Submissions by LostNMisunderstood
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I love to write and I enjoy the critisizm that goes along with it.
Fufilling Destiny
Dangerous and dismayed
long forgotten
left behind by the one you love
danger is just a part of life
as usual to you as sleeping where you stand
brought down by the ignirance in life,
left to bear the weight of the world
on your lonely shoulders
darkness is your only friend
the one who is always within reach
engaging in the world of light and dark
demanding you to choose a side
at last you've found your purpose
no more being forgotten
no more living in darkness
only working for darkness
being it's messanger
finally...
long forgotten
left behind by the one you love
danger is just a part of life
as usual to you as sleeping where you stand
brought down by the ignirance in life,
left to bear the weight of the world
on your lonely shoulders
darkness is your only friend
the one who is always within reach
engaging in the world of light and dark
demanding you to choose a side
at last you've found your purpose
no more being forgotten
no more living in darkness
only working for darkness
being it's messanger
finally...
638 reads
2 Comments
Ceasing Existance
days turn to night
as my life turns to doom
always a constant struggle and fight
declaring happiness as only a dream
where my mind isn't busting at the seam
hurting almost daily
so silently no one can hear my cries
dark world
lonely girl
declaring herself hopeless
dying on the inside
harming in every possible way
cuts so deep they burn like fire
hidden so well its as if they never existed
pouring her heart in her hand
mourning the loss of her life
as if she never existed.
as my life turns to doom
always a constant struggle and fight
declaring happiness as only a dream
where my mind isn't busting at the seam
hurting almost daily
so silently no one can hear my cries
dark world
lonely girl
declaring herself hopeless
dying on the inside
harming in every possible way
cuts so deep they burn like fire
hidden so well its as if they never existed
pouring her heart in her hand
mourning the loss of her life
as if she never existed.
656 reads
5 Comments
Entertwining Reality
Dark Images
Depressing thoughts
Lonely and lost in a hateful world
Trying to survive the only way i know how
Pain takes me there
Unleashes my thoughts
Clears the images
Helps me forget
Who i am,
What ive endured
my dark images momentarily forgotten
not for long
they come full force with a vengence
crawling and creeping back into my mind
bringing me closer to darkness
pain is the only way
my meds to keep the images away
my savior in a depressing world
claiming me as its own
making the bond everlasting ...
Depressing thoughts
Lonely and lost in a hateful world
Trying to survive the only way i know how
Pain takes me there
Unleashes my thoughts
Clears the images
Helps me forget
Who i am,
What ive endured
my dark images momentarily forgotten
not for long
they come full force with a vengence
crawling and creeping back into my mind
bringing me closer to darkness
pain is the only way
my meds to keep the images away
my savior in a depressing world
claiming me as its own
making the bond everlasting ...
604 reads
1 Comment
Wrong Direction
Inwardly thinking
Constantly dreaming
Forever longing
Filled to the brim
Standing on the edge
Barely breathing
struggling to make the right choice
dazing through
Fearing everything
flashing pictures
Doomed to the end
Unforgiving fate
dying heart
eternal isolation
Dreadful life
A piece of my life
one and all.
Constantly dreaming
Forever longing
Filled to the brim
Standing on the edge
Barely breathing
struggling to make the right choice
dazing through
Fearing everything
flashing pictures
Doomed to the end
Unforgiving fate
dying heart
eternal isolation
Dreadful life
A piece of my life
one and all.
698 reads
3 Comments
Shadowed love
Shimmering light
Mesmerising color
Surrounded by shadowed love
decaying heart,
capable of love
Crimson dropplets,
product of passion
Untamed, wild
dying freedom
Straying mind
filled with deranged thoughts
Disturbed mind
Shadowed love
no longer
dissapearing, erasing
until only the shadows remain.
Mesmerising color
Surrounded by shadowed love
decaying heart,
capable of love
Crimson dropplets,
product of passion
Untamed, wild
dying freedom
Straying mind
filled with deranged thoughts
Disturbed mind
Shadowed love
no longer
dissapearing, erasing
until only the shadows remain.
700 reads
0 Comments
The Worst of them all
surrounded by darkness
Pitch black
Locked away with no key
Forgotten and all alone
As the tomb im in
No air, Lungs filled with nothing
Closed in my box
panic Hijaching my mind
Taking over my body
Beating against the Walls
futile in my attempts
Secluded from the world
parania Switching on
Box Shrinking in size
Curling into a ball
My only remaining move
Sweat dripping into my eyes
Four walls, Coming to close
Clausterphobia, my only doom.
Pitch black
Locked away with no key
Forgotten and all alone
As the tomb im in
No air, Lungs filled with nothing
Closed in my box
panic Hijaching my mind
Taking over my body
Beating against the Walls
futile in my attempts
Secluded from the world
parania Switching on
Box Shrinking in size
Curling into a ball
My only remaining move
Sweat dripping into my eyes
Four walls, Coming to close
Clausterphobia, my only doom.
