Submissions by MariosABeaner
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Er hey. I just write what I can. That's about it.
Child's Love
The child who walks
The abandoned play ground
Covered in solid grey locks
Terrifying circles round
Lost light
Up in the trees
Keeping it from taking flight
Time haults to a freeze
Given it away
Out of fright
The child starts to decay
It just doesn't feel right
Half dead heart
Living only off the void
Searching for it's other part
Nearly destroyed
But of her own gun
Came her death
All she did was run
Ran till her last breathe
The child wants it back
Her light
The something to fill...
The abandoned play ground
Covered in solid grey locks
Terrifying circles round
Lost light
Up in the trees
Keeping it from taking flight
Time haults to a freeze
Given it away
Out of fright
The child starts to decay
It just doesn't feel right
Half dead heart
Living only off the void
Searching for it's other part
Nearly destroyed
But of her own gun
Came her death
All she did was run
Ran till her last breathe
The child wants it back
Her light
The something to fill...
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My Emotions For Her
Give it back
That ugly heart you hold
Staining your hands
Like acrylic paint
Colors of confusion
Ran in circles
Never ending
Yet with a sprinkle of pink dust
It causes the site of cupid
With his arrow
Pointed at the wrong direction
Pushing you away from me
The face of an angel
Quick to pull you away
Just leaving me with nothing
But the glimps of a shooting star
A butterfly caught in a net
Not my net
Just another collectors
You would've been my first
The polluted...
That ugly heart you hold
Staining your hands
Like acrylic paint
Colors of confusion
Ran in circles
Never ending
Yet with a sprinkle of pink dust
It causes the site of cupid
With his arrow
Pointed at the wrong direction
Pushing you away from me
The face of an angel
Quick to pull you away
Just leaving me with nothing
But the glimps of a shooting star
A butterfly caught in a net
Not my net
Just another collectors
You would've been my first
The polluted...
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Her
I want her
So give her to me
I want her
I love her cant you see
Let me hold her
I won't let her go
Let me hold her
I'll kiss her nice and slow
I want to see her
I'll tie her with my chains
I want to see her
I'll take her pains
I want to feel her
I'll hold her tight
I want to feel her
Let me make her feel right
Let me kiss her
I need her heart
Let me kiss her
Without her I'll fall apart
Please just let me love her
That's all I want
Please just let me lover her
Just stop the...
So give her to me
I want her
I love her cant you see
Let me hold her
I won't let her go
Let me hold her
I'll kiss her nice and slow
I want to see her
I'll tie her with my chains
I want to see her
I'll take her pains
I want to feel her
I'll hold her tight
I want to feel her
Let me make her feel right
Let me kiss her
I need her heart
Let me kiss her
Without her I'll fall apart
Please just let me love her
That's all I want
Please just let me lover her
Just stop the...
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My Love
I understand now
You no longer love me, just wow
It's not your fault
I was the one who opened the vault
You did everything right
But I was the one who lost incite
Don't feel bad
And don't feel sad
I was the one who ruined it
I was the one who split
You fell in love with another
All I did was smother
I have to stop these feelings
Considering I made these dealings
I'll let you go as a lover
So go on and discover
But I'll keep you as a friend
That's just saying our love has come to an end
That doesn't mean...
You no longer love me, just wow
It's not your fault
I was the one who opened the vault
You did everything right
But I was the one who lost incite
Don't feel bad
And don't feel sad
I was the one who ruined it
I was the one who split
You fell in love with another
All I did was smother
I have to stop these feelings
Considering I made these dealings
I'll let you go as a lover
So go on and discover
But I'll keep you as a friend
That's just saying our love has come to an end
That doesn't mean...
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What I Believe
The abuse
Always comes with an excuse
Wrong or right
There is always a fight
No peace
Or release
Forced to hold in there crys
Sometimes even made to speak lies
In the closet
Just wanting some deposit
Where did the love go
Which never is a constant flow
Just because they say there gay
Does not make it child's play
It's not just a simple phase
It won't just pass in a blaze
So let them be loved
The really don't need to be shoved
For if the heavly father loves them
Then you yourself can not condemn
Therefore leave...
Always comes with an excuse
Wrong or right
There is always a fight
No peace
Or release
Forced to hold in there crys
Sometimes even made to speak lies
In the closet
Just wanting some deposit
Where did the love go
Which never is a constant flow
Just because they say there gay
Does not make it child's play
It's not just a simple phase
It won't just pass in a blaze
So let them be loved
The really don't need to be shoved
For if the heavly father loves them
Then you yourself can not condemn
Therefore leave...
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Stupid Family
What's so fun about pretending.
Being beaten,
and then threatened where you have to keep quiet.
Why do people thin adults are reliable.
They're not.
They use there age as a threate and young kids mind as an experiment.
What's to like about the word mother and father?
Nothing.
Stupid
What's it like to be excited to go home?
Is it really that cool
To see your families faces?
Give them a fake smile,
and everythings fine.
Smiling is stupid
Family is stupid.
I hate them
I hate
me
Being beaten,
and then threatened where you have to keep quiet.
Why do people thin adults are reliable.
They're not.
They use there age as a threate and young kids mind as an experiment.
