Submissions by SadMac

As I write down these words I leave my love I had for you in them
Your name haunts my thoughts, your face crowds my dreams
Although you are not in my life any longer, you will always be a part of me
It seems like never ending chaos between my heart and soul
But you must accept it before you move on to bigger and better things not as a couple
Have it known I will be there when you get into trouble
But right now I'm working to get the help I believe I need

I'm scared, Ive given up, slowly accepting this is a long term solution
I started two nights ago, Friday the 13th, ironic isn't it?
Against pills since I've known about them yet here I am taking them
Pushing them Down With Spit Because I am utterly ashamed
Making sure no one watches me squint with disgust in any public domain
I was told the Prozac will help produce more serotonin in my brain
This doesn't make it any easier forcing the pill down with one more gulp