Submissions by PoeticMalibu (Kim Soulee)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
As a poet, I share my personal experiences as a young adult. Life is a roller coaster and you can only take it one day at time so why not share it with everyone?
Time for that
When I say baby I love you
I truly mean I love you
When I say I’m fine
I’m really not
You think it’s hard to figure me out
Here’s my manual
I love you
I’m crazy about you
I think about you 24/7
I have so many fears
Please don’t leave me
Please don’t like another girl I am not there to show her up
Please don’t leave me for a hispanic girl
I’m all you need,
I won’t leave you
I have all the love for you here
I have my arms open wide please say you need me,
I get scared
I am afraid to leave some places ...
I truly mean I love you
When I say I’m fine
I’m really not
You think it’s hard to figure me out
Here’s my manual
I love you
I’m crazy about you
I think about you 24/7
I have so many fears
Please don’t leave me
Please don’t like another girl I am not there to show her up
Please don’t leave me for a hispanic girl
I’m all you need,
I won’t leave you
I have all the love for you here
I have my arms open wide please say you need me,
I get scared
I am afraid to leave some places ...
#bittersweet
#breakup
#conflict
#heartbroken
#rejection
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Living a Lie
She feels empty
Empty…
Like a jar
With no use, anymore.
She feels broken,
Broken like a doll,
That is missing a leg.
He touched her when she said no,
Now she’s missing a piece of her,
But what?
What could it be?
It was dark for three days,
Just three days
until she was shocked back to reality.
She’s lost trust in guys, men.
Men, greedy pigs.
Men, some are nice
But in the end, they want the same thing,
Sex.
She’s just like you,
A normal girl,
Who liked to...
Empty…
Like a jar
With no use, anymore.
She feels broken,
Broken like a doll,
That is missing a leg.
He touched her when she said no,
Now she’s missing a piece of her,
But what?
What could it be?
It was dark for three days,
Just three days
until she was shocked back to reality.
She’s lost trust in guys, men.
Men, greedy pigs.
Men, some are nice
But in the end, they want the same thing,
Sex.
She’s just like you,
A normal girl,
Who liked to...
#breakup
#conflict
#separation
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Tongue Tied
The moment I met you
I became tongue tied
I try to find the right words
And when I speak the wrong
Words come out
So let me take you to the spot
We had fun at
Let me take you to my
Best friend’s house
Don’t say Goodbye
DOn’t leave me tongue tied
I got you right here
In my heart
By my Side
It’s you and me vs. the world
I know you
You know me
I want to do nothing but dance around with you
Look weird and happy
Don’t wave no goodbye
Don’t leave me tongue tied
Its you and me
The King...
I became tongue tied
I try to find the right words
And when I speak the wrong
Words come out
So let me take you to the spot
We had fun at
Let me take you to my
Best friend’s house
Don’t say Goodbye
DOn’t leave me tongue tied
I got you right here
In my heart
By my Side
It’s you and me vs. the world
I know you
You know me
I want to do nothing but dance around with you
Look weird and happy
Don’t wave no goodbye
Don’t leave me tongue tied
Its you and me
The King...
#memories
#FirstLove
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Unspoken
Living in sin city
Is like the horror of a train wreck
Im wishing i could upgrade my status in life
I need cash
Less anxiety
A meaning to live
A reason
Less problems
More good luck
God, Sin City is such a train wreck
Suddenly being plunged into a dark space
No positivity
Looking for a way to express myself
I feel like im living in the wrong city
Im being drawn to live by the woods
Wheres my good luck
Im ready too rise up
Be the woman i was meant to be
Im ready to do...
Is like the horror of a train wreck
Im wishing i could upgrade my status in life
I need cash
Less anxiety
A meaning to live
A reason
Less problems
More good luck
God, Sin City is such a train wreck
Suddenly being plunged into a dark space
No positivity
Looking for a way to express myself
I feel like im living in the wrong city
Im being drawn to live by the woods
Wheres my good luck
Im ready too rise up
Be the woman i was meant to be
Im ready to do...
