Submissions by O___Blue (Oh_Blu...)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hmm...
Faded Film
Held in a unknown state.
Where my realities trapped inside
undeveloped film hanging as a camera's tail.
Memories yet to mature.
Are they happy or are they sad?
I guess I'll never know.
Just how much value I'll leave behind me.
Will I like what I see?
When the film confirms whats true.
My false reality.
A world in exchanged for another.
A faded film
that isn't any clearer than my memories.
At least now I'll paint my own...
Where my realities trapped inside
undeveloped film hanging as a camera's tail.
Memories yet to mature.
Are they happy or are they sad?
I guess I'll never know.
Just how much value I'll leave behind me.
Will I like what I see?
When the film confirms whats true.
My false reality.
A world in exchanged for another.
A faded film
that isn't any clearer than my memories.
At least now I'll paint my own...
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The Sun
The sun's been raped and no longer gives a comforting warmth.
The ice begins to sprout like weeds, entraping her in its ivy serpentine.
Forever.
The icy demon closing its claws firmly wrapped around her body.
She's now its.
Forcefully violating her delicate figure, molding her the way it sees fit.
Corrupting the elegant of her form.
Whats left of her.
A piece of her was safe with me.
Can I dream this piece is the seed
that will grow into what she was before, maybe.
If only it was so easy.
Her nightmares,...
The ice begins to sprout like weeds, entraping her in its ivy serpentine.
Forever.
The icy demon closing its claws firmly wrapped around her body.
She's now its.
Forcefully violating her delicate figure, molding her the way it sees fit.
Corrupting the elegant of her form.
Whats left of her.
A piece of her was safe with me.
Can I dream this piece is the seed
that will grow into what she was before, maybe.
If only it was so easy.
Her nightmares,...
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Needle
I'm frightened past 2:30 in the morning
from a nightmare of losing you.
I look to my side to find you aren't here,
now I remember you have already gone.
Night and night I'm always so forgetful,
but in truth I deny.
The fragrance on her bedside is slowly fading.
Once it's disappeared.
Then what?
I miss the times you & I could disappear
from a world we hurt.
To a place that we could easily create
escape from it all, somehow we'd always escape.
Driven by dreams I'm molded by this loneliness
into...
from a nightmare of losing you.
I look to my side to find you aren't here,
now I remember you have already gone.
Night and night I'm always so forgetful,
but in truth I deny.
The fragrance on her bedside is slowly fading.
Once it's disappeared.
Then what?
I miss the times you & I could disappear
from a world we hurt.
To a place that we could easily create
escape from it all, somehow we'd always escape.
Driven by dreams I'm molded by this loneliness
into...
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Cunning Vixen
Just let me unload this feeling I'm holding.
I love you, of course I do.
Do I feel any better?
No I don't, in fact I feel even worse than before.
Am I so bad?
Am I still your friend?
Fucking cunning vixen, fuck off!!!
Get away from me it's because of you...
It's your fault not mine...
Oh fuck not again...the burnings to my arms.
My thoughts about you are so wrong, please stop...
She won't do that...she wouldn't try.
Remember she loves me!!!
Why should I try to win her back?
She'd do it again.
Help me escape from...
I love you, of course I do.
Do I feel any better?
No I don't, in fact I feel even worse than before.
Am I so bad?
Am I still your friend?
Fucking cunning vixen, fuck off!!!
Get away from me it's because of you...
It's your fault not mine...
Oh fuck not again...the burnings to my arms.
My thoughts about you are so wrong, please stop...
She won't do that...she wouldn't try.
Remember she loves me!!!
Why should I try to win her back?
She'd do it again.
Help me escape from...
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Kindness
As the day is passing I'm always wondering
if my crying ever reaches through to you.
Cause you know, only you can understand.
All our dreams are still standing as firmly as your white cross.
No one would ever dare to try and knock it over.
Your kindness has disappeared from this world.
My tears dropped to water your flowers.
Your kindness is so irreplaceable
In the mirror I'm always reminded of you.
Staring to the future so uncertain if I'll make it without you beside me.
If I could I'd pause everything.
Fearing the unknown...
if my crying ever reaches through to you.
Cause you know, only you can understand.
All our dreams are still standing as firmly as your white cross.
No one would ever dare to try and knock it over.
Your kindness has disappeared from this world.
My tears dropped to water your flowers.
Your kindness is so irreplaceable
In the mirror I'm always reminded of you.
Staring to the future so uncertain if I'll make it without you beside me.
If I could I'd pause everything.
Fearing the unknown...
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Emptiness
Emptiness is space meant for purpose.
Memories of the past never belonged here.
Without it I'm meaningless.
Emptiness is used as my only protection.
Against my very own reflection, my mask
I wear with pride.
Karma, karma.
Has finally caught up with me.
Deep down I know I deserve this.
Emptiness was the greatest weapon ever given to me.
I'd wield it with such flawless effort every time.
Till you came along.
Emptiness has turned its barrel and pointed between my eyes.
