Submissions by Liziantus-Marantus (Ivelina Boneva)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Apr 2022 2:18pm
24th Apr 2022 2:18pm
Entertainment
This is entertaining for you,isn't it? I'm going to decay.
There isn't much to say. You were my iron shield.
You gave me hope,then you said nope. I followed you into the fire.
it was a car made of trust. Now it has rust.
You wanted me to stay,so you fed me poison.
My hair is getting white. You invented this,right?
I'm sinking into bloody tears. i didn't gain self respect.
I lost my head,correct. i got ugly and deformed.
i had a rope around my neck. it was bloody and black.
Let me give you a tip. You haven't gone through my...
There isn't much to say. You were my iron shield.
You gave me hope,then you said nope. I followed you into the fire.
it was a car made of trust. Now it has rust.
You wanted me to stay,so you fed me poison.
My hair is getting white. You invented this,right?
I'm sinking into bloody tears. i didn't gain self respect.
I lost my head,correct. i got ugly and deformed.
i had a rope around my neck. it was bloody and black.
Let me give you a tip. You haven't gone through my...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
249 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Apr 2022 12:10pm
17th Apr 2022 12:10pm
Emotions
Cuts on my wrist are visible. I am gasping for air.
Denying and trying to escape. But this only generates hate.
You see me as an ant,but I just want to rant.
Lead by way to destiny. Why do you never talk?
Please,know i'm not evil. I just had a hard past.
Oh,I can't escape. Such a black landscape.
All you did was bang on my door,not clean my bloody floor.
A brush you had in your hands. You painted on my feelings.
You made the way into my heart,then you threw a dart.
You rubbed the emotions off my face.
Are you sure you...
Denying and trying to escape. But this only generates hate.
You see me as an ant,but I just want to rant.
Lead by way to destiny. Why do you never talk?
Please,know i'm not evil. I just had a hard past.
Oh,I can't escape. Such a black landscape.
All you did was bang on my door,not clean my bloody floor.
A brush you had in your hands. You painted on my feelings.
You made the way into my heart,then you threw a dart.
You rubbed the emotions off my face.
Are you sure you...
#anxiety
#depression
#heartbroken
#LifeAsAWriter
#emotional
225 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2022 3:54pm
9th Apr 2022 3:54pm
Lonely Poet
I melted onto your arms. They did not do me any harm.
They felt like flowers in the sky. So soft,oh my.
A treat it was to my feelings when you hugged me.
Why did life hurt me? They say i am unique,but I'm feeling weak.
I dag my grave,awake. I gave you my name and it felt like fame.
For once,I was happy. Now I can hardly swallow.
It feels so shallow. My body - young,my soul - old.
I try and copy to get your attention.but it felt like starvation.
Don't you see I'm hurt? Words are stuck in my throat.
I am starting to choke. You...
They felt like flowers in the sky. So soft,oh my.
A treat it was to my feelings when you hugged me.
Why did life hurt me? They say i am unique,but I'm feeling weak.
I dag my grave,awake. I gave you my name and it felt like fame.
For once,I was happy. Now I can hardly swallow.
It feels so shallow. My body - young,my soul - old.
I try and copy to get your attention.but it felt like starvation.
Don't you see I'm hurt? Words are stuck in my throat.
I am starting to choke. You...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#emptiness
#weakness
222 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
5th Apr 2022 2:08pm
5th Apr 2022 2:08pm
Broken Mind
Actually,you might not be real. But your looks can really kill.
I'm crazy for your tea. Please,forgive me
. You zoom onto my clothes,not my soul.
I'm wearing a vest of trust issues.
Be thankful for the love I give you.
Or else this is how I treat you.
A flower blooms on my garden,and you stomp on it.
A handsome face,but rotting soul.
A huge mind you said you had. But when I knew you,it was a lie.
i donated love to every guy,but I got burned hard everytime.
A team of superheroes we were, but now I watch you burn.
I...
I'm crazy for your tea. Please,forgive me
. You zoom onto my clothes,not my soul.
I'm wearing a vest of trust issues.
Be thankful for the love I give you.
Or else this is how I treat you.
A flower blooms on my garden,and you stomp on it.
A handsome face,but rotting soul.
A huge mind you said you had. But when I knew you,it was a lie.
i donated love to every guy,but I got burned hard everytime.
A team of superheroes we were, but now I watch you burn.
I...
#anxiety
#depression
#betrayal
464 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
30th Mar 2022 3:16pm
30th Mar 2022 3:16pm
Lucky Charm
Please, erase my mind. it's making me blind.
A ladybug of gold you were.
I may not be perfect,but i'm trying.
Please,give me the light. I don't want a fight.
A meal full of love I need. Not a script made by life.
Pour blood onto my body. I'm trapped in this hole.
I used wood to build it. i have no brother,do I?
A leaf pretty i were. My heart is the size of a building.
Don't slip away my destiny. Paranormal activity in my head.
Please,show me the way. I was a fish in your net.
What is up with your head? My heart is...
A ladybug of gold you were.
I may not be perfect,but i'm trying.
Please,give me the light. I don't want a fight.
A meal full of love I need. Not a script made by life.
Pour blood onto my body. I'm trapped in this hole.
I used wood to build it. i have no brother,do I?
A leaf pretty i were. My heart is the size of a building.
Don't slip away my destiny. Paranormal activity in my head.
