Submissions by Kinkwizard_95
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
A northern lass, aspiring poet, slightly sex obsessed. IG: @the_welburn
Conversations with myself
Lost in the depths of your own despair
Lost in the depths of your mind
No longer yourself, dazed and confused
Is it all over now?
No I don’t think it is actually
You have much more to come
So much fun to be done
Before you’re allowed to succumb!
But I want to give up
I want it all to be over
Just let me sleep ffs
I’m tired
Well sadly, that ain’t reality!
You must pick up the pieces
Find a new way to fit
Play with the shapes and the spaces
Create a new opening!
...
Lost in the depths of your mind
No longer yourself, dazed and confused
Is it all over now?
No I don’t think it is actually
You have much more to come
So much fun to be done
Before you’re allowed to succumb!
But I want to give up
I want it all to be over
Just let me sleep ffs
I’m tired
Well sadly, that ain’t reality!
You must pick up the pieces
Find a new way to fit
Play with the shapes and the spaces
Create a new opening!
...
#myself
#SelfReflection
#NaPoWriMo2024
158 reads
2 Comments
Outlined in chalk
Why did you leave me
Why did you die
Why did you go
Without saying goodbye?
Why did I have
To find you like that
Blue lips, limp body
With no way to counteract
The memories
The feelings
Of wanting you back
I looked
I acted
I did everything I could
But your soul was gone
The minute you were found
Not a minute sooner
Than it should’ve been
Not a second later
Than it should
But you’re gone forevermore
Without a single final hug
And that hurts to know...
Why did you die
Why did you go
Without saying goodbye?
Why did I have
To find you like that
Blue lips, limp body
With no way to counteract
The memories
The feelings
Of wanting you back
I looked
I acted
I did everything I could
But your soul was gone
The minute you were found
Not a minute sooner
Than it should’ve been
Not a second later
Than it should
But you’re gone forevermore
Without a single final hug
And that hurts to know...
#grief
#death
#NaPoWriMo2024
178 reads
7 Comments
Brother from another mother
He’s my brother from another mother
Far more sensible than you or I
Got kicked out of home at 16
His mum hung him out high and dry
Just a kid, his bubble burst
Cruel parents, cruel intentions
Left on the streets by the state too
Thank god for kindness from the likes of me and you
Sometimes we’re brought to certain people
Universal intuition some may even say
I had the choice to save him from himself
Coincidentally saving me from my own fate
Out on his ass, no hope to grasp
But divine intervention luckily...
Far more sensible than you or I
Got kicked out of home at 16
His mum hung him out high and dry
Just a kid, his bubble burst
Cruel parents, cruel intentions
Left on the streets by the state too
Thank god for kindness from the likes of me and you
Sometimes we’re brought to certain people
Universal intuition some may even say
I had the choice to save him from himself
Coincidentally saving me from my own fate
Out on his ass, no hope to grasp
But divine intervention luckily...
#friendship
#NaPoWriMo2024
264 reads
2 Comments
The worlds full of crap
And the worlds full of crap
Drop the act
For a fact
We’ve all got to live
Like a div
Every so often
Every so often
I look outside
I go to try
I have the strive
But it’s wearisome
Oh these days
I feel old
I feel dazed
What a craze
Is what they say
It’s a craze
To be alive
A crave to consume
A crave to feel the doom
Of this tomb
That you see
You see where I’m going?
You see how I’m staying?
I’m staying not living
In this craze
We’ve...
Drop the act
For a fact
We’ve all got to live
Like a div
Every so often
Every so often
I look outside
I go to try
I have the strive
But it’s wearisome
Oh these days
I feel old
I feel dazed
What a craze
Is what they say
It’s a craze
To be alive
A crave to consume
A crave to feel the doom
Of this tomb
That you see
You see where I’m going?
You see how I’m staying?
I’m staying not living
In this craze
We’ve...
#TruthOfLife
#myself
143 reads
3 Comments
Party season has officially begun
Last night was intense
Bright lights and much suspense
Smiles and laughter
Dancing forever after
Old friends and many new
Dreams awaiting to pursue
I was back among my youth
Cousin smashin’ it in the dj booth
Girls bringing that feminine mystique
Boys grinning from cheek to cheek
What a night, what a ride
My glee I truly can’t hide
I had everyone bopping
Grooving and rocking
The beats were the best
Put my moves to the test
I feel ecstatic, revived
Goddamn it, I feel alive!
...
Bright lights and much suspense
Smiles and laughter
Dancing forever after
Old friends and many new
Dreams awaiting to pursue
I was back among my youth
Cousin smashin’ it in the dj booth
Girls bringing that feminine mystique
Boys grinning from cheek to cheek
What a night, what a ride
My glee I truly can’t hide
I had everyone bopping
Grooving and rocking
The beats were the best
Put my moves to the test
I feel ecstatic, revived
Goddamn it, I feel alive!
...
#happiness
#myself
#dance #NaPoWriMo2024
#dance #NaPoWriMo2024
157 reads
5 Comments
Are we really man?
