Submissions by KyCamoChick24

You ask me how I'm doing?
I say that I am fine...
In reality I'm dying.
Can you not see beneath this smile?
Can you not see behind my brighten up eyes?
No, you cannot!
It's taken from the day I was born
To put up this mask of mine.
Do you think you can tear it down?
Why don't you make the effort,
I'm crying,
I'm dying,
I'm screaming
from the inside
And bleeding from the out.
I'm afraid to say I need you,
So I'll just deal
Until you make an effort to look
To look deep within
To look beyond my smiles.
Thing...

You took my childhood,
You took my innocents.
You stole my happy,
You stole my soul.

If I had one wish, my wish would be without you.

You was my dad,
You was suppose to be my protector,
But instead you are the monsters in my dreams,
You are the monster in my room,
You are the monster in my closet,
You are the monster under my bed.
You penetrate my dreams,
You penetrate my daily life.

Dad rapes me,
Mom sells me for pills,
The people I once called daddy and mommy...
Are now dead to me.
Mommy? Daddy hurt me...

My eyes have pain that no one sees, my laughter is a cover up, my smile is just a show. Do you know my heart? Can you see my heart? Day by day a little piece of me dies, then I look at these babies and feel alive again. My eyes still hide my pain, my smile and laughter still covers my actual self. Nobody knows...but God...Can you hear my cries? Can you feel my hurt? Are you going to hold me days on? Are you going to kept me safe at night, when I'm gasping for air? As night falls, my panic's get worst. No medication can help my body from trembles of fear. Morning appears and I get ready for...