Submissions by Mocosa
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
This is My Story (so far)
Born into a lovely family,
Such beautiful childhood until I turned 6.
My father started drinking and my mother was expecting.
So many adult movies were always on TV.
Sister and I couldn't stop watching.
By age 7 already addicted to pornography and masturbation.
At age 8 I was sexually assaulted by my father.
Used for oral sex when ever he wanted.
Beaten if I didn't obey.
By age 9 I was already drinking and smoking weed to calm down my nerves.
To top it off I wasn't only giving my father blow jobs when ever he pleased but also my cousins.
My parents...
Such beautiful childhood until I turned 6.
My father started drinking and my mother was expecting.
So many adult movies were always on TV.
Sister and I couldn't stop watching.
By age 7 already addicted to pornography and masturbation.
At age 8 I was sexually assaulted by my father.
Used for oral sex when ever he wanted.
Beaten if I didn't obey.
By age 9 I was already drinking and smoking weed to calm down my nerves.
To top it off I wasn't only giving my father blow jobs when ever he pleased but also my cousins.
My parents...
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Like The Bitch You Are.
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Daddy Issues
Once you left, it tore a huge chunk out of my soul.
Even though you caused me so many pain and trouble as a child.
Feeling unwanted and ignored.
Phsycally being here but mentally being so distant.
I too needed your love as a child.
The love I felt for you was slowly fading away as you distant yourself.
She was always your favorite and always will be.
You never cared for me as a child, SO WHY NOW!?!
Why do come back into my life when I barely started to heal, to put pieces back together.
You are no longer needed.
You are not a father to me.
Stay...
Even though you caused me so many pain and trouble as a child.
Feeling unwanted and ignored.
Phsycally being here but mentally being so distant.
I too needed your love as a child.
The love I felt for you was slowly fading away as you distant yourself.
She was always your favorite and always will be.
You never cared for me as a child, SO WHY NOW!?!
Why do come back into my life when I barely started to heal, to put pieces back together.
You are no longer needed.
You are not a father to me.
Stay...
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Cant Bare Abandonment
She will do anything to not get hurt again,
Even if it means to leave you.
A time of heart ache and grief from one guy is enough,
No more room in this broken heart for another.
One too many chances were given,
Now she can't bare to be alone with broken promises.
She was fooled once by the man she loved, oh so darely.
Abandoned, with emptiness in her heart that is irreplaceable.
Still afraid to love once more,
She opens her heart just to remember the feeling.
But once again agony was brought to her.
Over powering her and taking her prisoner....
Even if it means to leave you.
A time of heart ache and grief from one guy is enough,
No more room in this broken heart for another.
One too many chances were given,
Now she can't bare to be alone with broken promises.
She was fooled once by the man she loved, oh so darely.
Abandoned, with emptiness in her heart that is irreplaceable.
Still afraid to love once more,
She opens her heart just to remember the feeling.
But once again agony was brought to her.
Over powering her and taking her prisoner....
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The f**ked Up Family Of Mine
My father was a drinker.
Saying just one glass is enough but after he has gotten a droplet of that poison,
One too many bottles followed.
My mother was an angel.
Always here and there.
Everyone would say she was so strong.
Raising four children on her own
One not even being her's.
My sister "The Knob"
She has already gone twice around before she got to high school.
Once there she was called "The Knob" because she was so easily opened.
My sister "The Junkie"
From Cocaine to Meth...
Saying just one glass is enough but after he has gotten a droplet of that poison,
One too many bottles followed.
My mother was an angel.
Always here and there.
Everyone would say she was so strong.
Raising four children on her own
One not even being her's.
My sister "The Knob"
She has already gone twice around before she got to high school.
Once there she was called "The Knob" because she was so easily opened.
My sister "The Junkie"
From Cocaine to Meth...
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Lost In This Fantasy
I hate the thing I have become.
Letting society control me.
Who the fuck am I now?
I got so caught up in fitting in that I lost myself.
I tried to find myself but the more I looked the more difficult it got.
When did I become so ignorant?
I wasn't meant to follow.
I became brain dead.
This isn't who I want to be.
I was just so lost.
Lust, Love, Hate, and Agony,
Just took control of the steering wheel.
I let them overpower me.
I was so caught up in this fantasy,
I just didn't want to face the true reality.
Letting society control me.
Who the fuck am I now?
I got so caught up in fitting in that I lost myself.
I tried to find myself but the more I looked the more difficult it got.
When did I become so ignorant?
I wasn't meant to follow.
I became brain dead.
This isn't who I want to be.
I was just so lost.
Lust, Love, Hate, and Agony,
Just took control of the steering wheel.
I let them overpower me.
I was so caught up in this fantasy,
I just didn't want to face the true reality.
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Irreplaceable
I'll be on my way soon.
It's a gloomy day without you.
My smile died the same day you did.
Today just marks what you would've been and not what you are.
I'll be on my way soon.
I'll be by your side my baby,
Holding you tight,
Giving you the kisses you never got.
Mommy & Daddy miss you so much.
