Submissions by Rottneprincessxx

As I sit here in the rubble of our relationship
I look around and I seek the walls that have fallen
All the time I thought just if I loved you harder that it would fix it all
And I ignored it
Even when you stopped loving me
I thought I had love for the both of us
And I was wrong
I didn’t see the paint being to peel
Nor the grey outline of all the edges
I ignored it all
When you said things that hurt
When I said things that hurt
We always fixed it
We were supposed to be forever
I didn’t see the rust begin to form in...

When you leave I am not alone
Laying on my bed I close my eyes
Imagination takes over
And I imagine your hands running across my body
How warm and rough they are
And how the feel when the strike me across my bottom
The sweet sting and blissful pain
How warm and strong they feel griping my thighs and running up higher and higher to my bliss
You’re lips across face, my cheeks and my forehead
You’re tongue from my neck to my breasts
You’re  growls for my submission and pleasure
You
Everything about you
You’re perfect...

Red Roses and Chocolate are not our relationship
Bruises and bite marks are
Romantic sex and perfect dates are not our relationship
Dominance and Submission are
Vanilla ice cream is not our flavor
Ice cubes and candle wax are
On my knees, you looking down on me
Pain and tears
Love and submission
The wish to please controls me
Even if I don’t get pleased myself
You are my god
My World
And I am your toy.