Submissions by Mstrmnd1923
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Full Moon Lunacy
This full moon lunacy of light
Keeps me awake at night
Preventing the dreams I neglect
With such a psychological affect
Should I stay inside my room
Twisting thoughts in my tomb
I can't close my eyes or sleep
For tomorrow the crazies will creep
The hoard of zombies released
With their bipolar disorder unleashed
Causing them all to be incensed
Walking around the streets unfenced
For reasons they can't remember
Unhinged with their short tempers
Provoking dangerous bizarre behavior
Wolves...
Keeps me awake at night
Preventing the dreams I neglect
With such a psychological affect
Should I stay inside my room
Twisting thoughts in my tomb
I can't close my eyes or sleep
For tomorrow the crazies will creep
The hoard of zombies released
With their bipolar disorder unleashed
Causing them all to be incensed
Walking around the streets unfenced
For reasons they can't remember
Unhinged with their short tempers
Provoking dangerous bizarre behavior
Wolves...
#anxiety
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Reverse Russian Roulette
Finally playing a real game with myself
Load the revolver
Five chambers loaded
One left blank
I spin the cylinder
Point to my temple
Sweat rolling down my brows
My heart racing
The muscles in my fingers contract
Click
The odds with me
Symbolic of life but yet I never win
I spin again
I place the gun in my mouth this time
Feeling less nervous
And more confident
Again I squeeze the trigger
Click
The sound of the empty chamber
Reverberates throughout my head
Echoing the...
Load the revolver
Five chambers loaded
One left blank
I spin the cylinder
Point to my temple
Sweat rolling down my brows
My heart racing
The muscles in my fingers contract
Click
The odds with me
Symbolic of life but yet I never win
I spin again
I place the gun in my mouth this time
Feeling less nervous
And more confident
Again I squeeze the trigger
Click
The sound of the empty chamber
Reverberates throughout my head
Echoing the...
#disappointment
#emptiness
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Revelations
Time has ended it stood still
Buried under volcanic eruptions
Rain and thunderous wind chill
Motionless plagues and destruction
Sick death is forever unleashed
Will you wear the evil mark
Vicious lies the three headed beast
And demons assist the dark
Blood is spilled the ground covered
Bodies burned into the night
Laughter echoed this life discovered
Cry the whispers of my fright
Tears stream down my muddied face
The angel of fear screams out
Disillusioned still and out of place
The end has come no doubt...
Buried under volcanic eruptions
Rain and thunderous wind chill
Motionless plagues and destruction
Sick death is forever unleashed
Will you wear the evil mark
Vicious lies the three headed beast
And demons assist the dark
Blood is spilled the ground covered
Bodies burned into the night
Laughter echoed this life discovered
Cry the whispers of my fright
Tears stream down my muddied face
The angel of fear screams out
Disillusioned still and out of place
The end has come no doubt...
#dark
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Afterdeath
And so faded play my misty eyes
Echoes shaded haunt and terrorize
Speeding faster voyaged my mind
Laughing at laughter can I find
Answers racing sound so blurred
Thoughts rushed and voices slurred
Distant lost but am I here
Withered frost my death is near
Danced with ghosts on my grave
Tranced to dust I will enslave
Ruling master and cruel fate
Growing faster my love of hate
Pleasured all this anger spread
Treasured my wish to be dead
Truth is I have lied
Death was near my suicide
Loving misery what a pain ...
Echoes shaded haunt and terrorize
Speeding faster voyaged my mind
Laughing at laughter can I find
Answers racing sound so blurred
Thoughts rushed and voices slurred
Distant lost but am I here
Withered frost my death is near
Danced with ghosts on my grave
Tranced to dust I will enslave
Ruling master and cruel fate
Growing faster my love of hate
Pleasured all this anger spread
Treasured my wish to be dead
Truth is I have lied
Death was near my suicide
Loving misery what a pain ...
#dark
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25 Years
25 years of pleasure
25 years of pain
25 years of your crazy
25 years of my insane
We have traveled this road together
Hand in hand side by side
But I would do it with no other
My love for you is undenied
I've taken you for granted
At times I haven't been nice
But let me be candid
You're an amazing wife
Your smile and your laughter
It warms me everyday
For eternity and after
I'll be with you always
Three twelve ninety nine
Etched forever in my life ...
25 years of pain
25 years of your crazy
25 years of my insane
We have traveled this road together
Hand in hand side by side
But I would do it with no other
My love for you is undenied
I've taken you for granted
At times I haven't been nice
But let me be candid
You're an amazing wife
Your smile and your laughter
It warms me everyday
For eternity and after
I'll be with you always
Three twelve ninety nine
Etched forever in my life ...
#love
#gratitude
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Descend
And I am satans slave
Dancing on my grave
Playing with my innocence
Suffering from my dissonance
We subject our souls to the night
Losing victory within this fight
As we bleed from within
Forgive this unforgivable sin
Losing faith I learn to master
Slowly as my heart beats faster
And time and drugs we consume
Poisoned mind prophecies of doom
Laughing while I'm bleeding out
Silent screams I try to shout
Echoes in the wind we're battling
The serpent and its constant rattling
The acidic rain floods my...
