Submissions by OH-Abigail666 (Cooper Fowler)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i like writing poems about fictional things and about the troubles that happen in my life and in the lives of my close friends this is who i am if you dont like it i dont care I can live with that
you complete me in the worst way
If i can be the shadow
then you can be the figure
if i can be the gun then
you can be the trigger
you can be the knife and
i'll be the back
i will be the heart and
you can be the attack
I'll be the tear and you
be the eyes
you can break me so easily
and you will never realize
then you can be the figure
if i can be the gun then
you can be the trigger
you can be the knife and
i'll be the back
i will be the heart and
you can be the attack
I'll be the tear and you
be the eyes
you can break me so easily
and you will never realize
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this razor..this blood lust
walls closing in sufocating
dying everyday torment pain
it's all the same it all runs
together in this goddamned house
my life is a fucking prison my
own living hell i push on everyday
with this ball and chain weighing
me down my life is a lie
my family against me my "friends"
are fucking fake a slit to the wrist
is all it would take all i have to do
to end it all is bleed myself dry
and watch the blood fall
Drip, Drip
Cut, Cut
Drip, Drip
its all the same self inflicting pain
it clears my head...
dying everyday torment pain
it's all the same it all runs
together in this goddamned house
my life is a fucking prison my
own living hell i push on everyday
with this ball and chain weighing
me down my life is a lie
my family against me my "friends"
are fucking fake a slit to the wrist
is all it would take all i have to do
to end it all is bleed myself dry
and watch the blood fall
Drip, Drip
Cut, Cut
Drip, Drip
its all the same self inflicting pain
it clears my head...
642 reads
1 Comment
bloody mary (Ghost in the mirror)
back to back my love
lies in ash back to
black my heart is in
flames
take my hand and together we
shall go forever take my hand
and we will fall in this coffin
together forever
(Chorus)
So never let your eyes leave the
mirror again i know the kiss of
death this time i have a heart
and though it doesn't beat it breaks
so come with me and we will begin where
it all ends
look past the frame of glass that you've
been trapped in for so long tear apart this
prison that you call home shattered glass
to lead...
lies in ash back to
black my heart is in
flames
take my hand and together we
shall go forever take my hand
and we will fall in this coffin
together forever
(Chorus)
So never let your eyes leave the
mirror again i know the kiss of
death this time i have a heart
and though it doesn't beat it breaks
so come with me and we will begin where
it all ends
look past the frame of glass that you've
been trapped in for so long tear apart this
prison that you call home shattered glass
to lead...
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1 Comment
you deserve nothing and i hope you get less
here we go again the
same old road that we've
been down before
the same old knife the same
old line its over its over she
said a million times
if the world was to end tonight
i hope god doesn't spare your
pathetic life
you deserve nothing and i hope you
get less you said i was the best thing
to ever happen to you but you lied
and put that to the test tonight
so here we go again..
you deserve nothing and i hope you get less
you dug this knife straight through my back
and straight...
same old road that we've
been down before
the same old knife the same
old line its over its over she
said a million times
if the world was to end tonight
i hope god doesn't spare your
pathetic life
you deserve nothing and i hope you
get less you said i was the best thing
to ever happen to you but you lied
and put that to the test tonight
so here we go again..
you deserve nothing and i hope you get less
you dug this knife straight through my back
and straight...
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Dont pray for me (your just wasting your breathe)
you will never understand me
so just leave me to my hate
and look away just back off
before i snap
i never wanted you to care
i never asked to be who i am
so if you dont like it and you
dont agree i dont really give
a fuck
if you think ill change your
just pressing your luck you
can call me what you want
fag, emo, cunt but ill never
change my ways
(Chorus)
Dont. Pray. For. Me.
i dont need to be saved
i am what you want me
to be i am a monster i am
a freak but i dont need to be
saved so dont...
so just leave me to my hate
and look away just back off
before i snap
i never wanted you to care
i never asked to be who i am
so if you dont like it and you
dont agree i dont really give
a fuck
if you think ill change your
just pressing your luck you
can call me what you want
fag, emo, cunt but ill never
change my ways
(Chorus)
Dont. Pray. For. Me.
i dont need to be saved
i am what you want me
to be i am a monster i am
a freak but i dont need to be
saved so dont...
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you told me to love you and i (DID)
you told me to love
you and i did stripped
away my innocence and
left me in your sin
i tried to run away but
i only got so far before
you got your hooks in me
and now i fall so hard
the man i used to be
is now dead and gone
the other me is dead
i still here his voice
inside my head
we were never real
we were never alive
but i see the truth
its buried in your eyes
you told me to love you
and i did tore out my heart
and forced me to submit
now my scars are all that
i have left of this...
you and i did stripped
away my innocence and
left me in your sin
i tried to run away but
i only got so far before
you got your hooks in me
and now i fall so hard
the man i used to be
is now dead and gone
the other me is dead
i still here his voice
inside my head
we were never real
we were never alive
but i see the truth
its buried in your eyes
you told me to love you
and i did tore out my heart
and forced me to submit
now my scars are all that
i have left of this...
