Submissions by Mil

Fiery passion burning bright oh how i didn't realize the star in sight. As it burned so bright and with such might its roaring flames spewed out of sight by the time I realized what could have been my only light as I think in regret I keep in mind the many stars There are, and as they glow a bright glow up in the sky for all to see as some may fall and some may bleed but they still glow until the time has come for them to simmer down I shall watch the stars and Dance with the sky and try oh try not make my mistake again. For Every star has had its journeys and i am not the only one.

Reluctantly I find myself not being able to say what i mean or even feel what i want to feel. Instead I reluctantly without a choice go with what i think to be the easiest i guess it's mind over matter right? I guess so because no matter how much I try Reluctantly my soul will pull me in a different direction then my heart. I don't understand but maybe one day i will be able to say,speak feel and live without reluctance.

Why do things have to be so sad? Why does this happen to me? Didn't I do what i'm supposed to do? maybe that's not enough now is it? Should i just stop caring as i bubble up these emotions under the surface of this already broken soul. How much more am i supposed to take? I may seem fine,I may seem happy,I may seem weird so you say but that's because you cant  see deeper than the skin. You don't know anything about me,you can only see whats on the outside,nothing in but honestly i don't really know myself either anymore. Why do i think to much?Can't all this thinking and madness drive people...