Submissions by Leah_Barnes

My head is spinning,
My body aches,
They piss me off,
So i shake.
They scream at me,
And make me cry,
But all the while,
Id rather die.
To leave this world behind in the dark,
And only because my heart has no spark.
The Earth turns,
And the leaves change,
But all the while,
Its just the same.
Unlike my heart,
Which is on the floor,
And my bloodless body,
Which is out the back door.

I was there with no end in sight,
In my head, our future seemed so bright
Then things happened
People change
And what i knew was u werent the same
Through pain and tears i was there for u
But obviously u werent there for me
I loved u and u just didnt see
how happy u had made me
but now thats done
we had our fun
and now theres no where left to run
If the world could change
would it be the same
or simply just let me feel the pain.

Dying inside my body
Bleeding from the hole in my heart
Burning my fleash till i fall
You pour acid inside my brain
I scream in agony as i die
The silence of death creeps upon me as
i drift in and out.
Im broken,
Not breathing,
Not living,
Slipping away from existance...
Silence....

Life is like a flower that lives so bold, living till the end of its life just like a human life
My life is like an immortal black rose, twisted and turned to torture
Death, Abandonment and.... Pain
Pain beyond imagination
Pain that if Haydes felt it, he would shatter
Love, Hate, Sorrow
All trapped inside this simple human body
Not changing, not growing, not being whole, always being the same in every single way
Confusion, Destruction, War
All around me in sick, unclear ways
People look at me then look away in disgust,
Mother hates me and it kills...