Submissions by LanaW
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about what comes out of my soul
Does time heal?
I love you just the same as before
I love you and can't myself further go
Can't run away from thoughts of you
Can't go back to past, rewrite the truth
The power of control or will
Can't help me get stronger and reveal
The way out of this prison of sadness
I will die here in the arms of madness
Time heals...well, we will see
For the past years I didn't feel...
The flame burns just as strong
I won't stop it even becoming a monk
I tried to get used, wanted to rebel,
But in my soul like on a dusty shelf
Love...
I love you and can't myself further go
Can't run away from thoughts of you
Can't go back to past, rewrite the truth
The power of control or will
Can't help me get stronger and reveal
The way out of this prison of sadness
I will die here in the arms of madness
Time heals...well, we will see
For the past years I didn't feel...
The flame burns just as strong
I won't stop it even becoming a monk
I tried to get used, wanted to rebel,
But in my soul like on a dusty shelf
Love...
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My soul
All for me I have it whole
Won't I share it at all?
Piece for me, for you a part
Just to stay a bit apart
Half for me and half for you
Now I want to give and I do
All for you and none for me
And now it's yours, believe
Won't I share it at all?
Piece for me, for you a part
Just to stay a bit apart
Half for me and half for you
Now I want to give and I do
All for you and none for me
And now it's yours, believe
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From the beast to the angel
Hey, fallen angel, yes, you are now on Earth
You're sitting on the ground and you're lost
Crying with crystal tears and so afraid
How to live this life here? Looks like a game
Hey, sad angel, they cut your wings away
Put you here among these people and deep pain
You prayed for a death which is better than this
No one can hear you here but me and I'm a beast
Hey, lost angel, you beauty touched me inside
Though my soul is dead and empty even to try
To feel an empathy or, I am sorry, devil, love
I can't stop looking...
You're sitting on the ground and you're lost
Crying with crystal tears and so afraid
How to live this life here? Looks like a game
Hey, sad angel, they cut your wings away
Put you here among these people and deep pain
You prayed for a death which is better than this
No one can hear you here but me and I'm a beast
Hey, lost angel, you beauty touched me inside
Though my soul is dead and empty even to try
To feel an empathy or, I am sorry, devil, love
I can't stop looking...
648 reads
4 Comments
Your eyes
Your eyes they are like a deep ocean
Yet me in them is a bad fortune
I won't be able that ocean to cross
But to take me away there's no force
Your eyes - my forgetting way
When I look into them I'm not the same
Your gaze comes through me straight
A single thought just won't escape
Your eyes - your weapon against me
And you don't hesitate to keep
One wave of eyelashes all you need
To bring me to immediate retreat
Your eyes - my guard so tight
That won't leave me on day or night
In deepest sleep I even see ...
Yet me in them is a bad fortune
I won't be able that ocean to cross
But to take me away there's no force
Your eyes - my forgetting way
When I look into them I'm not the same
Your gaze comes through me straight
A single thought just won't escape
Your eyes - your weapon against me
And you don't hesitate to keep
One wave of eyelashes all you need
To bring me to immediate retreat
Your eyes - my guard so tight
That won't leave me on day or night
In deepest sleep I even see ...
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If you are sick, I will be sick with you
I will be smiling with you if you smile
I will be hurting if you hurt inside
I will be a killer if you want to kill
I will be near if you caught by fear
I will be holding you if you need to be held
I will be the Sun if you think to melt
I will be your wings if you ask to fly
I will be a liar if you must lie
I will be the God if you search for one
I will be stranger if you want me gone
I will be a power if you run out of it
I will be bleeding if you bleed
I will be a light if you are in dark
I will be marked if you leave a mark ...
I will be hurting if you hurt inside
I will be a killer if you want to kill
I will be near if you caught by fear
I will be holding you if you need to be held
I will be the Sun if you think to melt
I will be your wings if you ask to fly
I will be a liar if you must lie
I will be the God if you search for one
I will be stranger if you want me gone
I will be a power if you run out of it
I will be bleeding if you bleed
I will be a light if you are in dark
I will be marked if you leave a mark ...
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I am not ready
It seemed to me that shield was strong
But a small thought of you proves me wrong
Not even metal, neither my soul guard
Can protect me from the pain so sharp
In one second I go back from where
I am willing to escape, you dared
And I obviously lost it, I have no control
You only talk to me and I lose it all
I don't know what to be sad about first:
Because I see you like a ghost
Every day in front of me or around
Me running to you after first call with no doubt?
I will tell you now one thing
That I am not ready...
But a small thought of you proves me wrong
Not even metal, neither my soul guard
Can protect me from the pain so sharp
In one second I go back from where
I am willing to escape, you dared
And I obviously lost it, I have no control
You only talk to me and I lose it all
I don't know what to be sad about first:
Because I see you like a ghost
Every day in front of me or around
Me running to you after first call with no doubt?
I will tell you now one thing
That I am not ready...
