Submissions by Lord_Raven
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
like respiration I am an inspiration to a small generation who do not need an explanation no limits like an expiration I am the perfect oxidation of a complex organic substance with no restriction.
SELF POEM
Published
29th Oct 2019 6:06pm
29th Oct 2019 6:06pm
I’m not okay
I’m not okay.
My mind is putty in your hands as play dough
You are happy... well great for you cause to me that sounds lonely...
That is because we are all lonely because we are all alone from ant to lion to human to angel every last one of us .
“ Jeff’s cracked , he is total coco puffs “.
Jeff you know you’re not always right...
Why ? Cause we all have each other?
Yes.
They say it is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all
But when you have lost in love you wish you never loved at all.
I don’t think I am hot 🥵...
My mind is putty in your hands as play dough
You are happy... well great for you cause to me that sounds lonely...
That is because we are all lonely because we are all alone from ant to lion to human to angel every last one of us .
“ Jeff’s cracked , he is total coco puffs “.
Jeff you know you’re not always right...
Why ? Cause we all have each other?
Yes.
They say it is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all
But when you have lost in love you wish you never loved at all.
I don’t think I am hot 🥵...
#sadness
#depression
#conflict
#identity
#myself
466 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Oct 2019 11:27pm
16th Oct 2019 11:27pm
Casket shopping
Dessert for thought
I’ve got decades old wounds that are still internally bleeding
That chapter of your life you closed I’m still busy reading
That’s how I keep the past present with me...
It’s funny how in life , when you do good mostly and make a mistake it marks you but the opposite is positive ha!
I’m spontaneous so I let you get a head start , I just walk to the finish while others flat out run while I’m just jogging my memory cause nice guys finish last.
Please don’t ask how I’m doing , I don’t know better... you are so cool I don’t even deserve to...
I’ve got decades old wounds that are still internally bleeding
That chapter of your life you closed I’m still busy reading
That’s how I keep the past present with me...
It’s funny how in life , when you do good mostly and make a mistake it marks you but the opposite is positive ha!
I’m spontaneous so I let you get a head start , I just walk to the finish while others flat out run while I’m just jogging my memory cause nice guys finish last.
Please don’t ask how I’m doing , I don’t know better... you are so cool I don’t even deserve to...
#myself
#meditation
#SelfWorth
432 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2019 3:53pm
24th Sep 2019 3:53pm
Nothing ( no-thing , not a thing)
If you believe I’m that witty when my verse is done it’s going to feel like I Plat-on you with So-crat-es
Ha , i am made of myself hence why I can pick myself apart piece by piece and put myself back together so whenever you try to define me I scramble the pieces and leave you puzzled and teased idioctapus, can’t even push the pieces
Interject
Ha , i am made of myself hence why I can pick myself apart piece by piece and put myself back together so whenever you try to define me I scramble the pieces and leave you puzzled and teased idioctapus, can’t even push the pieces
Interject
#LifeAsAWriter
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Jul 2019 6:12pm
29th Jul 2019 6:12pm
UNLOVEABLE
True that i am a hopeless romantic
I cant help it...
I notice the little things and get estatic...
I am broken...
I am not out spoken..
I cut, i hurt, but i am probably like logan crying cause you wont see it because he fell in the ocean ....
I love purely
which make me unloveable ...
because
I am me...
Jeff
tell me ...
How do you fix something...
That is so beautifully broken ...
That just looking at it ... makes you cry
because its so beautiful....
?
I cant help it...
I notice the little things and get estatic...
I am broken...
I am not out spoken..
I cut, i hurt, but i am probably like logan crying cause you wont see it because he fell in the ocean ....
I love purely
which make me unloveable ...
because
I am me...
Jeff
tell me ...
How do you fix something...
That is so beautifully broken ...
That just looking at it ... makes you cry
because its so beautiful....
?
#anxiety
#identity
#confessional
#myself
#SelfReflection
532 reads
6 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Jul 2019 1:27pm
18th Jul 2019 1:27pm
Good morning
I am having a bad good morning.
Woke up to a mute who's snorning...