#morality
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Bad at love
I’m bad at Love,
So is everyone else,
I enjoy the taste of vodka,
I enjoy the moment of the numbness,
You can’t blame me for trying,
I’m bad at love,
I’m not getting better at it,
There’s so many people out there,
Who wants this?
I’m going to enjoy my life to the fullest,
Till I die.
I’m bad at love,
I’m afraid of your emotions.
If I walk, I walk
Chase me.
I jump when people yell.
I always want to say no,
I get cranky when I’m hungry.
I’m broken hearted,
I’m alone.
I’m going to crazy when I’m...
So is everyone else,
I enjoy the taste of vodka,
I enjoy the moment of the numbness,
You can’t blame me for trying,
I’m bad at love,
I’m not getting better at it,
There’s so many people out there,
Who wants this?
I’m going to enjoy my life to the fullest,
Till I die.
I’m bad at love,
I’m afraid of your emotions.
If I walk, I walk
Chase me.
I jump when people yell.
I always want to say no,
I get cranky when I’m hungry.
I’m broken hearted,
I’m alone.
I’m going to crazy when I’m...
#identity
#memories
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
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Trap Queen
A little girl young and fragile. Weak to the bones, Light as a feather.
Taken away from her family at 4.
Filled to the core with hurt and anger she grew,
Standing by her she has a crowd of “fans”,
The flow of daily compliments come flowing in message after message,
The little girl who was never noticed, who was so innocent,
The flow of history has corrupted her,
The daughter of crip born into the danger of the hood,
The ghetto is woven into her DNA
Overcoming the danger, moving into a better neighborhood,
Leaving her childhood behind growing...
Taken away from her family at 4.
Filled to the core with hurt and anger she grew,
Standing by her she has a crowd of “fans”,
The flow of daily compliments come flowing in message after message,
The little girl who was never noticed, who was so innocent,
The flow of history has corrupted her,
The daughter of crip born into the danger of the hood,
The ghetto is woven into her DNA
Overcoming the danger, moving into a better neighborhood,
Leaving her childhood behind growing...
#motivational
#inspirational
#MyInspiration
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Arms around you
I wish i could have my heart racing
Again
Hold you close breathe you in
But i know if i do it’ll be all bad
I can’t do it for you
If you ever get a chance to touch me again
I won’t be able to get away
I can’t breathe
I need to change my mind
I don’t understand what they want from me
I just want my arms around you
Long live Jahseh
To breathe around you
Would calm my downward spiral
I take drugs on a daily
I’m trying to find ways to make money
On a daily
Let me know
Love you like i had to...
Again
Hold you close breathe you in
But i know if i do it’ll be all bad
I can’t do it for you
If you ever get a chance to touch me again
I won’t be able to get away
I can’t breathe
I need to change my mind
I don’t understand what they want from me
I just want my arms around you
Long live Jahseh
To breathe around you
Would calm my downward spiral
I take drugs on a daily
I’m trying to find ways to make money
On a daily
Let me know
Love you like i had to...
#ForbiddenLove
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Losin control
She's feeling a little numb now
Losing control
Falling into despair
She’s falling for him now
Thinks it’s alright
She’s looking for something
That has that hype
She’s feels guilty from the last guy
She broke her own heart
Carrying this baggage
She’s losing control
This guy he really likes her
She’s falling off the edge
She doesn’t get it
Despite the attraction she can’t help it
She’s still hurting inside from the last guy
He doesn’t see the pain
She’s hiding
Losing the battle
Inside
She’s...
Losing control
Falling into despair
She’s falling for him now
Thinks it’s alright
She’s looking for something
That has that hype
She’s feels guilty from the last guy
She broke her own heart
Carrying this baggage
She’s losing control
This guy he really likes her
She’s falling off the edge
She doesn’t get it
Despite the attraction she can’t help it
She’s still hurting inside from the last guy
He doesn’t see the pain
She’s hiding
Losing the battle
Inside
She’s...