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2 Comments
your dead to me
i'm so sick of
all the lying and the
treachery i cant
believe you went
and fucking turned
your back on me
but i'll have you know
that you will pay for
the knife that you placed
in my fucking back
three years wasted with
you and i'm already filled
with hate and misery
so i beg you wont you
try to make it up to me
no apologies this time
bitch step the fuck back...
you are dead to me
and im not your puppet
you can use and cast
aside but thats something
im sure you will never realize ...
all the lying and the
treachery i cant
believe you went
and fucking turned
your back on me
but i'll have you know
that you will pay for
the knife that you placed
in my fucking back
three years wasted with
you and i'm already filled
with hate and misery
so i beg you wont you
try to make it up to me
no apologies this time
bitch step the fuck back...
you are dead to me
and im not your puppet
you can use and cast
aside but thats something
im sure you will never realize ...
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remenissions
i rot they fade (but slowly)
from my memory
my body frail and cold
the blood drained out from
my veins
my heart is dead and wilted away
i know not how much more i can take
i wish i could let go of my past life
im dwelling on the past that i know
ill never get back im stuck in a time
that i wish wasn't part of my life
i can't let this be the death of me
now i've done everything to let go
but theses memories are sure to fade
slow
my head is full of images
of bad memories that play back
just like a haunting...
from my memory
my body frail and cold
the blood drained out from
my veins
my heart is dead and wilted away
i know not how much more i can take
i wish i could let go of my past life
im dwelling on the past that i know
ill never get back im stuck in a time
that i wish wasn't part of my life
i can't let this be the death of me
now i've done everything to let go
but theses memories are sure to fade
slow
my head is full of images
of bad memories that play back
just like a haunting...
972 reads
2 Comments
synthetic love
my love for you is addiction
an addiction to feel
and even that is not real
i need your poison on my lips
again so as i breathe in
i wait and hold my breath until
you fill my lungs to the brim
i cant forget what your poison
does to me so come and take me
away let this synthetic love
set me free
i thought this was the last time
but i was only lying to myself
ive lost all control im losing
my grip on what is "real"
but oh god i love how this feels
so take me in and crawl inside
leave me bare leave...
an addiction to feel
and even that is not real
i need your poison on my lips
again so as i breathe in
i wait and hold my breath until
you fill my lungs to the brim
i cant forget what your poison
does to me so come and take me
away let this synthetic love
set me free
i thought this was the last time
but i was only lying to myself
ive lost all control im losing
my grip on what is "real"
but oh god i love how this feels
so take me in and crawl inside
leave me bare leave...
800 reads
3 Comments
The price beauty
Look in the mirror
tell me what do you
see a deformity of
what you used to be
so caught up in
yourself you've
gone blind and lost
sight of what is real
you lost yourself
along the road just
to be "perfect" but
tell me was it all
worth it
the price of beauty
is a deadly sin of
which is a consuming
feeling that will
lure you in
drenched from head
to toe your no longer
the person you once were
the price of beauty
is a deadly thing
so caught up with
outside image you...
tell me what do you
see a deformity of
what you used to be
so caught up in
yourself you've
gone blind and lost
sight of what is real
you lost yourself
along the road just
to be "perfect" but
tell me was it all
worth it
the price of beauty
is a deadly sin of
which is a consuming
feeling that will
lure you in
drenched from head
to toe your no longer
the person you once were
the price of beauty
is a deadly thing
so caught up with
outside image you...
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2 Comments
Requiem
Dead Dead i fall
i fall into my grave
that i bestow onto
myself no, no one
no, no one else can undo
the damage i have caused
im damned to my grave
to rust im hidden out
of sight left to decay
in eternal night
all my soul can do is
fight and even that is
no help to me now
this is where the madness
starts i have died one
million times to be reborn
a new
only to lose myself
in the earth and to
have my soul torn right
through again and again
all the words in the world
could never...
i fall into my grave
that i bestow onto
myself no, no one
no, no one else can undo
the damage i have caused
im damned to my grave
to rust im hidden out
of sight left to decay
in eternal night
all my soul can do is
fight and even that is
no help to me now
this is where the madness
starts i have died one
million times to be reborn
a new
only to lose myself
in the earth and to
have my soul torn right
through again and again
all the words in the world
could never...
616 reads
2 Comments
my lady in black
Every word hangs in the
air like a noose around
my neck and every scar i
have i cant forget
she isn't real but i need
her she is a ghost in the
mirror i see her everyday
but i wont let it take over
me
no i wont lose myself in
between...
like maggots from the host
we decay and fuck until we
overdose
this is the end of all the
memories in my head the
suffocating feeling of
being dead
and i know oh i know
what this will do to me
oh what this will do to me
i just cant get enough...
air like a noose around
my neck and every scar i
have i cant forget
she isn't real but i need
her she is a ghost in the
mirror i see her everyday
but i wont let it take over
me
no i wont lose myself in
between...
like maggots from the host
we decay and fuck until we
overdose
this is the end of all the
memories in my head the
suffocating feeling of
being dead
and i know oh i know
what this will do to me
oh what this will do to me
i just cant get enough...
737 reads
3 Comments
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