Submissions by ShadowRainz (Shannon)

Dreams of death and life
While flashes of lightning and rumbles of thunder capture my attention
Bringing me back down to earth
While I hide my suspitions.

Lifeslips slowlyaway from me
As I swirl down the darkened void
I spin round and round, falling fast
Death seems hard for me avoid.

Coming back to earth
Seeing my warm wrist stained red
Razor blade gleaming in hand
As nothing is said.

I fall back onto the cool sheet
And watch death fold over me
And when someone finally sees the darkness entering
I...

Alone and hidden away
Away from all the pain
And there is only onething
I can do to keep me sane.

Run.

As the sun shines down
I hide away
Away from all depression
That drag me down from day to day.

Hidden.

The darkness surrounds me
Making me fall into insanity
Deeper and deeper, faster and faster
Why can't you just see?
You've ruined me.

Gone.

I'm about to disappear
And just run fastly far away
No one here to stop me now
So, what do you have to say? ...

Hiding all feelings,
Hiding all shame.
Hiding all guilt,
I will never be the same.
You caused this,
You did this to me.
My heart aches,
While I slowly break,
And Fall to the ground like shattered glass.
It sparkles as it slowly falls,
All happiness that you've crushed.
You stomp all over the pieces,
And laugh as the tears fall.
My tears drop like acid rain,
One drop after another.
All feelings become hidden,
While the shame is stored away,
Except for my tears burning from day to day.

Bliss,
Ecstacy,
Happiness,
Come See.
My dreams of darkness,
Then of light.
Even weakness
and sudden might.
You are my weakness,
My shoulder for me to cry upon.
My refuge when I become weak,
And my stregnth that I strongly seek.
But can this be real?
Is this just my imagination?
What's the deal?
Could this all be an allusion?
My stregnth is fading
As darkness engulfs me.
I begn to slowly float
Away to the endless sea.