#FeelingLost
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Where I stand
I wish i could touch your face
Where all your scars are
You said don’t ever give up
It's so hard to be something i'm not
You had so much of my trust
Now i walk alone
With my head held high
I wish i could see you smile one more time
There's no more time
Now i walk alone
With my head held high
I feel so alive
I had a touch
I had a feeling
But i have walked alone
All these years
No one by my side
You brought me happiness
You brought me a joy i have never felt
I have seen it all
Before so close ...
Where all your scars are
You said don’t ever give up
It's so hard to be something i'm not
You had so much of my trust
Now i walk alone
With my head held high
I wish i could see you smile one more time
There's no more time
Now i walk alone
With my head held high
I feel so alive
I had a touch
I had a feeling
But i have walked alone
All these years
No one by my side
You brought me happiness
You brought me a joy i have never felt
I have seen it all
Before so close ...
#myself
#SelfReflection
#FeelingLost #SelfWorth
#FeelingLost #SelfWorth
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Cry for love
I had an angel fall in front of me,
You never see it coming,
When people say he’s perfect for you,
I cry for love,
I cry for my angel,
You got my angel,
I can’t get him back now,
I shouldn’t cry for love,
I wish I was more prepared.
We had arguments, our faults,
Were we even good for each other?
What was it?
Why were you there?
I cry for love,
I shouldn’t be cryin for love,
I don’t think I’m right for love,
You were an angel that fell.
Where’s that halo?
Where’s my baby?
Heaven took my angel from...
You never see it coming,
When people say he’s perfect for you,
I cry for love,
I cry for my angel,
You got my angel,
I can’t get him back now,
I shouldn’t cry for love,
I wish I was more prepared.
We had arguments, our faults,
Were we even good for each other?
What was it?
Why were you there?
I cry for love,
I shouldn’t be cryin for love,
I don’t think I’m right for love,
You were an angel that fell.
Where’s that halo?
Where’s my baby?
Heaven took my angel from...
#relationships
#UnrequitedLove
#obsession
329 reads
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Do you miss me at all?
I’ve been wondering if you miss me,
I just want to know what’s going on,
Are you okay?
Do you miss me at all,
Do you wonder about me,
Do you ever just want to text me,
I just want to know if you’re okay,
You got your walls up,
You aren’t happy,
I can tell,
Do you think about me?
Do you ever wonder what I’m up to?
I just want you to find your home,
I wish you were okay,
Do you miss me at all?
Did you ever miss me?
I’m passing by your town,
Thinking of you.
Do you wonder what I’m up to without you?
I just want to know what’s going on,
Are you okay?
Do you miss me at all,
Do you wonder about me,
Do you ever just want to text me,
I just want to know if you’re okay,
You got your walls up,
You aren’t happy,
I can tell,
Do you think about me?
Do you ever wonder what I’m up to?
I just want you to find your home,
I wish you were okay,
Do you miss me at all?
Did you ever miss me?
I’m passing by your town,
Thinking of you.
Do you wonder what I’m up to without you?
#hate
#heartbroken
#confusion
#emptiness
#bittersweet
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Paint my love
I don’t know why I’m hurting still
I miss smiling
I miss laughing
When I’m with you
I feel like I’m on the moon
I put myself out there
I’m losing myself in the morning
Cause you’re all in my head
Baby I’m just doing my best
I really want you here with me
Move the pain from my heart
I can’t stand this loneliness
Falling
I keep falling for you
Paint my love
It’s right there
The best artwork I ever did
Look at you
That beautiful smile
The way your hair falls to your waist
The way you swing your...
I miss smiling
I miss laughing
When I’m with you
I feel like I’m on the moon
I put myself out there
I’m losing myself in the morning
Cause you’re all in my head
Baby I’m just doing my best
I really want you here with me
Move the pain from my heart
I can’t stand this loneliness
Falling
I keep falling for you
Paint my love
It’s right there
The best artwork I ever did
Look at you
That beautiful smile
The way your hair falls to your waist
The way you swing your...
#heartbroken
292 reads
4 Comments
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