Dancing on my grave
Playing with my innocence
Suffering from my dissonance
We subject our souls to the night
Losing victory within this fight
As we bleed from within
Forgive this unforgivable sin
Losing faith I learn to master
Slowly as my heart beats faster
And time and drugs we consume
Poisoned mind prophecies of doom
Laughing while I'm bleeding out
Silent screams I try to shout
Echoes in the wind we're battling
The serpent and its constant rattling
The acidic rain floods my...
#emptiness
#bittersweet
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Staged Deaths
Two friends once destined
Knowing their destiny
Searching for rest to end
Misery, enter tranquility
Anger raged in their worlds
And hatred was spread
Bloody silence left unheard
With thoughts by each of being dead
Timing matters, it's all a game
Waiting for seconds to pass
Tempted to end guilt and shame
The time is not here at last
Meeting new "friends" as strangers
To wreck more lives and feelings
Even innocence endangers
Your false...
Knowing their destiny
Searching for rest to end
Misery, enter tranquility
Anger raged in their worlds
And hatred was spread
Bloody silence left unheard
With thoughts by each of being dead
Timing matters, it's all a game
Waiting for seconds to pass
Tempted to end guilt and shame
The time is not here at last
Meeting new "friends" as strangers
To wreck more lives and feelings
Even innocence endangers
Your false...
#dark
#emptiness
#boredom
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Knight of Death
They venture into the night
Where silence vibrates the dark
The knights battle and fight
Thunder rumbled, lightning sparked
With ball and chain they clash
And deadly sculpted swords
Shattered shields will crash
Whipping metal deadly cord
The last two gladiators known
Hands sweating, blood dripping
Fighting to death for the throne
Like thorns of rose flesh splitting
As the morning star strikes the head
A fallen warrior motionless lies there
In a puddle of blood he's now dead ...
Where silence vibrates the dark
The knights battle and fight
Thunder rumbled, lightning sparked
With ball and chain they clash
And deadly sculpted swords
Shattered shields will crash
Whipping metal deadly cord
The last two gladiators known
Hands sweating, blood dripping
Fighting to death for the throne
Like thorns of rose flesh splitting
As the morning star strikes the head
A fallen warrior motionless lies there
In a puddle of blood he's now dead ...
#dragons
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Death Obsessed
I'm thinking about it again
Constantly
Every morning
Throughout the day
At night
I no longer can sleep
This obsession has consumed all thoughts
It's devoured me
Blackened what little I had left in my heart
Imagining different ways to die
Reenacting the words I write
Bringing them to life
In my imagination
In my dreams
In my real life
My death
Created thoughts inspire my dark spectrum
The only happiness in my mind
Is that of my death
Why
How do I make my these thoughts stop ...
Constantly
Every morning
Throughout the day
At night
I no longer can sleep
This obsession has consumed all thoughts
It's devoured me
Blackened what little I had left in my heart
Imagining different ways to die
Reenacting the words I write
Bringing them to life
In my imagination
In my dreams
In my real life
My death
Created thoughts inspire my dark spectrum
The only happiness in my mind
Is that of my death
Why
How do I make my these thoughts stop ...
#dark
#emptiness
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Seeking Eternity
Trivial times my death was teased
Satisfy me, my anger displeased
Gentle wind with the slightest touch
Massaging my ego not so much
As I look inside my eyes do weep
Into my soul shades of black seep
Inside my hearts vast unknown
Slowly approaching my new home
And as I leave just know I left
Waiting for what happens next
As I am you now know me
I was so blinded I couldn't see
When you searched what you found
I disappeared here without a sound
Forever then is close to soon
The sun is life death is the...
Satisfy me, my anger displeased
Gentle wind with the slightest touch
Massaging my ego not so much
As I look inside my eyes do weep
Into my soul shades of black seep
Inside my hearts vast unknown
Slowly approaching my new home
And as I leave just know I left
Waiting for what happens next
As I am you now know me
I was so blinded I couldn't see
When you searched what you found
I disappeared here without a sound
Forever then is close to soon
The sun is life death is the...
#emptiness
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DRAGONSLYR
THE BEGINNING
(part 1)
The clouds raged in the sky
And the moon illuminated the night
The smoke motionless would lie
And the howling winds would bite
And we were chasing gravity
Only as time pretending to be
Living in our self fulfilled prophecy
By confusing our lies internally
Our chilled bones would shake
And tremor at the ungodly...
(part 1)
The clouds raged in the sky
And the moon illuminated the night
The smoke motionless would lie
And the howling winds would bite
And we were chasing gravity
Only as time pretending to be
Living in our self fulfilled prophecy
By confusing our lies internally
Our chilled bones would shake
And tremor at the ungodly...
#dragons
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Details of my Suicide
My soul's about to crater
After work Friday night
I will be judged by my creator
My ending finally in sight
Me, yes I am at peace
Knowing the end is near
My lifes nightmare will soon cease
As I exhale my final fear
It's the perfect time
My family and friends away
If a broken heart's a crime
Then I've been punished everyday
Jot down some quick thoughts
For one last goodbye
I learned what you taught
And I now understand why
Everything...
After work Friday night
I will be judged by my creator
My ending finally in sight
Me, yes I am at peace
Knowing the end is near
My lifes nightmare will soon cease
As I exhale my final fear
It's the perfect time
My family and friends away
If a broken heart's a crime
Then I've been punished everyday
Jot down some quick thoughts
For one last goodbye
I learned what you taught
And I now understand why
Everything...
#emptiness
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