Te amo mi dulzura siempre voy a pensar en ti!
Nadie va a tomar tu lugar en este corazón.
!!ERES IRREEMPLAZABLE!!
Happy 1st Birthday My Little Angel <3
It's a gloomy day without you.
My smile died the same day you did.
Today just marks what you would've been and not what you are.
I'll be on my way soon.
I'll be by your side my baby,
Holding you tight,
Giving you the kisses you never got.
Mommy & Daddy miss you so much.
Te amo mi dulzura siempre voy a pensar en ti!
Nadie va a tomar tu lugar en este corazón.
!!ERES IRREEMPLAZABLE!!
Happy 1st Birthday My Little Angel <3
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Back Seat Blow Job
In the back seat of your car with passion flowing between us.
Passionate kisses, neck biting and ass grabbing!
Feeling your aroused manhood, I couldn't help myself but set you free.
It started with a hand job, but I my mind kept me wondering if it would be better if I gave you a blow job.
In the heat of the moment I didn't stop to think I just went for it.
From sucking on your head to deep throating.
Hearing you sigh, just kept turning me on even more.
Wanting you to enjoy every moment I slowed my pace down.
Warning me you were about cum, yet it was to late....
Passionate kisses, neck biting and ass grabbing!
Feeling your aroused manhood, I couldn't help myself but set you free.
It started with a hand job, but I my mind kept me wondering if it would be better if I gave you a blow job.
In the heat of the moment I didn't stop to think I just went for it.
From sucking on your head to deep throating.
Hearing you sigh, just kept turning me on even more.
Wanting you to enjoy every moment I slowed my pace down.
Warning me you were about cum, yet it was to late....
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How Many More Deaths?
Been in this cold ass world for to long.
How many more deaths do I have to face before it's my time to die?
I am so confused now, I thought you were supposed to be the good guys.
You tried to bring him back but you should of thought about the consequence before you shot.
I've been through this before,
I can't deal with it again.
I have nothing left in this world.
So might as well join them.
I guess now you can tell the local news I needed mental help too.
But it's always your word against ours.
No wonder they call you pigs.
Twisting the stories...
How many more deaths do I have to face before it's my time to die?
I am so confused now, I thought you were supposed to be the good guys.
You tried to bring him back but you should of thought about the consequence before you shot.
I've been through this before,
I can't deal with it again.
I have nothing left in this world.
So might as well join them.
I guess now you can tell the local news I needed mental help too.
But it's always your word against ours.
No wonder they call you pigs.
Twisting the stories...
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Knowing You Are Dying
The most painful thing is knowing you are dying,
But the one that will cut deep into my heart is if I turn around for one second and you're gone.
The scariest part of it all is being left alone,
With no one to talk to,
When the moments we shared are now going to be memories,
When the bond between us will be put into a casket,
Please don't go!
No, not yet!
I need you here!
Please don't ever leave me,
Not this way!
Promise me you won't close those angelic eyes with the glow of the moon.
Please promise me you won't go.
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!...
But the one that will cut deep into my heart is if I turn around for one second and you're gone.
The scariest part of it all is being left alone,
With no one to talk to,
When the moments we shared are now going to be memories,
When the bond between us will be put into a casket,
Please don't go!
No, not yet!
I need you here!
Please don't ever leave me,
Not this way!
Promise me you won't close those angelic eyes with the glow of the moon.
Please promise me you won't go.
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!...
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The First I Love You
Down stairs still not ready to say goodnight.
Spinning around, laughing, and whispering.
Thinking of telling you how I really felt.
Scared you wouldn't feel the same.
Knowing you haven't felt anything for anybody before.
Laughing at your joke...
"I love you"
The words slipped out of my mouth like a bar of soap when in the shower.
Surprisingly you kept asking me to repeat what I said..
I felt the blood rising through my face,
When all of a sudden
"Te amo"
I felt my heart in my stomach with flutters all around.
Feeling...
Spinning around, laughing, and whispering.
Thinking of telling you how I really felt.
Scared you wouldn't feel the same.
Knowing you haven't felt anything for anybody before.
Laughing at your joke...
"I love you"
The words slipped out of my mouth like a bar of soap when in the shower.
Surprisingly you kept asking me to repeat what I said..
I felt the blood rising through my face,
When all of a sudden
"Te amo"
I felt my heart in my stomach with flutters all around.
Feeling...
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For Those Who Served,
I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all."
Now a days teenagers think they are to cool to say the Pledge of Allegiance. The Pledge of Allegiance clearly states "One nation under God." It does not say one person under God. Many people served for this country knowing they were probably not going to make it back home to their mothers, fathers, wives, husbands, or children. They did it to bring us together, but while they are serving for us to be...
Now a days teenagers think they are to cool to say the Pledge of Allegiance. The Pledge of Allegiance clearly states "One nation under God." It does not say one person under God. Many people served for this country knowing they were probably not going to make it back home to their mothers, fathers, wives, husbands, or children. They did it to bring us together, but while they are serving for us to be...
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