Submissions by Nightfall503
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I'm just fine
Empty eyes
Demineshed by time
Inadequate is defined
pretending all is fine
Lost and empty intwined
Sleepless nights killing my mind
The ones i hold dear get left behind
As i go on pretending to be fine
This cycle is crushing my lifeline
Taking away from my incline
My own misery I design
clearly i see the signs
Inner demons always outshine
I watch as my worth declines
Powerless i can just repine
Waiting for all i love to unwind
For better is not hard to find
Knowing they all leave in time
I'm just...
Demineshed by time
Inadequate is defined
pretending all is fine
Lost and empty intwined
Sleepless nights killing my mind
The ones i hold dear get left behind
As i go on pretending to be fine
This cycle is crushing my lifeline
Taking away from my incline
My own misery I design
clearly i see the signs
Inner demons always outshine
I watch as my worth declines
Powerless i can just repine
Waiting for all i love to unwind
For better is not hard to find
Knowing they all leave in time
I'm just...
#shame
#emptiness
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Changing
Repercussions of Trust
Inevitably my soul corrodes and rusts
Leaving me with an Outlook of disgust
Isolations a bi product of my integration
Cold Sensations for confused durations
impossible not to convey my frustration
Insanity comes with the segregation
Surviving offers little motivation
Bloodshot with a slight dilation
Still seeing clearly my Annihilation
Can't stop assisting its inflation
Every breath closer to suffocation
Am I speaking fluently
You see what this scrutiny is doing to me
Subconsciously I...
Inevitably my soul corrodes and rusts
Leaving me with an Outlook of disgust
Isolations a bi product of my integration
Cold Sensations for confused durations
impossible not to convey my frustration
Insanity comes with the segregation
Surviving offers little motivation
Bloodshot with a slight dilation
Still seeing clearly my Annihilation
Can't stop assisting its inflation
Every breath closer to suffocation
Am I speaking fluently
You see what this scrutiny is doing to me
Subconsciously I...
#confusion
#disappointment
#rhyming
477 reads
4 Comments
Just Fine
It happens on its own
It seems to set the tone
Anxiety takes over
I feel distant and on edge
Backing steping off an awarke ledge
Everyday
day to day interations
Brings The opposite of satisfaction
I've created my own personal faction
Only giving me baffled reactions
Followed by stumbling retractions
And time to reflect on my actions
Much math is done in subtraction
Depression is the expression
Same life lesson
I think i need more sessions
Lost count of transgressions
I need to hide inside ...
It seems to set the tone
Anxiety takes over
I feel distant and on edge
Backing steping off an awarke ledge
Everyday
day to day interations
Brings The opposite of satisfaction
I've created my own personal faction
Only giving me baffled reactions
Followed by stumbling retractions
And time to reflect on my actions
Much math is done in subtraction
Depression is the expression
Same life lesson
I think i need more sessions
Lost count of transgressions
I need to hide inside ...
#MentalHealth
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
414 reads
3 Comments
catastrophic Collisions
A Catastrophic Collision i invison perplexed about our mutral signs
As if intentionally this was your design
Life and death walks a thin line
Franticly i tell myself I'll be fine
still feeling your hand in mine
Eyes closed
Expression undefined
You left soon after
Your hand never let go of mine
As sure as Day fades to night
The aftermath came
Wraping me up tight
Violently suffocating my light
Erodeing whats wrong or right
Worthless and unwanted unite
let down every reason to fight
Leaving me hopeless ...
As if intentionally this was your design
Life and death walks a thin line
Franticly i tell myself I'll be fine
still feeling your hand in mine
Eyes closed
Expression undefined
You left soon after
Your hand never let go of mine
As sure as Day fades to night
The aftermath came
Wraping me up tight
Violently suffocating my light
Erodeing whats wrong or right
Worthless and unwanted unite
let down every reason to fight
Leaving me hopeless ...
#anxiety
#hate
#rejection
#confusion
#emptiness
439 reads
0 Comments
Confide
Uneasy and broken
softly unspoken
In my head I hide
Emotions a roller coaster ride
Sad and worthless
I serve little purpose
Caught off guard by my reflection
All I see is a infection
I'm the first to vote rejection
Undeserving of a selection
I warrent no affection
Aborbing lies Like a Mainline injection
Poison is my minds only protection
Used as a reality deflecion
Numb to outside elections
Excuses and interjections
Anxity is my notoriety
Depression is dosed in a varity
Demons wisper and confid in me ...
softly unspoken
In my head I hide
Emotions a roller coaster ride
Sad and worthless
I serve little purpose
Caught off guard by my reflection
All I see is a infection
I'm the first to vote rejection
Undeserving of a selection
I warrent no affection
Aborbing lies Like a Mainline injection
Poison is my minds only protection
Used as a reality deflecion
Numb to outside elections
Excuses and interjections
Anxity is my notoriety
Depression is dosed in a varity
Demons wisper and confid in me ...
#sadness
#regret
#dark #emptiness
#dark #emptiness
439 reads
2 Comments
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