Submissions by PerfectXxXTragedy
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
in short i am a writer my poems are sad depressing shocking dark morbid heartbreaking mind opening
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Oct 2010 10:30pm
11th Oct 2010 10:30pm
without you im(lost on this road called life)
Life is not clear
I'm blind without you here
To remind me of your eyes I look at the stars
To remember the memories I look at my scars
Night turns to day
Without you here I don't want to live today
As I write on this page
I wish to escape life,my cage
I wan't to die for a day to be with you
Because for you there is nothing I would'nt do
Just live a day in the afterlife
A day without life
To live now is a curse
And everyday it gets worse
So no one can hear me scream around my mouth I put tape
I take the razor,needles,and pills...
I'm blind without you here
To remind me of your eyes I look at the stars
To remember the memories I look at my scars
Night turns to day
Without you here I don't want to live today
As I write on this page
I wish to escape life,my cage
I wan't to die for a day to be with you
Because for you there is nothing I would'nt do
Just live a day in the afterlife
A day without life
To live now is a curse
And everyday it gets worse
So no one can hear me scream around my mouth I put tape
I take the razor,needles,and pills...
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Oct 2010 5:32pm
11th Oct 2010 5:32pm
there is blood everywhere...aroud me...
I've hit he right vein
I laugh i've never felt this much beautiful pain
I look down to see my arms wet and red
I laugh and scream out "this is it i'm dead"
I try to stand but I fall
My blood is getting on everything as I crawl
Then I lock the door
I silently scream as I watch the blood pour
On my door I hear knocking
But i'm not answering
I stare at the blood all over my room and walls
As my ability to focus and will to live falls
I look at my bloody razorblade
To die I am not afraid
It's what i've always wanted
So I...
I laugh i've never felt this much beautiful pain
I look down to see my arms wet and red
I laugh and scream out "this is it i'm dead"
I try to stand but I fall
My blood is getting on everything as I crawl
Then I lock the door
I silently scream as I watch the blood pour
On my door I hear knocking
But i'm not answering
I stare at the blood all over my room and walls
As my ability to focus and will to live falls
I look at my bloody razorblade
To die I am not afraid
It's what i've always wanted
So I...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Oct 2010 00:53am
11th Oct 2010 00:53am
hatred eternal
inside me hatred is always flowing in every single vein
My hatred,lack of happiness has made me insane
My hatred is like a fire that can't be put out
I can't release it no matter how much I scream or shout
I am never optimistic
I can never look at the bright side because im so pessimistic
To me everything I do is a mistake
My life does not feel real,it has always felt fake
And trying to bring myself to reality
Just brings me closer and closer to absolute insanity
To me sadness is my happiness
Since I feel it so often,since my mind is lost in my own...
My hatred,lack of happiness has made me insane
My hatred is like a fire that can't be put out
I can't release it no matter how much I scream or shout
I am never optimistic
I can never look at the bright side because im so pessimistic
To me everything I do is a mistake
My life does not feel real,it has always felt fake
And trying to bring myself to reality
Just brings me closer and closer to absolute insanity
To me sadness is my happiness
Since I feel it so often,since my mind is lost in my own...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Oct 2010 3:33pm
10th Oct 2010 3:33pm
when it ends
The day the sky falls
And every dying angel crawls
I will be by your side
To watch the end together,inhaling the fresh scent of suicide
But don't worry my love it doesn't matter
For even if the world is made of glass and it's about to shatter
Just know
That of you I will never let go
Have faith even though we know it's dying
Have faith in me,there's no need to be crying
I will die right next to you
My love please know that this is true
There's no need to fear the end
We can go off into our own world we can just pretend...
And every dying angel crawls
I will be by your side
To watch the end together,inhaling the fresh scent of suicide
But don't worry my love it doesn't matter
For even if the world is made of glass and it's about to shatter
Just know
That of you I will never let go
Have faith even though we know it's dying
Have faith in me,there's no need to be crying
I will die right next to you
My love please know that this is true
There's no need to fear the end
We can go off into our own world we can just pretend...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Oct 2010 3:23pm
10th Oct 2010 3:23pm
to me depression is the living form of death
I can see,but I wish I was blind
Depression has taken over my mind
All I want is death
I wonder why I haven't breathed my last breath
My life can't be understood
In myself I see no good
This is the truth,it is no lie
All I wonder about now is when i'll die
I am sick of being haunted by my past
I don't know how much longer I will last
Everyday I slowly lose the will to live
I have nothing left to give
Living to me is a disease,it's impure
And death would be my cure
To find happiness for me it's to late
I'm done searching now I...