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Song to the Sun
Just listen to what I say
I quietly whisper your name
There in that quiet world
You're mine and it worth
All the troubles I can get
If I have to I'll be dead
You call me and I am here
With no touch feel me near
With no kiss make me moan
With the sunrise, I am gone
But only to be back at night
When I'm yours with no fight
Night is my time to be free
With all I cry to feel
It's my time to see the world
Like it's mine to hold
But only with your hand
I can do it, don't pretend,
Don't make excuses or look...
I quietly whisper your name
There in that quiet world
You're mine and it worth
All the troubles I can get
If I have to I'll be dead
You call me and I am here
With no touch feel me near
With no kiss make me moan
With the sunrise, I am gone
But only to be back at night
When I'm yours with no fight
Night is my time to be free
With all I cry to feel
It's my time to see the world
Like it's mine to hold
But only with your hand
I can do it, don't pretend,
Don't make excuses or look...
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Changes
Life can be changed so easily
In a month, in a week, I believe
You better never look back at the past
Leave it behind, don't make it last
Only to compare you can recall
Meet it with a smile and let go
Turn to a present day
You then and you now are not the same
Make all your changes only to the best
They are result of all you were without rest
Dreaming day by day for long
Keep doing that and make them strong
There's nothing scary about changes
They might be sudden, might be strangers
But they just prove...
In a month, in a week, I believe
You better never look back at the past
Leave it behind, don't make it last
Only to compare you can recall
Meet it with a smile and let go
Turn to a present day
You then and you now are not the same
Make all your changes only to the best
They are result of all you were without rest
Dreaming day by day for long
Keep doing that and make them strong
There's nothing scary about changes
They might be sudden, might be strangers
But they just prove...
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That moment will worth living
That moment when I will be free
To just put your hand to mine
To breeze calm, to stop lying
Then I will learn to believe
That moment when I will surrender
To all what haunts me for so long
When I will be where I belong
When all windbags lose the temper
That moment when I will say enough
To all what was eating parts of me
To all that I thought I needed to be
When I will share my inner love
That moment when the angel of mine
Speaking before from somewhere high
Will come to sit right by my side
And will say:" Now that's...
To just put your hand to mine
To breeze calm, to stop lying
Then I will learn to believe
That moment when I will surrender
To all what haunts me for so long
When I will be where I belong
When all windbags lose the temper
That moment when I will say enough
To all what was eating parts of me
To all that I thought I needed to be
When I will share my inner love
That moment when the angel of mine
Speaking before from somewhere high
Will come to sit right by my side
And will say:" Now that's...
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I will be grateful today
For all the things I can say
For showing me the main
For the ability to hear you
For proving me all I knew
For making me laugh so hard
For taking with me new start
For sharing pain when I need
For sensing when heart bleeds
For respecting my pride
For embracing freely my tides
For cover me when I won't say
For being there every day
For letting me touch your soul
For not paying any roles
For dancing under the Moon
For seeing light in the gloom
For being weak, being strong
For not giving up where you belong ...
For showing me the main
For the ability to hear you
For proving me all I knew
For making me laugh so hard
For taking with me new start
For sharing pain when I need
For sensing when heart bleeds
For respecting my pride
For embracing freely my tides
For cover me when I won't say
For being there every day
For letting me touch your soul
For not paying any roles
For dancing under the Moon
For seeing light in the gloom
For being weak, being strong
For not giving up where you belong ...
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Who would that be you or I?
You ask me who's better and it's you
In seeing the real world, going through,
In caring all the burdens yet let grow
The feeling inside you of pure love
You ask me who's better and it's you
In telling me the main and only true,
In letting me read it right from your heart
Till the end of my days I wanna do that
You ask me who's better and it's you
In uncovering some secrets I thought I knew,
In inviting to the world beyond the Earth
And now I'm capture by it's overwhelming force
You ask me who's better but it's me ...
In seeing the real world, going through,
In caring all the burdens yet let grow
The feeling inside you of pure love
You ask me who's better and it's you
In telling me the main and only true,
In letting me read it right from your heart
Till the end of my days I wanna do that
You ask me who's better and it's you
In uncovering some secrets I thought I knew,
In inviting to the world beyond the Earth
And now I'm capture by it's overwhelming force
You ask me who's better but it's me ...
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Your voice is a song for my heart
When you speak all my senses fade
And like a light summer breeze
You voice's flowing and stays
Ever so gentle in my soul in peace
Without trying I only hear it
I feel numb the second you sound
It's burning inside, can't bear it
Only your voice and nothing around
I don't see you face, I don't need
I see all of you in your one breath
With only your voice your soul I read
I long to hear you more, never less
Please, speak to me, send me your air
I need to fill my lungs with it as I
Fill my heart with mine constant pray ...
And like a light summer breeze
You voice's flowing and stays
Ever so gentle in my soul in peace
Without trying I only hear it
I feel numb the second you sound
It's burning inside, can't bear it
Only your voice and nothing around
I don't see you face, I don't need
I see all of you in your one breath
With only your voice your soul I read
I long to hear you more, never less
Please, speak to me, send me your air
I need to fill my lungs with it as I
Fill my heart with mine constant pray ...
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