Submissions by JuvenileDelinquent

It's like that night never happen
Cheerfull and kindness fills my sorounding when she enters the room. All I could do is smile and act like a fool. I can't no longer bring up that conversation. My insides cry while my eyes shine cold frozen not even the sun could melt them back.

About a week or two has past me by. I stand here docil at times staring into the distance. I no longer think of time no longer turn my head to smile. No more sweets of any kind. No more thoughtfull gestures.

So why are you still here next to me. Asking if I am fine with your hand on my...

I am suicidal.

I do think of my self as a nice guy
I do care for my family and all that nice guy stuff.

the demon in my mind had to cut the last string that holded all that kept me sane. Now whats left is that twisted me.

I was always a yes man.
Yea man. yes. Yeah.
But now I can't fake my smile. The smile was that what made me an alright guy.
Dont worry all this just made me a madman.

DEFECTIVE
Somewere along the line I lost my self in a state of decay; I became an addict.
An addict to all the pleasure of life.

Hi my name is jane doe.
I am a drug addict,
I am an alcoholic,
I am a sex addict.

Today I am here to introduce my self.
A college drop out working a crappy job. Have no friends so I am alone all the time. I could try to socialize or network but I am a bad communicationlist. In other words I am socialy awkward. I have try many times. Sober or not, I can not get a break.

I am jane doe. I am here to tell...