Submissions by Quizzy29 (Tanzo Ellis)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
misunderstood person who blends in so well but yet stands out so much. I’m a deep person so I write poetry as a way to put my complicated thoughts on paper.
Love in game playing
I knew we weren’t meant to last but I ate it with pride
We knew how to cultivate but we chose to decimate
Comfortable under calamity for different reasons
We stayed longer than expected
Attached through the games played
Life decisions made based off fantasies we keep in mind
I made the mistake of taking your bare minimum
Knowingly you were capable of more
You convinced me it was all in my head & became spoon fed with words only
(Class was needed but...
We knew how to cultivate but we chose to decimate
Comfortable under calamity for different reasons
We stayed longer than expected
Attached through the games played
Life decisions made based off fantasies we keep in mind
I made the mistake of taking your bare minimum
Knowingly you were capable of more
You convinced me it was all in my head & became spoon fed with words only
(Class was needed but...
#strength
#learning
#tolerance
#bittersweet
#emotions
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The wolf of mistreat
We were a pack of wolves who were connected by emotions
We hustled but ate off different plates
I chose to come see where you ate & felt the most comfortable
You made me feel welcomed each time I stayed
You gave full access to whatever whenever I wanted
We started & went hard from the beginning
I saw potential & you assured me it was worth it
The potential I saw was my own image of what I saw in you
Brought to tears in the place I saw you eat at
You mistakenly let me see where...
We hustled but ate off different plates
I chose to come see where you ate & felt the most comfortable
You made me feel welcomed each time I stayed
You gave full access to whatever whenever I wanted
We started & went hard from the beginning
I saw potential & you assured me it was worth it
The potential I saw was my own image of what I saw in you
Brought to tears in the place I saw you eat at
You mistakenly let me see where...
#bipolar
#gratitude
#tolerance #emotions
#tolerance #emotions
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Couldn’t be thanked enough
There were times I was reluctant to open up & would always say laTer
We were prepared to reveal laYers when the time was right
I made plans for laTer that never happened like yesterday’s news
I tried to make sure each laYer you peeled back was more flavorful than the last like trident gum
You showed what I expected when laTer became you favorite excuse
Each time you couldn’t understand why I’d always {T}hank {Y}ou
(LaTer never came & we exposed the wrong laYers)
We were prepared to reveal laYers when the time was right
I made plans for laTer that never happened like yesterday’s news
I tried to make sure each laYer you peeled back was more flavorful than the last like trident gum
You showed what I expected when laTer became you favorite excuse
Each time you couldn’t understand why I’d always {T}hank {Y}ou
(LaTer never came & we exposed the wrong laYers)
#strength
#patience
#gratitude #disappointment
#gratitude #disappointment
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Traveled with baggage carried by the heart
We spent time together with a pocket full of cabbage
We sat & ate like animals with a plate full of cabbage
You kept a tight grip on the broccoli while we burned through the cabbage
We shined for a while then you showed your baggage
I took care of your baggage like it was trash that need to be taken out
You created affects that only you were able to benefit from
I claimed your baggage before I know how many problems It’d come with
(The cabbage sat in baggage claim)
We sat & ate like animals with a plate full of cabbage
You kept a tight grip on the broccoli while we burned through the cabbage
We shined for a while then you showed your baggage
I took care of your baggage like it was trash that need to be taken out
You created affects that only you were able to benefit from
I claimed your baggage before I know how many problems It’d come with
(The cabbage sat in baggage claim)
#peace
#ignorance
#respect #tolerance
#respect #tolerance
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The long run made it tougher
We spent days forgetting about the time until reality hit
Heated discussions showed true intentions & I was aware
I answered when you chose to call me out my name
You were blessed with a mirror & a warning label
You didn’t care to communicate so it was no need to resuscitate
Before you got cut I gave you doses of what I put up with
I studied the actions & understood the intent
(Time soured & made it worse)
Heated discussions showed true intentions & I was aware
I answered when you chose to call me out my name
You were blessed with a mirror & a warning label
You didn’t care to communicate so it was no need to resuscitate
Before you got cut I gave you doses of what I put up with
I studied the actions & understood the intent
(Time soured & made it worse)
#TimeHeals
#respect
#karma
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The MM&M
You heard how nice it would be to meditate elated I became when you spoke
Dropped my pride & showed you scars of what used to be & why meditate
We shared two different forms of meditation & felt depleted when it was over
I ate the beef & swallowed the pill & still had to self medicate
Anytime I needed you made sure you were ready to medicate me so I’d stay
We communicated but only one was trying to mediate
You couldn’t understand my words so your friends chose to mediate
The...
Dropped my pride & showed you scars of what used to be & why meditate
We shared two different forms of meditation & felt depleted when it was over
I ate the beef & swallowed the pill & still had to self medicate
Anytime I needed you made sure you were ready to medicate me so I’d stay
We communicated but only one was trying to mediate
You couldn’t understand my words so your friends chose to mediate
The...
