Submissions by MeggyMaeeye (MeganElisabeth)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
All you can do is take it one day at a time.
Fall For Me
Fall for me....
tell me again you care.
Kiss me
show me you want me.
Hold me
like you'll never let me go.
Take my hand and lead me
wherever you want to take me.
Kiss my neck sweet
look into my eyes
tell me I'm your one and only
Please just don't lie.
Tell me you'll always be there
make me believe you..
and I ask you please..
just fall for me.
tell me again you care.
Kiss me
show me you want me.
Hold me
like you'll never let me go.
Take my hand and lead me
wherever you want to take me.
Kiss my neck sweet
look into my eyes
tell me I'm your one and only
Please just don't lie.
Tell me you'll always be there
make me believe you..
and I ask you please..
just fall for me.
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Hidden Emotions
All of my emotions
were hidden somewhere...
they were just waiting to burst out
and then you walked in here...
In here I mean my life
on a cold dark snowy night...
I've never been more captivated
and it just feels so right.
The sex appeal of your voice
the sweetness when you laugh
makes me wish you were here
and we could work on making this last
You could hold me all night
turn my world upside down...
be careful, don't let me fall
pick my heart up off the ground.
A moment hearing your voice
you laughing when I say something...
were hidden somewhere...
they were just waiting to burst out
and then you walked in here...
In here I mean my life
on a cold dark snowy night...
I've never been more captivated
and it just feels so right.
The sex appeal of your voice
the sweetness when you laugh
makes me wish you were here
and we could work on making this last
You could hold me all night
turn my world upside down...
be careful, don't let me fall
pick my heart up off the ground.
A moment hearing your voice
you laughing when I say something...
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For Him
I wish I knew what to say to you
to make you like me even more
So you'll be more happy to see me
every time I walk out the door...
Poems come naturally to me
but I'm almost tongue tied
I write about love amongst everything else...
atleast I try.
The sound of your voice amazes me
Your smile is beyond my wildest dreams
I just hope that all you've offered
is exactly what it seems.
To have you hold me in your arms
and be completely swept away...
For you to touch me with out hesitation
all night until the next day.
Someone like you...
to make you like me even more
So you'll be more happy to see me
every time I walk out the door...
Poems come naturally to me
but I'm almost tongue tied
I write about love amongst everything else...
atleast I try.
The sound of your voice amazes me
Your smile is beyond my wildest dreams
I just hope that all you've offered
is exactly what it seems.
To have you hold me in your arms
and be completely swept away...
For you to touch me with out hesitation
all night until the next day.
Someone like you...
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He wrote this for me!!! Its so sweet. To me anyways, lol.
My life I watch, the time goes by, I sit n think then start to cry. My heart needs love and time to heal. I found someone who seems so real. Butterfly's absolutely brilliant in color and grace engulf my being. like being in heaven where the angels sing. This feels so real please let it last this gorgeous girl forgives my past.
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Get out of bed
I woke up this morning
and just lay in bed.
I thought of what I had to do today....
absolutely nothing.
TRYING to do nothing.
Thinking of things to keep myself
busy and I don't want to.
I was staring off and it
was like I could see myself.
Stand up and walk across the room.
Tears flowed from my eyes
and my knees buckled.
I was screaming, crying,
asking why I do this to myself.
The guilt has over come me now.
My insides are filled up with
hate and my body hurts.
So, I get up out of bed..the real me.
I get my...
and just lay in bed.
I thought of what I had to do today....
absolutely nothing.
TRYING to do nothing.
Thinking of things to keep myself
busy and I don't want to.
I was staring off and it
was like I could see myself.
Stand up and walk across the room.
Tears flowed from my eyes
and my knees buckled.
I was screaming, crying,
asking why I do this to myself.
The guilt has over come me now.
My insides are filled up with
hate and my body hurts.
So, I get up out of bed..the real me.
I get my...
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Still "Gone"
I feel like I'm falling
I'm getting so low....
Constantly available to me...
more than you know.
People giving it out to me
they're telling me to just try it out
before they sell it to other people
they know I'll tell them the truth...
without a doubt.
So, I haven't been a day with out it
in weeks I believe...
I haven't been on DU in so long
Cause I'm looking for what I need.
I've never really had a lot of friends
because I always let them down...
they try to have faith, that one day I'll stop
I'm a loser who's...
I'm getting so low....
Constantly available to me...
more than you know.
People giving it out to me
they're telling me to just try it out
before they sell it to other people
they know I'll tell them the truth...
without a doubt.
So, I haven't been a day with out it
in weeks I believe...
I haven't been on DU in so long
Cause I'm looking for what I need.
I've never really had a lot of friends
because I always let them down...
they try to have faith, that one day I'll stop
I'm a loser who's...
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The Man I almost never knew
They say I look just like him.
The man who turned 30 years old
just days before he was found
in an abandoned apartment building.
They estimated he died right around
his birthday.
An apparent drug overdose of Heroin.
He was found with a needle in
his arm.
His lips were blue, his eyes sunk in
and skin yellow.
The stench was unbelievable.
2,105 miles away from home.
His hometown, Montague Michigan
where he died, San Diego California.
No one had heard from him in weeks.
After he died, they went up into the
attic of the same room...
