her face seems almost torn
Eyes dance around the scenery, before my love lies
Treatment for only she I've reserved
I can't tell if she wants to laugh or to cry
As I prepare her for the pure ecstasy she deserves
Guiding her to our bed with petals I've sprinkled about
And pushing her face down, taking in the view
I whisper in her ear, "Darling, tonight is for you...
As my queen bursts through the door, exhausted and worn
She's already fussing when she enters the domain
Then a smile so widely appears, her face seems almost torn
Eyes dance around the scenery, before my love lies
Treatment for only she I've reserved
I can't tell if she wants to laugh or to cry
As I prepare her for the pure ecstasy she deserves
Guiding her to our bed with petals I've sprinkled about
And pushing her face down, taking in the view
I whisper in her ear, "Darling, tonight is for you...
877 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
24th Nov 2014 4:13pm
24th Nov 2014 4:13pm
Empire Euphoria: My Biracial Beauty
Caramel skin I'm more than tempted to kiss
Chocolate coated eyes I could lose myself in
Sexy pink clouds in the form of his lips
And strong, sexy hands that seem to sizzle upon my skin
Smooth head, lacking hair still begging me to touch
A sexy aura amongst you that causes my breath to catch
One night with you in my bed simply isn't enough
To satisfy my hunger for you which won't seem to pass
Though you're taken, you could do much better
A natural flirt, I'm nothing special, darling I know
But just think, even if for only a night...
Chocolate coated eyes I could lose myself in
Sexy pink clouds in the form of his lips
And strong, sexy hands that seem to sizzle upon my skin
Smooth head, lacking hair still begging me to touch
A sexy aura amongst you that causes my breath to catch
One night with you in my bed simply isn't enough
To satisfy my hunger for you which won't seem to pass
Though you're taken, you could do much better
A natural flirt, I'm nothing special, darling I know
But just think, even if for only a night...
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ANGER POEM
Published
24th Nov 2014 3:42pm
24th Nov 2014 3:42pm
Blank Abyss
Piece by piece I let the fire build
And it's over the course of ten thousand years
That I regret the life for which I have lived
With copious amounts of forbidden tears
Blank. My minds an empty abyss
Hell will welcome me with an abrupt force
Time passes and passes and I seem to miss
Who or what I'm still fighting for
Is it worth it?
I don't know anymore
I don't care anymore
I don't wanna fight anymore
I hate it here
God if you're listening
Grant my most desired wish
....please
Take me the fuck away from here
And it's over the course of ten thousand years
That I regret the life for which I have lived
With copious amounts of forbidden tears
Blank. My minds an empty abyss
Hell will welcome me with an abrupt force
Time passes and passes and I seem to miss
Who or what I'm still fighting for
Is it worth it?
I don't know anymore
I don't care anymore
I don't wanna fight anymore
I hate it here
God if you're listening
Grant my most desired wish
....please
Take me the fuck away from here
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ANGER POEM
Published
24th Aug 2014 4:53am
24th Aug 2014 4:53am
Don't
Always expected to read minds
Why must I be who knows it all
Closer to the edge, you're pushing thy
And soon I'll jump, I'll risk the fall
My head beats harder than what's in my chest
I've not a fight left in me to give
You've just drained all that was left
I've no liable reason left to live
Goodbye to those I know I'll hurt
She'll never know the pain that phone call caused Demeaning, degrading to my self worth
And I still don't understand her thoughts
I may not be here when you arrive
And it is only you to blame, my dear
When...
Why must I be who knows it all
Closer to the edge, you're pushing thy
And soon I'll jump, I'll risk the fall
My head beats harder than what's in my chest
I've not a fight left in me to give
You've just drained all that was left
I've no liable reason left to live
Goodbye to those I know I'll hurt
She'll never know the pain that phone call caused Demeaning, degrading to my self worth
And I still don't understand her thoughts
I may not be here when you arrive
And it is only you to blame, my dear
When...
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