My memory of you only sinks in absorbed.
I'm not...
Memories of the past never belonged here.
Without it I'm meaningless.
Emptiness is used as my only protection.
Against my very own reflection, my mask
I wear with pride.
Karma, karma.
Has finally caught up with me.
Deep down I know I deserve this.
Emptiness was the greatest weapon ever given to me.
I'd wield it with such flawless effort every time.
Till you came along.
Emptiness has turned its barrel and pointed between my eyes.
My memory of you only sinks in absorbed.
I'm not...
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Keeping Me
I won't open this door.
I've lock myself within my own heart.
The cracks along the walls their are eyes always watching.
I can't see the brilliance of light my alliance is with the dark.
It's the only place I can easily dodge.
The words that are meant to hurt.
Why am I crying?
For some reason I felt your hand pressed against my door.
I open up after a long time to the sight of you,
I'm relieved.
The answer's well hidden I doubt you'd ever find it.
It's actually pretty simple, I'll smile for awhile and see if you can...
I've lock myself within my own heart.
The cracks along the walls their are eyes always watching.
I can't see the brilliance of light my alliance is with the dark.
It's the only place I can easily dodge.
The words that are meant to hurt.
Why am I crying?
For some reason I felt your hand pressed against my door.
I open up after a long time to the sight of you,
I'm relieved.
The answer's well hidden I doubt you'd ever find it.
It's actually pretty simple, I'll smile for awhile and see if you can...
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Butterfly Cage
You easily see through my skin of glass
and know exactly how torn my wings are.
The seemingly random patterns, I can't remember how they once were.
Say, It must be at the expense of our blood.
For reason that don't relate us.
Say, shouldering my weakened soul.
It's one thing I won't leave behind.
Tainted world, butterflies trapped in a cage.
Torn wings yet still so beautiful.
Devoted to hurt, tearing away at the wings.
So, how much is left?
Trapped and imprisoned, wrapped cocoon.
Holding myself for comfort in closing solitude.
May...
and know exactly how torn my wings are.
The seemingly random patterns, I can't remember how they once were.
Say, It must be at the expense of our blood.
For reason that don't relate us.
Say, shouldering my weakened soul.
It's one thing I won't leave behind.
Tainted world, butterflies trapped in a cage.
Torn wings yet still so beautiful.
Devoted to hurt, tearing away at the wings.
So, how much is left?
Trapped and imprisoned, wrapped cocoon.
Holding myself for comfort in closing solitude.
May...
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Distance
Awaiting at the window
for something that's inexistent.
Light breezes of spring
whispering the same words.
The questions just keep repeating.
I'd like an answer for once.
The blinding rays of the sun
were bright enough to hide the truth.
If it were dark would it be any different than it is?
Maybe this is something to protect me from what I don't want to know.
How much longer can it last,
before the tragic or happiness.
Your disbelief is the core.
It's poison calling you're veins home.
With each piece falling...
for something that's inexistent.
Light breezes of spring
whispering the same words.
The questions just keep repeating.
I'd like an answer for once.
The blinding rays of the sun
were bright enough to hide the truth.
If it were dark would it be any different than it is?
Maybe this is something to protect me from what I don't want to know.
How much longer can it last,
before the tragic or happiness.
Your disbelief is the core.
It's poison calling you're veins home.
With each piece falling...
753 reads
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Not Much Pain
Have you ever felt above the world
Even just for one moment.
Then your reminded of the past
The feeling comes back.
This time now that your gone.
Pretending I'm still there.
I fake a smile to feel like there's not much pain.
There's so little pain.
I couldn't hide the fact I'm so angry
That you broke the pact we made so long ago.
Can I really suffer anymore than I already am?
Because of what you are you always felt I'd
Feel no pain or no pain at all.
No one would see who I'am.
The times I'm with you.
I felt they'd...
Even just for one moment.
Then your reminded of the past
The feeling comes back.
This time now that your gone.
Pretending I'm still there.
I fake a smile to feel like there's not much pain.
There's so little pain.
I couldn't hide the fact I'm so angry
That you broke the pact we made so long ago.
Can I really suffer anymore than I already am?
Because of what you are you always felt I'd
Feel no pain or no pain at all.
No one would see who I'am.
The times I'm with you.
I felt they'd...
750 reads
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Sometimes I Show
Taken away, taken away.
Further away.
Stars are without a sound as they fall to the ground,
Still nothing's more important than you are to me.
Kept my voice in a whisper while my choices are fading
Into something I never understood.
But you knew and believed
We could do everything we would, any time that we could.
For what ever time we had left, it never was enough.
Sometimes I show, sometimes I try.
Sometimes I just want to make it all...
Further away.
Stars are without a sound as they fall to the ground,
Still nothing's more important than you are to me.
Kept my voice in a whisper while my choices are fading
Into something I never understood.
But you knew and believed
We could do everything we would, any time that we could.
For what ever time we had left, it never was enough.
Sometimes I show, sometimes I try.
Sometimes I just want to make it all...
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