The man who turned 30 years old
just days before he was found
in an abandoned apartment building.
They estimated he died right around
his birthday.
An apparent drug overdose of Heroin.
He was found with a needle in
his arm.
His lips were blue, his eyes sunk in
and skin yellow.
The stench was unbelievable.
2,105 miles away from home.
His hometown, Montague Michigan
where he died, San Diego California.
No one had heard from him in weeks.
After he died, they went up into the
attic of the same room...
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Impatient
Anxious...
waiting, impatiently.
I've never been a
patient person.
Then you got to get
dope involved.
Dealers have what we call
their "diggin' time".
that means that they take
their sweet ass time because
they know we'll wait for them.
Even if we DO have 4 others
to go through, we'll wait that
extra 10 minutes for that better
brown.
My body is just killing me
and my fingernails are getting
shorter by the hour.
I want to just fall asleep and
not wake up until its time
tomorrow.
Tonight...
waiting, impatiently.
I've never been a
patient person.
Then you got to get
dope involved.
Dealers have what we call
their "diggin' time".
that means that they take
their sweet ass time because
they know we'll wait for them.
Even if we DO have 4 others
to go through, we'll wait that
extra 10 minutes for that better
brown.
My body is just killing me
and my fingernails are getting
shorter by the hour.
I want to just fall asleep and
not wake up until its time
tomorrow.
Tonight...
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Drug Shit
I yell, I scream about him...
then I get to jonesin and every single
horrible word I spoke of him is wrong.
A smile rises on my face and I know
that he's the only one I can really GET
to. He drove 40 miles to come pick me
up just to drive 40 miles back to swing
me some dope and drove me all the
way back. Just so I'd talk to him about
our marriage.
I was just jonesin. I just told him what
he wanted to hear. Now, I regret making
him feel that way...hopeful.
I justify saying to myself fuck him, now he
knows what it feels like. I just...
then I get to jonesin and every single
horrible word I spoke of him is wrong.
A smile rises on my face and I know
that he's the only one I can really GET
to. He drove 40 miles to come pick me
up just to drive 40 miles back to swing
me some dope and drove me all the
way back. Just so I'd talk to him about
our marriage.
I was just jonesin. I just told him what
he wanted to hear. Now, I regret making
him feel that way...hopeful.
I justify saying to myself fuck him, now he
knows what it feels like. I just...
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Toughest day
Day 2....
tomorrow is Day 3.
The hardest day that comes along
and I'm sick of whining.
I could say I'm not going to town..
not go to my friends
If you're looking for me...
you know where I'll be found.
I'll be there long enough to
make a phone call, sit on the floor
roll up a bill, get high...
till I can get high no more.
Today is even harder
when it should be a day of happiness.
Family gathered at the table
and enjoying a brand new niece.
Instead my toes are tapping
my lip is starting to bleed...
today can't go by...
tomorrow is Day 3.
The hardest day that comes along
and I'm sick of whining.
I could say I'm not going to town..
not go to my friends
If you're looking for me...
you know where I'll be found.
I'll be there long enough to
make a phone call, sit on the floor
roll up a bill, get high...
till I can get high no more.
Today is even harder
when it should be a day of happiness.
Family gathered at the table
and enjoying a brand new niece.
Instead my toes are tapping
my lip is starting to bleed...
today can't go by...
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The Papers
I walk up to you slowly...
not knowing whether or not to smile.
You look at me grinning ear to ear.
Haven't seen you in a while.
I've got a pen in one hand
some papers in another
I dread the following moments
as I hand you our divorce papers.
You look like your heart just dropped
you asked if it was really over and
one more time to tell you why..
I didn't know what to say
except that it's done this time.
You looked at me with tears
I've never seen that before
your hands shaking as you signed
walked away and shut the door.
...
not knowing whether or not to smile.
You look at me grinning ear to ear.
Haven't seen you in a while.
I've got a pen in one hand
some papers in another
I dread the following moments
as I hand you our divorce papers.
You look like your heart just dropped
you asked if it was really over and
one more time to tell you why..
I didn't know what to say
except that it's done this time.
You looked at me with tears
I've never seen that before
your hands shaking as you signed
walked away and shut the door.
...
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Some Bunk Shit
The buzz is already gone
what a waste of time,
money, respect and fun...
Dignity gone, that's fine.
I want my eyes to feel lazy
my head to feel all fuzzy
it feels so good...
but it makes me itch like crazy.
I even miss that a little
I think its just cause then I know I'm high
the shit I got was junk today
and it leaves me asking why...
Why do I even bother
even though my stomach isn't in knots
I don't feel like throwing up anymore
Guess I coulda just smoked a little pot.
That's not as fun though
maybe its the thrill and the...
what a waste of time,
money, respect and fun...
Dignity gone, that's fine.
I want my eyes to feel lazy
my head to feel all fuzzy
it feels so good...
but it makes me itch like crazy.
I even miss that a little
I think its just cause then I know I'm high
the shit I got was junk today
and it leaves me asking why...
Why do I even bother
even though my stomach isn't in knots
I don't feel like throwing up anymore
Guess I coulda just smoked a little pot.
That's not as fun though
maybe its the thrill and the...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by MeggyMaeeye (MeganElisabeth)