Depression has taken over my mind
All I want is death
I wonder why I haven't breathed my last breath
My life can't be understood
In myself I see no good
This is the truth,it is no lie
All I wonder about now is when i'll die
I am sick of being haunted by my past
I don't know how much longer I will last
Everyday I slowly lose the will to live
I have nothing left to give
Living to me is a disease,it's impure
And death would be my cure
To find happiness for me it's to late
I'm done searching now I...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Oct 2010 6:37am
10th Oct 2010 6:37am
when I look in the mirror I see...
When I look in the mirror I see
A person I never thought i'd be
Myself I cannot recognize
My face is a mask and beneath it i'm hiding lies
I don't know who I am anymore
But I know im not the same as before
My sanity slowly gets worse
Insanity it is my curse
The mirror I look in I wish to shatter
But why,it wont matter
I'm still the same person
A failure of a human,a friend,a son
My reflection
Shows me my infection
It shows me how pathetic im becoming day by day
I'ts showing me that im slowly wasting away
I decay
In my...
A person I never thought i'd be
Myself I cannot recognize
My face is a mask and beneath it i'm hiding lies
I don't know who I am anymore
But I know im not the same as before
My sanity slowly gets worse
Insanity it is my curse
The mirror I look in I wish to shatter
But why,it wont matter
I'm still the same person
A failure of a human,a friend,a son
My reflection
Shows me my infection
It shows me how pathetic im becoming day by day
I'ts showing me that im slowly wasting away
I decay
In my...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Oct 2010 6:24am
10th Oct 2010 6:24am
silent yet so loud
I sit in silence
Causing self-inflicted razorblade violence
Drugs have made me feel so numb
I feel so dumb
The voices inside my head
Tell me im better off dead
I try to ignore but maybe they're right
Because I don't know how much longer I can fight
I silently scream
To try and wake up from this bad dream
To bad it's reality
Because everyday my reality feels like fantasy
There are so many voices inside my mind
I can see but I feel so blind
I don't know what to do
And the thought that my life is a life seems to feel more and more...
Causing self-inflicted razorblade violence
Drugs have made me feel so numb
I feel so dumb
The voices inside my head
Tell me im better off dead
I try to ignore but maybe they're right
Because I don't know how much longer I can fight
I silently scream
To try and wake up from this bad dream
To bad it's reality
Because everyday my reality feels like fantasy
There are so many voices inside my mind
I can see but I feel so blind
I don't know what to do
And the thought that my life is a life seems to feel more and more...
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Oct 2010 6:01pm
9th Oct 2010 6:01pm
the lies I was told...the truth i had to realize
Fuck you god you're not a savior
You're just like me a fucking failure
You lie
You're just like a vulture waiting for me to die
You see my aches and pains
Once im dead you will eat my remains
You are slowly ripping my life apart
Black is now the color of my heart
You lied like everyone else you saidI was ok
But now I look in the mirror and see my sanity fading away
You made me believe love was everyone
But it's too much im sorry but im done
I'm waiting for the right day
To take my life away
And cut away all the ties
As well as...
You're just like me a fucking failure
You lie
You're just like a vulture waiting for me to die
You see my aches and pains
Once im dead you will eat my remains
You are slowly ripping my life apart
Black is now the color of my heart
You lied like everyone else you saidI was ok
But now I look in the mirror and see my sanity fading away
You made me believe love was everyone
But it's too much im sorry but im done
I'm waiting for the right day
To take my life away
And cut away all the ties
As well as...
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Oct 2010 5:45pm
9th Oct 2010 5:45pm
blood to bleed
The razorblade inside my wrist
The pain is something I cannot resist
I bleed
So from my insanity I can be freed
The pain feels so amazing
I missed the sensation of my wrist burning
The old feelings of suicide are returning
And upside-down my world is turning
Right now death is all i desire
I want to die and burn in hell's fire
I know im still alive,but i feel dead
My mind is full of dread
I question my own creation
And the answer to that question is death,my new fascination
My clothes are a mess
Blood-stained but i could care...
The pain is something I cannot resist
I bleed
So from my insanity I can be freed
The pain feels so amazing
I missed the sensation of my wrist burning
The old feelings of suicide are returning
And upside-down my world is turning
Right now death is all i desire
I want to die and burn in hell's fire
I know im still alive,but i feel dead
My mind is full of dread
I question my own creation
And the answer to that question is death,my new fascination
My clothes are a mess
Blood-stained but i could care...
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