It is hard to watch the sun rise another day Life should not play out in such a way Feels I have been abandoned all my years No one really listens when I speak My cries, they jusst can't hear Day after day, I am alone More withdrawn as the days drag on Accepting my pain, feeling no one cares I continue holding on How long...I don't know Begging God to give me strength Or better yet....let me fade away Praying that tomorrow, no matter the way On that day, life or even in death I will not be the same I really need Change