Like he's myself mourning.
It is true I am a puzzle , put together with pieces missing.... completely incomplete, oxymoronic stupid genius , it is so simple it is confusing .
Look i am drawn by eyes ... its the first thing i notice.
Yes i am sketchy , finger painting my feelings on a blank canvas , trying to brush off this depression but it chokes me with each stroke till i am paralyzed before i even realize, i am stuck like graphite in a wooden prison call a pen-cell.
There is barely like...
Woke up to a mute who's snorning...
Like he's myself mourning.
It is true I am a puzzle , put together with pieces missing.... completely incomplete, oxymoronic stupid genius , it is so simple it is confusing .
Look i am drawn by eyes ... its the first thing i notice.
Yes i am sketchy , finger painting my feelings on a blank canvas , trying to brush off this depression but it chokes me with each stroke till i am paralyzed before i even realize, i am stuck like graphite in a wooden prison call a pen-cell.
There is barely like...
#sadness
#love
#LifeChangingMoment
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Jul 2019 5:55pm
16th Jul 2019 5:55pm
HOW ARE YOU?
I made a tent outside my mind...
Wanna know what I realized?
That downers are annoying , always pleading suicide , or hurting themselves , turning others happy meals sad...
To the point one might shout out "hey you!! if you wanna do it , just do it already!! Just do it already!! Crap get it over with!!! Ughgg!!!
And I am a downer...
Just look at that …
Wrote all that in one breathe without a second thought , not planned just plain out heart...
You are happy
And if I am not helping you pull the load …
Crap then I am adding to it! ...
Wanna know what I realized?
That downers are annoying , always pleading suicide , or hurting themselves , turning others happy meals sad...
To the point one might shout out "hey you!! if you wanna do it , just do it already!! Just do it already!! Crap get it over with!!! Ughgg!!!
And I am a downer...
Just look at that …
Wrote all that in one breathe without a second thought , not planned just plain out heart...
You are happy
And if I am not helping you pull the load …
Crap then I am adding to it! ...
#LifeStruggles
#identity
#myself #SelfReflection
#myself #SelfReflection
697 reads
4 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
16th Jul 2019 8:18am
16th Jul 2019 8:18am
Pushed
You're acting like a manikin so switch shops and loosen up, end being so stuck up before i give you such a big head and turn you into a bobble head.
you look lost, tell your friends to abc you the puns
Yes i am witty with the words , synonymous maybe a genius ... streching it cause maybe im just a colossal void belonging to a donkey
ugh!!!
i just said an asses hole!!!
You dont want it with the lyrical smith
i'm to sick like my mouth is constipated with diarrhoea , yeah full of shit i spit!
Battling with me will have your emotions looking like i bashed your...
you look lost, tell your friends to abc you the puns
Yes i am witty with the words , synonymous maybe a genius ... streching it cause maybe im just a colossal void belonging to a donkey
ugh!!!
i just said an asses hole!!!
You dont want it with the lyrical smith
i'm to sick like my mouth is constipated with diarrhoea , yeah full of shit i spit!
Battling with me will have your emotions looking like i bashed your...
#FreeVerse
638 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Jul 2019 6:01pm
15th Jul 2019 6:01pm
Prettier than I
You've got a scar on your face,
Miles on your heart,
Your insides are falling apart,
shuttered trust and broken loyalty ...
You are still prettier than me ...
Yet you ask how can this be
I see your empty smile
The warmth in your cold expressions
Your eyes are worn
Your tears are war torn
You feel nothing cause you desperately want to
Yet you are still prettier than i am ...
Miles on your heart,
Your insides are falling apart,
shuttered trust and broken loyalty ...
You are still prettier than me ...
Yet you ask how can this be
I see your empty smile
The warmth in your cold expressions
Your eyes are worn
Your tears are war torn
You feel nothing cause you desperately want to
Yet you are still prettier than i am ...
#identity
#beauty
#LifeCycle
566 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Jul 2019 3:27pm
15th Jul 2019 3:27pm
Broken tears
Moved to tears like it was vacant but they are broken tears of pioneers , light for poor eye seers...
