Submissions by Sad_Poet99 (E.Wesley)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
27th Feb 2019 10:40pm
27th Feb 2019 10:40pm
"Lost Contest"
#sadness
#depression
#dark
#suffering
#FeelingTrapped
411 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Feb 2019 5:53am
25th Feb 2019 5:53am
"Babe"
Soulmate"
A romanticized word
They are your true love
You get married
Live the white picket fence life
It's a fairytale
But my soulmate isn't romanticized
He isn't my true love
We aren't married
There's no cookie-cutter life for us
But it's still a fairytale
My soulmate is my other half
My shoulder to cry on
He is my best friend
My brother
Most importantly
He is my babe
A romanticized word
They are your true love
You get married
Live the white picket fence life
It's a fairytale
But my soulmate isn't romanticized
He isn't my true love
We aren't married
There's no cookie-cutter life for us
But it's still a fairytale
My soulmate is my other half
My shoulder to cry on
He is my best friend
My brother
Most importantly
He is my babe
#love
#strength
#BestFriend
#friendship
#LGBT
493 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jan 2019 6:29am
19th Jan 2019 6:29am
"You and I"
You don’t know why you came back
I don’t know why I let you
You said that you needed me
I said I only wanted you
You were afraid I would leave you
I made your worst fear come true
All you said was okay
When I said I’m sorry
And I really do love you
You’d say this is my fault
And I knew I’d break your heart
I never meant to hurt you
But this was our ending
Destined from the very start
I don’t know why I let you
You said that you needed me
I said I only wanted you
You were afraid I would leave you
I made your worst fear come true
All you said was okay
When I said I’m sorry
And I really do love you
You’d say this is my fault
And I knew I’d break your heart
I never meant to hurt you
But this was our ending
Destined from the very start
#sadness
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#separation
443 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Jan 2019 1:32am
8th Jan 2019 1:32am
"My Heart"
My heart is in my stomach
Fallen from my chest
It is still beating
I wish it would give it a rest
It is making sick
Pounding away at the lining
It already broke out
Of it’s ribbed cage
It’s only a matter of time
Before it breaks free
Or breaks me completely
Fallen from my chest
It is still beating
I wish it would give it a rest
It is making sick
Pounding away at the lining
It already broke out
Of it’s ribbed cage
It’s only a matter of time
Before it breaks free
Or breaks me completely
#sadness
#dark
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
390 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Nov 2018 2:07am
24th Nov 2018 2:07am
"Finally, Permanently"
Everything hurts
My head
My chest
My heart
Every fiber of my being
It hurts
Being punched
Stabbed
Torn apart
By looks of disapproval
Hurtful names
Misused words
Slowly killing me
Slowly making me
Fall apart
Shut down
Have dark thoughts
Think about ending my pain
Finally
Permanently
My head
My chest
My heart
Every fiber of my being
It hurts
Being punched
Stabbed
Torn apart
By looks of disapproval
Hurtful names
Misused words
Slowly killing me
Slowly making me
Fall apart
Shut down
Have dark thoughts
Think about ending my pain
Finally
Permanently
#misunderstood
#despair
#suffering
#emotional
#hurt
441 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Nov 2018 5:03am
21st Nov 2018 5:03am
"Can I?"
#sadness
#hate
#dark
#shame
#emptiness
465 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2018 7:52pm
14th Nov 2018 7:52pm
"Getting Older"
I am getting older
The nights keep getting colder
I am breaking down
Inside, and out
My muscles
They get weaker
My lungs
Are breathing deeper
Getting older
Ruins everything
I used to do so much
Now I feel like
I can’t do a damn thing
The pain
It gets stronger
My positivity
No longer
Swirling in my brain
When I get older
Don’t leave me in pain
When my time comes
Help me move on
The nights keep getting colder
I am breaking down
Inside, and out
My muscles
They get weaker
My lungs
Are breathing deeper
Getting older
Ruins everything
I used to do so much
Now I feel like
I can’t do a damn thing
The pain
It gets stronger
My positivity
No longer
Swirling in my brain
When I get older
Don’t leave me in pain
When my time comes
Help me move on
#grief
#dark
#death
387 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
5th Nov 2018 6:01pm
5th Nov 2018 6:01pm
"Rebuild Myself"
I'm going through hell
I'm locked in a cell
I've tried to yell
Feeling like a empty shell
But I try not to dwell
On my thoughts
On my internal pain
Try to breathe
Because I can't leave
This world
It's not my time
Can't give up
Can't give in
Rebuild myself
Grab my book
From my bookshelf
Start writing my story
About the real me
I'm locked in a cell
I've tried to yell
Feeling like a empty shell
But I try not to dwell
On my thoughts
On my internal pain
Try to breathe
Because I can't leave
This world
It's not my time
Can't give up
Can't give in
Rebuild myself
Grab my book
From my bookshelf
Start writing my story
About the real me
#identity
#myself
#SelfReflection
#acceptance
#transgender
487 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
1st Nov 2018 4:21am
1st Nov 2018 4:21am
"Suicide Weapon"
My suicide weapon
Is my pen
I write my frustrations
Instead of carving them
Into my skin
The thing causing my pain
Is also keeping me alive
My I will still parish one day
With my suicide weapon
Forever in my hand
Is my pen
I write my frustrations
Instead of carving them
Into my skin
The thing causing my pain
Is also keeping me alive
My I will still parish one day
With my suicide weapon
Forever in my hand
#sadness
#dark
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
413 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
31st Oct 2018 00:43am
31st Oct 2018 00:43am
"Drink"
#sadness
#dark
#frustration #despair
#frustration #despair
513 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
29th Oct 2018 8:53pm
29th Oct 2018 8:53pm
"Insecurity"
Insecurity
Taking over me
Every part of me
I need security
About my face
About my shape
About my voice
About every choice
I make
I obsess
Over how I dress
If I am the best
I can be
Insecurity
It’s killing me
Save me
From who I am
Taking over me
Every part of me
I need security
About my face
About my shape
About my voice
About every choice
I make
I obsess
Over how I dress
If I am the best
I can be
Insecurity
It’s killing me
Save me
From who I am
#sadness
#anxiety
#hate #frustration
#hate #frustration
455 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
28th Oct 2018 4:44am
28th Oct 2018 4:44am
"I Am (Not)"
I am not a “lady”
I am not a “miss”
I am not a “tomboy”
I am not “confused”
I am not something to joke about
I didn’t get a buzzcut for fuckin boot camp
I got a buzzcut to get closer to the real me
I don’t make jokes about you,
Don’t make them about me
I am perfectly clear
I am a boy
I am a mister
I am a man
I am not a “miss”
I am not a “tomboy”
I am not “confused”
I am not something to joke about
I didn’t get a buzzcut for fuckin boot camp
I got a buzzcut to get closer to the real me
I don’t make jokes about you,
Don’t make them about me
I am perfectly clear
I am a boy
I am a mister
I am a man
#LifeStruggles
#freedom
#ignorance #inequality
#ignorance #inequality
367 reads
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