Submissions by Madi_Ros3 (Madi Rose)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2014 7:14am
3rd Jul 2014 7:14am
Accident
It’s been six months
Twelve days
Five hours
And thirty-six minutes
Since you walked out the door
I pray every night
Your car will pull in the driveway
Or you will call mom saying you're going to be late
The last call that mattered
Was the nice lady
“Hello, yes there’s been an accident”
I couldn’t breath
I just sat there
No tears, no screams
Silence
Six cars
Two injured
One dead
I hate the insurance settlement
The money from the lawsuit
And the empty fridge
Your medications...
Twelve days
Five hours
And thirty-six minutes
Since you walked out the door
I pray every night
Your car will pull in the driveway
Or you will call mom saying you're going to be late
The last call that mattered
Was the nice lady
“Hello, yes there’s been an accident”
I couldn’t breath
I just sat there
No tears, no screams
Silence
Six cars
Two injured
One dead
I hate the insurance settlement
The money from the lawsuit
And the empty fridge
Your medications...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2014 6:26pm
2nd Feb 2014 6:26pm
Addiction
Addiction is small
Addiction is strong
A puff from the joint
Can pull you right back down
Just like a cut on the skin
Can bring you right back to the blade
It's a way to survive
Lonely troublesome days
As fast as your smile
Can go straight to fear
Your hair can be taken
By anorexia nervosa
Addiction is easy
Addiction is fast
So hold your head up
It won't always last
Addiction is strong
A puff from the joint
Can pull you right back down
Just like a cut on the skin
Can bring you right back to the blade
It's a way to survive
Lonely troublesome days
As fast as your smile
Can go straight to fear
Your hair can be taken
By anorexia nervosa
Addiction is easy
Addiction is fast
So hold your head up
It won't always last
#addiction
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
9th Jan 2014 5:04am
9th Jan 2014 5:04am
I'm sorry
Alex,
I'm leaving for awhile, well a long time but I promise everything will be alright. Please don't hurt yourself because this is not your fault. I just hurt inside and cant be helped. I've finally reached the end. I just can't go on feeling like this. I can't see my future and my heart has gone cold. I'm sorry to do this I just can't stay strong. My wrists are now bleeding and my bodies gone cold. Don't try to save me. I'm on my own.
I'm leaving for awhile, well a long time but I promise everything will be alright. Please don't hurt yourself because this is not your fault. I just hurt inside and cant be helped. I've finally reached the end. I just can't go on feeling like this. I can't see my future and my heart has gone cold. I'm sorry to do this I just can't stay strong. My wrists are now bleeding and my bodies gone cold. Don't try to save me. I'm on my own.
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jan 2014 3:16am
9th Jan 2014 3:16am
Overly Attached
Sometimes I touch the screen
where you sit talking to me
and I can almost feel my skin
make contact with yours
and when you smile
as I pretend to twist your hair with my fingers
like I'm almost laying next to your sleepy little head
and its only been 2 hours since I left
but I miss the smell of you
or how you close your eyes tight
I miss your silly little grin
or how your hands softly touch my face
and trace the outlines of my bones
but mostly I just miss
the way you can look at me and know
that I want to kill myself
or...
where you sit talking to me
and I can almost feel my skin
make contact with yours
and when you smile
as I pretend to twist your hair with my fingers
like I'm almost laying next to your sleepy little head
and its only been 2 hours since I left
but I miss the smell of you
or how you close your eyes tight
I miss your silly little grin
or how your hands softly touch my face
and trace the outlines of my bones
but mostly I just miss
the way you can look at me and know
that I want to kill myself
or...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jan 2014 10:57pm
4th Jan 2014 10:57pm
My baby girl
Soft and delicate
your cries break my heart
knowing I can't have you
tears me apart
I surly will miss you
you've been with me so long
9 months inside me
I just want to hold on
I didn't mean to do this
but 15 is so young
I'm sorry baby girl
please don't move on
your cries break my heart
knowing I can't have you
tears me apart
I surly will miss you
you've been with me so long
9 months inside me
I just want to hold on
I didn't mean to do this
but 15 is so young
I'm sorry baby girl
please don't move on
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2014 4:19pm
3rd Jan 2014 4:19pm
High School Lovers
Slowly and softly
My hand graces his face
While his arm rests on my torso
Letting the warmth of our bodies touch
At 5 am there's not much to do
So we fell hopelessly in love
Over a bottle of cheap vodka
That we knew would give us a hangover
Because not much matters while you’re in high school
Feeling like you’re slowly wasting away
Each breath you worry is death sentence to the big mans office
Or that your shorts are to short
But you don’t care enough to breath differently or wear longer shorts
Because you have him and he has you ...