I’m looking out
Over the sea
Who are you
Where might you be
I’m looking out
Over the sky
Where are you
Might’nt we fly
I’m looking out
Over the cosmos
What are you
Let us vamos
I’m dangling
Between dimensions
I’m questioning
My existence
This world
This nature
This galaxy
This life
This universe
This planet
This heaven
This design
What are we here for?
What is our grand plan?
Can we handle it?
Are we really man?
Over the sea
Who are you
Where might you be
I’m looking out
Over the sky
Where are you
Might’nt we fly
I’m looking out
Over the cosmos
What are you
Let us vamos
I’m dangling
Between dimensions
I’m questioning
My existence
This world
This nature
This galaxy
This life
This universe
This planet
This heaven
This design
What are we here for?
What is our grand plan?
Can we handle it?
Are we really man?
#dreams
#spiritual
#TruthOfLife
#LifeCycle
#philosophical
203 reads
13 Comments
Punish me once more
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
#sensual
320 reads
5 Comments
My pasts departed
I feel up
I feel down
My minds scattered all around
Am I dreaming?
Or am I scheming?
Oh how I’m floating
On the edge of reason
I feel lost
I feel found
I’m overwhelmed
My hearts unbound
Am I flying?
Or am I falling?
Oh how can one know
What they are feeling?
Is this true?
Is this false?
I’m lost for words
What’s my default
Am I right?
Or am I wrong?
Oh do I have the strength
To truly be strong?
Can I give?
Can I take?
Am I ready
If it’s all a...
I feel down
My minds scattered all around
Am I dreaming?
Or am I scheming?
Oh how I’m floating
On the edge of reason
I feel lost
I feel found
I’m overwhelmed
My hearts unbound
Am I flying?
Or am I falling?
Oh how can one know
What they are feeling?
Is this true?
Is this false?
I’m lost for words
What’s my default
Am I right?
Or am I wrong?
Oh do I have the strength
To truly be strong?
Can I give?
Can I take?
Am I ready
If it’s all a...
#confessional
#myself
#SelfReflection #PersonalGrowth
#SelfReflection #PersonalGrowth
181 reads
4 Comments
Fantasy
You are in the fantasy
You are in the dream
Dreams become the reality
Reality is a façade
You are the momentum
You are the fire, you are the flame
Passion, desire, love
Ignites the world again
Close your eyes and hush little girl
All will be well again tomorrow
Just live, laugh, love and all of the above
For you will live to see another day
You are in the dream
Dreams become the reality
Reality is a façade
You are the momentum
You are the fire, you are the flame
Passion, desire, love
Ignites the world again
Close your eyes and hush little girl
All will be well again tomorrow
Just live, laugh, love and all of the above
For you will live to see another day
#dreams
#myself
#LifeCycle #SelfReflection
#LifeCycle #SelfReflection
151 reads
1 Comment
I’m a brat
#sex
#erotic
#WritingPoetry #dirty
#WritingPoetry #dirty
328 reads
10 Comments
Piercing
The reality of a situation
Means sometimes letting go
Letting go of people
Letting go of friends
Letting go of a version of yourself
A person whom you thought yourself to be
It’s hard
You wanna hold on
But you’re just not her anymore
She’s no longer serving you
It’s like a breakup with yourself
How do you turn your back on yourself like that?
You feel sad
Like you’ve let yourself down
But really, it needs to be
It has to happen
You can’t fit into a box that’s too small anymore
You need...
Means sometimes letting go
Letting go of people
Letting go of friends
Letting go of a version of yourself
A person whom you thought yourself to be
It’s hard
You wanna hold on
But you’re just not her anymore
She’s no longer serving you
It’s like a breakup with yourself
How do you turn your back on yourself like that?
You feel sad
Like you’ve let yourself down
But really, it needs to be
It has to happen
You can’t fit into a box that’s too small anymore
You need...
#LifeStruggles
#myself
#SelfReflection #emotions
#SelfReflection #emotions
192 reads
6 Comments
Unfathomable
I can’t fathom the exploitation
I can’t fathom the situation
It’s recreation
It’s all a laugh
A hallucination
I can’t pretend I understand
I won’t pretend I can withstand
All the demand
It’s all a joke
It’s a damned land
I can’t pretend I comprehend
I won’t accept being condemned
Means to an exit
Means to an end
It will all depend
Depends on your fascination
Depends on your determination
To seek the truth
To seek the proof
The falsity
The validity of ...
I can’t fathom the situation
It’s recreation
It’s all a laugh
A hallucination
I can’t pretend I understand
I won’t pretend I can withstand
All the demand
It’s all a joke
It’s a damned land
I can’t pretend I comprehend
I won’t accept being condemned
Means to an exit
Means to an end
It will all depend
Depends on your fascination
Depends on your determination
To seek the truth
To seek the proof
The falsity
The validity of ...
#anger
#corruption
#CallToAction
#greed
#poverty
210 reads
5 Comments
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