Please,show me the way. I was a fish in your net.
What is up with your head? My heart is...
#depression
#regret
#heartbroken
235 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
25th Mar 2022 9:07am
25th Mar 2022 9:07am
Bulgarian Poem #5
Тази държава умът ми превъртя. И сега над мен няма дъга.
Моля те,дай ми твоята ръка, За помощ аз те викам...
Моля те,дай ми твоята ръка, За помощ аз те викам...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression #loneliness
#depression #loneliness
235 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2022 3:09pm
23rd Mar 2022 3:09pm
Eaten By Rats
I'm tired of lies. You made me eat a thousand flies.
I'm covering my insides. It's full of parasites.
Creepy voices in my head tell me to die. Love tasty turned out poison.
My eyes see illusions you can't see.
You try and call the police,but i keep escaping.
Here's a tour of my head. The main parts are dead.
Loud banging on my locked door.
Oh,bloody floor,full of bloody tears.
My ghost is wheeping loud. Isn't my life just great?
Now i'm laying dead. Heart and guts eaten by rats.
Why did you abandon me?
I'm...
I'm covering my insides. It's full of parasites.
Creepy voices in my head tell me to die. Love tasty turned out poison.
My eyes see illusions you can't see.
You try and call the police,but i keep escaping.
Here's a tour of my head. The main parts are dead.
Loud banging on my locked door.
Oh,bloody floor,full of bloody tears.
My ghost is wheeping loud. Isn't my life just great?
Now i'm laying dead. Heart and guts eaten by rats.
Why did you abandon me?
I'm...
#depression
#heartbroken
#emotional
497 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Mar 2022 10:49am
15th Mar 2022 10:49am
Bulgarian Poem #4
Аз те зърнах и сърцето ми запя. И това проблемите ми изгоря,но беше само илюзия.
Чувствата ми запали...
Чувствата ми запали...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeAsAWriter
#loneliness #LifeAsAWriter
251 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
5th Mar 2022 2:28pm
5th Mar 2022 2:28pm
Shining Bright
May you step out,please? You are making it increase.
You promised to be nice. Oh,broken promise.
I'm building up my self - esteem. Loud noises in my head.
Do not step in my bed. Salt and pepper in my eyes.
Please,repair this twice. I can't live with mice.
They are eating up my liver. A van of candy you were,
but you had too much sugar. Now I have cavities.
Please,let me live healthy. My sanity is melting.
Free my heart,free my soul. A ray of light on my fright.
We chatted all night. How could you be so light?
Now i'm...
You promised to be nice. Oh,broken promise.
I'm building up my self - esteem. Loud noises in my head.
Do not step in my bed. Salt and pepper in my eyes.
Please,repair this twice. I can't live with mice.
They are eating up my liver. A van of candy you were,
but you had too much sugar. Now I have cavities.
Please,let me live healthy. My sanity is melting.
Free my heart,free my soul. A ray of light on my fright.
We chatted all night. How could you be so light?
Now i'm...
#anxiety
#depression
#betrayal
243 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2022 11:43am
22nd Feb 2022 11:43am
Bulgarian Poem #3
О,скъпи,очи затвори. В страната на сънищата се пренеси. Преди това,бонбонче си хапни.
Направено бе от...
Направено бе от...
#breakup
#death
#ignorance
227 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
18th Feb 2022 12:11pm
18th Feb 2022 12:11pm
Folding
I am not your lady,you are crazy. I'm folding my heart onto clothes.
You're calculating my love through percentages. then you cracked my insanity. I'm fearless towards betrayal,i'm used to it. My form is getting hollow.
I'm trying not to be like you. The view is different down here. I represent death. I'm leaning on my bed.
You all trapped my head. I'm looking through my window, dead.
You say this is perfect,rad. I'm willing to taste the death. please,reset my head.
I'm shaking from fear from head to toe. Can't you see i'm dead? Please,clean my head.
You're calculating my love through percentages. then you cracked my insanity. I'm fearless towards betrayal,i'm used to it. My form is getting hollow.
I'm trying not to be like you. The view is different down here. I represent death. I'm leaning on my bed.
You all trapped my head. I'm looking through my window, dead.
You say this is perfect,rad. I'm willing to taste the death. please,reset my head.
I'm shaking from fear from head to toe. Can't you see i'm dead? Please,clean my head.
#depression
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
332 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
14th Feb 2022 11:12am
14th Feb 2022 11:12am
Too Late
I'm starting to feel paranoid. I just can't resist your love.
you approached me with a hi,then you said goodbye.
Harsh words cut my heart. My mind is based off my reality.
You hit my soul with a pan. My youth is running out.
Go ahead,bash me. i already hurt my body.
Apologies don't count. I drank the forbidden juice.
It's not my soul you choose. You might be famous with your looks
,but you put on me locks. Believe me,I see through your soul.
Oh,I got abandoned. You try and encourage me,but it's too late.
you approached me with a hi,then you said goodbye.
Harsh words cut my heart. My mind is based off my reality.
You hit my soul with a pan. My youth is running out.
Go ahead,bash me. i already hurt my body.
Apologies don't count. I drank the forbidden juice.
It's not my soul you choose. You might be famous with your looks
,but you put on me locks. Believe me,I see through your soul.
Oh,I got abandoned. You try and encourage me,but it's too late.
#depression
#heartbroken
357 reads
2 Comments
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