598 reads
0 Comments
Shocking Revelation
my life is far from over
yet i feel it slipping away
im to numb to hold in tigher
to numb to think it through
im pushing and enduring it all for what?
for my chance to be someone?
for my chance at a batter life?
my light is growing dimmer,
soon i will be dark
almost just an empty shell to a lifeless corpse
just my mind enveloped in itself
pain can help me hang on
but it wont make me forget
when i think now, my mind is all but blank
my life is already over
i let go, i slipped away
numb unil the very end.
yet i feel it slipping away
im to numb to hold in tigher
to numb to think it through
im pushing and enduring it all for what?
for my chance to be someone?
for my chance at a batter life?
my light is growing dimmer,
soon i will be dark
almost just an empty shell to a lifeless corpse
just my mind enveloped in itself
pain can help me hang on
but it wont make me forget
when i think now, my mind is all but blank
my life is already over
i let go, i slipped away
numb unil the very end.
662 reads
3 Comments
Reminising memories
everything i can remember is bad
its all clear, not forgotten
it's you i blame for all my pain
my memories are poisoned
ruined, full of pain, full of strife
it's all part of my life
because of you
forced to be someone you wanted
the person you couldn't be
part of me now
reminding me of who you should've been
i will never forget
i will make you sorry i swear
my pain is not easily forgotten
my strife i just cant forget
a part of my soul
a part of who i am
i will remember.
its all clear, not forgotten
it's you i blame for all my pain
my memories are poisoned
ruined, full of pain, full of strife
it's all part of my life
because of you
forced to be someone you wanted
the person you couldn't be
part of me now
reminding me of who you should've been
i will never forget
i will make you sorry i swear
my pain is not easily forgotten
my strife i just cant forget
a part of my soul
a part of who i am
i will remember.
560 reads
0 Comments
Fatal Addiction
my pain is worth living for
it's worth waiting for
it's worth struggling for
its my life, part of me
my usual,
scars are easily forgotten
my pain is not
electrifying, yet piercing
crimson my favorite color, seen to often
dripping down flesh
wriggling with desire
mind black as my heart
deepening the wounds
reaching my limit
dripping turns to pouring
drops turns to puddles
to deep, no going back
pain until the end
blackness dancing across my vision
so much red
irriversicle
almost a peaceful departure ...
it's worth waiting for
it's worth struggling for
its my life, part of me
my usual,
scars are easily forgotten
my pain is not
electrifying, yet piercing
crimson my favorite color, seen to often
dripping down flesh
wriggling with desire
mind black as my heart
deepening the wounds
reaching my limit
dripping turns to pouring
drops turns to puddles
to deep, no going back
pain until the end
blackness dancing across my vision
so much red
irriversicle
almost a peaceful departure ...
773 reads
5 Comments
Dreams Untied
If a dream lasted forever
i would be caught between falling and dying
if a dream lasred forever
i would be between screaming and crying
dreams turn into nighmares like my night turns into day
start pleasant
flip to horror before my eyes
falling off the edge of dreams
into an abyss of darkness where the nighmares lurk
dying, my mind and body full
full of darkness and full of fear
crying out for all eternity
no peace in my dreams
screaming, fighting to get out of the nightmares
if only it were a dream.
i would be caught between falling and dying
if a dream lasred forever
i would be between screaming and crying
dreams turn into nighmares like my night turns into day
start pleasant
flip to horror before my eyes
falling off the edge of dreams
into an abyss of darkness where the nighmares lurk
dying, my mind and body full
full of darkness and full of fear
crying out for all eternity
no peace in my dreams
screaming, fighting to get out of the nightmares
if only it were a dream.
568 reads
0 Comments
Four Walls
Four walls
Closed mind
Black with the decay of time
Shadowed world
No light
Striving to live my life
Decaying world
Lonely mind
Deadly whispers
Four walls
No door
Out of sight out of mind
No key
Darkening days
Voices come and go
Demanding to much
Life full of nothing
Darkening decay
Forever just four walls
Closed mind
Black with the decay of time
Shadowed world
No light
Striving to live my life
Decaying world
Lonely mind
Deadly whispers
Four walls
No door
Out of sight out of mind
No key
Darkening days
Voices come and go
Demanding to much
Life full of nothing
Darkening decay
Forever just four walls
741 reads
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Constant Defeat
Shadowed,dark,and alone
no people, no wind, no life
the alley is her home
death lingers in the night
under the moon and stars
in the heart of the city
black with the decay of darkness
dirty, covered with soot
she lives alone in the world
lost and forgotten as the alley she lives in
life is scarce in her world
hard to find, hard to keep
always submitting to darkness and death
life is a struggle
trying to stay alive
she is on the edge of life
playing to closely to death
constant defeat.
no people, no wind, no life
the alley is her home
death lingers in the night
under the moon and stars
in the heart of the city
black with the decay of darkness
dirty, covered with soot
she lives alone in the world
lost and forgotten as the alley she lives in
life is scarce in her world
hard to find, hard to keep
always submitting to darkness and death
life is a struggle
trying to stay alive
she is on the edge of life
playing to closely to death
constant defeat.
749 reads
2 Comments
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