I've done a lot of wrong and hurt but falling in love with you wasn't one of them. I screwed up when I should have settled with you. You are the best that ever happened to me and that never happens to me , so when it did , it was surreal in its actual premise like me not making sense .
I was scared and I did what I always do , self destruct cause I've never had anything good primer to you , all I've ever known is pain and you gave me happiness and that was scary cause I...
I've done a lot of wrong and hurt but falling in love with you wasn't one of them. I screwed up when I should have settled with you. You are the best that ever happened to me and that never happens to me , so when it did , it was surreal in its actual premise like me not making sense .
I was scared and I did what I always do , self destruct cause I've never had anything good primer to you , all I've ever known is pain and you gave me happiness and that was scary cause I...
#love
#breakup
#MovingOn #IMissYou
#MovingOn #IMissYou
457 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Jul 2019 10:25pm
14th Jul 2019 10:25pm
Trepidation
Sometimes ... I am scared to pick up a pen to write...
Sometimes ... My mind is filled with thoughts that question my very existence.
Sometimes ... sometimes ....
I wish...
I wish ... I wish i wasnt the fastest or that lucky spermcell !
I wish I was never produced in a scrotum !
I wish he had worn a condom!
I wish his pull out game was strong that day/night or jerked me off and wiped me off with what i am worth... a toilet paper ... and flushed me down the toilet... cause then...
Cause then... i wouldnt have to deal with this feeling of neever...
Sometimes ... My mind is filled with thoughts that question my very existence.
Sometimes ... sometimes ....
I wish...
I wish ... I wish i wasnt the fastest or that lucky spermcell !
I wish I was never produced in a scrotum !
I wish he had worn a condom!
I wish his pull out game was strong that day/night or jerked me off and wiped me off with what i am worth... a toilet paper ... and flushed me down the toilet... cause then...
Cause then... i wouldnt have to deal with this feeling of neever...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#despair
422 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
26th Jun 2019 8:07am
26th Jun 2019 8:07am
Impossible
Make me think, make me feel that something is real besides pain...
Make me smile , take my mind out for a walk and us enjoy a nice talk, so the sound of your voice can blow the dirt off my dusty heart ...
I wanna hear you laugh like life is full of life still... and not just the grief i feel, so that ,that sound can beat on my heart as a drum , beating to the vibrations created by the sound of your laugh... as real as that smile is warm, heat me up from inside so I can feel what being alive feels like besides the torture I feel inside....
It's Impossible isn't it......
Make me smile , take my mind out for a walk and us enjoy a nice talk, so the sound of your voice can blow the dirt off my dusty heart ...
I wanna hear you laugh like life is full of life still... and not just the grief i feel, so that ,that sound can beat on my heart as a drum , beating to the vibrations created by the sound of your laugh... as real as that smile is warm, heat me up from inside so I can feel what being alive feels like besides the torture I feel inside....
It's Impossible isn't it......
#love
#heartbroken
#emotional #meditation
#emotional #meditation
511 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2019 00:00am
26th Jun 2019 00:00am
Losing it.
I want you to hear me...
Come on... feel me...
hear my trembling voice cause my lips quiver with pain...
my hearts bleeding and screaming has got my vocal cords shorted ... I tried to vent but my cutlass is running out of canvas for a cold kiss...
I wish i could love you perfectly ,
show you how much my heart wants your heart to feel like it is being hugged by a soft warm pillow ... as though it was taken out on a picnic with butterflies flattering by that will leave you smiling for a while... that smile like that for a sight for sore eyes ...
But...
Come on... feel me...
hear my trembling voice cause my lips quiver with pain...
my hearts bleeding and screaming has got my vocal cords shorted ... I tried to vent but my cutlass is running out of canvas for a cold kiss...
I wish i could love you perfectly ,
show you how much my heart wants your heart to feel like it is being hugged by a soft warm pillow ... as though it was taken out on a picnic with butterflies flattering by that will leave you smiling for a while... that smile like that for a sight for sore eyes ...
But...
#sadness
#SelfHarm
#emotional
474 reads
2 Comments
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