What's to like about the word mother and father?
Nothing.
Stupid
What's it like to be excited to go home?
Is it really that cool
To see your families faces?
Give them a fake smile,
and everythings fine.
Smiling is stupid
Family is stupid.
I hate them
I hate
me
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Ramble
What can I do
Just make this pain go away
I need something new
I already cut
I even burnt myself
But now
With my empty room
I can't find a release
This poetry
Does nothing for me
My library card
Does nothing but scratch
It won't draw blood
My paper clip
Was taken from me
Some may say
You just want pity
You want people to feel sorry
You want attention
You have issues
Which I guess that's true
They call you stupid
Or mental
Saying you need the loony bin
But
You...
Just make this pain go away
I need something new
I already cut
I even burnt myself
But now
With my empty room
I can't find a release
This poetry
Does nothing for me
My library card
Does nothing but scratch
It won't draw blood
My paper clip
Was taken from me
Some may say
You just want pity
You want people to feel sorry
You want attention
You have issues
Which I guess that's true
They call you stupid
Or mental
Saying you need the loony bin
But
You...
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The Things I Do
I like to pretend
That my life is fun
That I'm happy
That I don't have issues
Maybe it'll be true one day
I like to dream
That I'll be succsesful
That I'll be pretty
That I'll be accepted
Maybe it will happen one day
I like to cry
That the pain will wash away
That I'll heal myself
That it will make me feel better
Maybe it'll work one day
I like to hurt myself
So it will all be over
Because that's all I want
For it to be
...
That my life is fun
That I'm happy
That I don't have issues
Maybe it'll be true one day
I like to dream
That I'll be succsesful
That I'll be pretty
That I'll be accepted
Maybe it will happen one day
I like to cry
That the pain will wash away
That I'll heal myself
That it will make me feel better
Maybe it'll work one day
I like to hurt myself
So it will all be over
Because that's all I want
For it to be
...
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What I Said In A Prayer
All I wanted was someone to hold
Is that to much to ask
God are you listening
Why do you refuse to send a life saver my way
Did I disapoint you
Did I fail you
Is my sin not forgiven
My sin of loving her
I ate the apple
The tree of knowledge
I stood with Adam and Eve
Knowing not what I do
Two bodies entangled
Yet not the way you want
Two females
In the action
I now see the clothes I'm not wearing
If I see
Will you love me
Or give me the cold shoulder
Is that my punishment
Giving me a...
Is that to much to ask
God are you listening
Why do you refuse to send a life saver my way
Did I disapoint you
Did I fail you
Is my sin not forgiven
My sin of loving her
I ate the apple
The tree of knowledge
I stood with Adam and Eve
Knowing not what I do
Two bodies entangled
Yet not the way you want
Two females
In the action
I now see the clothes I'm not wearing
If I see
Will you love me
Or give me the cold shoulder
Is that my punishment
Giving me a...
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The Voice
Make it stop
This voice screaming in my head
Do it
Just kill yourself
You're useless
Worthless
Pull your hair out
You're ugly any ways
Why won't you die
You're stupid
You're nothing
No one loves you
No one cares about you
Just end it
You little slut
All you do is fail
You waste of space
Dirty peice of trash
Stab yourself
Hopefully you'll bleed out
Jump off a bridge
You're disgusting
Indecent person
Die
Someone please
Just make it stop
This voice screaming in my head
Do it
Just kill yourself
You're useless
Worthless
Pull your hair out
You're ugly any ways
Why won't you die
You're stupid
You're nothing
No one loves you
No one cares about you
Just end it
You little slut
All you do is fail
You waste of space
Dirty peice of trash
Stab yourself
Hopefully you'll bleed out
Jump off a bridge
You're disgusting
Indecent person
Die
Someone please
Just make it stop
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My Kind Of Love
Hold me
Kiss me
Just love me,
Like I'm your one and only.
Hurt me
Fuck me
Just don't let go,
Lie if you really need to.
Beat me
Tie me
Just let it count,
At least for me it will.
Leave me
Break me
I really don't care,
Because I might just die.
Kiss me
Just love me,
Like I'm your one and only.
Hurt me
Fuck me
Just don't let go,
Lie if you really need to.
Beat me
Tie me
Just let it count,
At least for me it will.
Leave me
Break me
I really don't care,
Because I might just die.
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Serious Subject
Two kids dying,
The cause is their "sin".
Two kids crying,
The cause is love at an end.
Timmy and Donny,
Know not what they do.
Just living in this world,
Trying to get through.
For their love is an abomination,
At least that is what people say.
But all I can see is beauty,
In every single way.
Even though this world is full of hate,
The love they show is great.
Even I wish I could relate.
I also wish to be in that state.
For if my admiration starts a fight,
Then let me get beat up.
For at...
The cause is their "sin".
Two kids crying,
The cause is love at an end.
Timmy and Donny,
Know not what they do.
Just living in this world,
Trying to get through.
For their love is an abomination,
At least that is what people say.
But all I can see is beauty,
In every single way.
Even though this world is full of hate,
The love they show is great.
Even I wish I could relate.
I also wish to be in that state.
For if my admiration starts a fight,
Then let me get beat up.
For at...
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