#patience
#gratitude
#respect #emotions
#respect #emotions
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Melting pot toxic
We came from different upbringings about relationships
I thought we understood how toxic relationships could be based on what we went through
I expressed my concerns that were swept out of mind & I was silenced by tears
You expressed your concerns with aggression as if you were trying to taunt
You were willing to take casualties if it meant I'd suffer in front if you
We both endured a lot in the past but only one has learned from it
Each chance I chose to submit your manipulation was the strongest
Your...
I thought we understood how toxic relationships could be based on what we went through
I expressed my concerns that were swept out of mind & I was silenced by tears
You expressed your concerns with aggression as if you were trying to taunt
You were willing to take casualties if it meant I'd suffer in front if you
We both endured a lot in the past but only one has learned from it
Each chance I chose to submit your manipulation was the strongest
Your...
#regret
#gratitude
#respect #bittersweet
#respect #bittersweet
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To Get back right
I came to you with zipped lips & open ears to show I wanted to listen
You spoke of what you wanted & expected but wasn’t ready to give the same
I explained the problem but I had to create my own solution
You showed these cracks early but I stayed long enough to endure your pain
You knew what you wanted & I gave what you needed
For you it was harder than it had to be
You failed a class with the answers in front of you
I paid the price each time I gave you a chance
...
You spoke of what you wanted & expected but wasn’t ready to give the same
I explained the problem but I had to create my own solution
You showed these cracks early but I stayed long enough to endure your pain
You knew what you wanted & I gave what you needed
For you it was harder than it had to be
You failed a class with the answers in front of you
I paid the price each time I gave you a chance
...
#lies
#learning
#choices #SelfWorth
#choices #SelfWorth
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Vices come with heavy prices
I kept the sack in the pack Just in case I needed to get back
I kept it close when you started doing the most
We stayed clean even though we had green
I didn’t want much but you offered a dutch
You kept a stash so I wouldn’t use my own cash
you made it a necessity to keep even though I made you weep
You loved gettin loud even if there was no crowd
Throughout all the green we burned through I realized I lost & became the fool
(Cash me with clouds)
I kept it close when you started doing the most
We stayed clean even though we had green
I didn’t want much but you offered a dutch
You kept a stash so I wouldn’t use my own cash
you made it a necessity to keep even though I made you weep
You loved gettin loud even if there was no crowd
Throughout all the green we burned through I realized I lost & became the fool
(Cash me with clouds)
#money
#drugs
#learning
#metaphor
#tolerance
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A version of Care
I was guarded within myself & by you
We gave it many tries to get it right
I made it easy to figure out
you showed me you desired otherwise
you knew the motto of “communication” but didn’t understand how to use it
I let so many chances slide our relationship became a playground
(Careless to Care less)
We gave it many tries to get it right
I made it easy to figure out
you showed me you desired otherwise
you knew the motto of “communication” but didn’t understand how to use it
I let so many chances slide our relationship became a playground
(Careless to Care less)
#strength
#confusion
#gratitude #bittersweet
#gratitude #bittersweet
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Big benefits Bigger doubts
You had my attention in the early stages & knew what to do when it became a benefit to you
I put myself in harms way to show my words came with reinforcement
I catered to your needs & made sure your safety was top priority to me
I celebrated you every chance cause I knew what it took
I didn’t want you verbally beat up the world up when you felt like it so I became the verbal punching bag
After months you were made aware & warned I can mimic
I was willing to give so much no matter what...
I put myself in harms way to show my words came with reinforcement
I catered to your needs & made sure your safety was top priority to me
I celebrated you every chance cause I knew what it took
I didn’t want you verbally beat up the world up when you felt like it so I became the verbal punching bag
After months you were made aware & warned I can mimic
I was willing to give so much no matter what...
#patience
#gratitude
#ignorance #respect
#ignorance #respect
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Sometimes potential isn’t enough
We were similar in many ways that connected our interests
I seen your potential before I knew what I was about to endure
you earned your title but cared nothing to keep it
I noticed a change in your movements towards me
High in the clouds I came down & we had a round table talk
I spoke with clarity & empathy & made sure it wouldn’t go left
When you decided to speak
you spoke with blatant disrespect & didn’t care & I understood completely
I took an overdose on the wrong...
I seen your potential before I knew what I was about to endure
you earned your title but cared nothing to keep it
I noticed a change in your movements towards me
High in the clouds I came down & we had a round table talk
I spoke with clarity & empathy & made sure it wouldn’t go left
When you decided to speak
you spoke with blatant disrespect & didn’t care & I understood completely
I took an overdose on the wrong...
#TimeHeals
#disappointment
#tolerance #emotions
#tolerance #emotions
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DU Poetry : Submissions by Quizzy29 (Tanzo Ellis)