My hand graces his face
While his arm rests on my torso
Letting the warmth of our bodies touch
At 5 am there's not much to do
So we fell hopelessly in love
Over a bottle of cheap vodka
That we knew would give us a hangover
Because not much matters while you’re in high school
Feeling like you’re slowly wasting away
Each breath you worry is death sentence to the big mans office
Or that your shorts are to short
But you don’t care enough to breath differently or wear longer shorts
Because you have him and he has you ...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Oct 2013 4:48am
7th Oct 2013 4:48am
This Is Who We Are
The crickets
In rhythm
With my music
The tar
In time
With my breaths
The smoke
In rhyme
With my lungs.
This is who've I've become
A heartless soul
And 2 am tears
A broken girl
And smile filled fears
No one will care
No one will cry
Take some pills
Curl your hair
Place that smile on your lips.
Don't forget your sweater
And pack of smokes
By 18 you'll be dead
And know
In rhythm
With my music
The tar
In time
With my breaths
The smoke
In rhyme
With my lungs.
This is who've I've become
A heartless soul
And 2 am tears
A broken girl
And smile filled fears
No one will care
No one will cry
Take some pills
Curl your hair
Place that smile on your lips.
Don't forget your sweater
And pack of smokes
By 18 you'll be dead
And know
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STORY POEM
Published
7th Oct 2013 4:47am
7th Oct 2013 4:47am
Beautiful Sadness
Maybe it's the music or the sting of drugs racing through my blood, but the feel of his touch was ecstatic. The way he held me though the screams or the soft tickle of him whispering meaningless song lyrics against my cheek. This is what I live for. Not the parties or the drugs but the feelings. That feeling of forgetting or the feeling of sadness.
When your alone at 3 am. trying to forget. Makeup filled tears stuck to your cheeks. Vodka and cigaret stained breath. That's the worst kind of sadness, but the sadness that sits in your lungs. When it takes over and you start to hear the...
When your alone at 3 am. trying to forget. Makeup filled tears stuck to your cheeks. Vodka and cigaret stained breath. That's the worst kind of sadness, but the sadness that sits in your lungs. When it takes over and you start to hear the...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jul 2013 9:02pm
29th Jul 2013 9:02pm
Together Forever
I sit at your grave
holding it all back
trying not to break.
I'll go there tonight,
with a blade in my palm
and a bottle in my hand.
A cut of the skin
a shot from the bottle of sin
I'm winding down
one last sip
i'll kill my demons
with a slit of my wrists
I'll die on your grave
so then we can be together forever
holding it all back
trying not to break.
I'll go there tonight,
with a blade in my palm
and a bottle in my hand.
A cut of the skin
a shot from the bottle of sin
I'm winding down
one last sip
i'll kill my demons
with a slit of my wrists
I'll die on your grave
so then we can be together forever
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
9th Jul 2013 3:05am
9th Jul 2013 3:05am
My Story With Dpression
836 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Jun 2013 11:09am
26th Jun 2013 11:09am
Wonderland isn't so wonderful anymore
Her blood thicker then wine
Her words tipped time
A secret passage
Just drop some acid
Colors intertwine
As you get high
Music depresses
Little to no senses
Your hair may fall out.
As you fall down
Another rabbit hole.
Have you gone mad?
Lets take matter into hand
You swear that she is talking
But sound can not come out
I think you need help
Lets get off at this stop
As we step on the ground
You melt down
Your wrists begin to show
As your tears begin to flow
We beg for attention
And...
Her words tipped time
A secret passage
Just drop some acid
Colors intertwine
As you get high
Music depresses
Little to no senses
Your hair may fall out.
As you fall down
Another rabbit hole.
Have you gone mad?
Lets take matter into hand
You swear that she is talking
But sound can not come out
I think you need help
Lets get off at this stop
As we step on the ground
You melt down
Your wrists begin to show
As your tears begin to flow
We beg for attention
And...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
19th Jun 2013 4:52am
19th Jun 2013 4:52am
One Down
Keep quite,
step by step
Close your eyes,
let it all sink in.
Breath the music in,
like the bowl you just smoked.
Roll it up,
pack it up,
mix it in,
just soak it all up.
let me help you see colors just a little brighter,
sounds a little louder,
food a little tastier.
I am the pill you will pop,
when everything fails,
the needle you'll stick when all goes to hell.
Now keep quite or they'll help you get better.
One more pill and you'll be gone forever.
step by step
Close your eyes,
let it all sink in.
Breath the music in,
like the bowl you just smoked.
Roll it up,
pack it up,
mix it in,
just soak it all up.
let me help you see colors just a little brighter,
sounds a little louder,
food a little tastier.
I am the pill you will pop,
when everything fails,
the needle you'll stick when all goes to hell.
Now keep quite or they'll help you get better.
One more pill and you'll be gone forever.
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