Submissions by JessD842
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
9th Oct 2022 8:27pm
9th Oct 2022 8:27pm
Anxiety
Why can't you see all my anxiety thats trapped inside of me so depressed but I don't try to be my reality I don't want to believe trapped in my mind by my anxiety I just want to leave lord please set me free from all this damn anxiety. Feeling so worthless cant seem to find my purpose my feet on the ground but cant feel the surface I dont think this pain is worth it dont want to move no further please take my heart but dont hurt it. What is reality, what is real, must self medicate to no longer feel. Yeah my life came to an end and was forced to start all over again yet faced with so many...
#anxiety
#depression
#abuse
#LifeStruggles
#DomesticViolence
505 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Oct 2022 8:21pm
9th Oct 2022 8:21pm
Incapable
Dark shadow hanging over my head keeping me incapable the depression it's causing is starting to become fatal my mental mentality so unstable this world is causing me to become so hateful no matter how hard I try I'm left empty hand with nothing to bring to the table I'm stuck in this deadly cycle keeping me incapable. I try to do what's right make something of My life set goals for my future but it always becomes a fight a fight I never can win my patience is running thin so much anger building up no ambitious to lift me up makes it hard to keep my chin up with this so called life I'm just...
#sadness
#depression
#LifeStruggles #TruthOfLife
#LifeStruggles #TruthOfLife
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Nov 2020 8:34pm
7th Nov 2020 8:34pm
When I close my eyes
Alone as I lay here, not a single soul near I can close my eyes and its you I vividly visualize. Loving these realistic thoughts my mind is creating, the way you look at me so fucking captivating, full of love and lust so damn exhilarating. When I close my eyes I visualize your luscious kisses, I can almost taste your lips so damn delicious. Not talking to you is so hard to do, just Missing you so much you wouldn't believe its true, but when I close my eyes its all of you I so easily vividly visualize.
~JD
~JD
#relationships
#ForbiddenLove
#obsession
544 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Nov 2020 3:00am
5th Nov 2020 3:00am
Contemplate
One could search for happiness all their life but be looking for it so hard that they are blind to the possibility of it being in plain sight.
Life is but a journey, full of choices, decisions and different paths to take, all in search of success and happiness as we make mistakes after mistakes. Experience moments that take our breath away and even more times that makes our heart ache. As i continue to contemplate, can my own fate be all I wish to create, to take control with a beautiful soul where one day I will be completely whole. I feel as if I've already lived and life was...
Life is but a journey, full of choices, decisions and different paths to take, all in search of success and happiness as we make mistakes after mistakes. Experience moments that take our breath away and even more times that makes our heart ache. As i continue to contemplate, can my own fate be all I wish to create, to take control with a beautiful soul where one day I will be completely whole. I feel as if I've already lived and life was...
#LifeStruggles
#SelfDiscovery
#choices
796 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Nov 2020 11:22am
4th Nov 2020 11:22am
All in time
The thought plays over and over stuck in my head, the thought of us two snuggled up close in the same bed. The warmth of your body, your breath on my neck, embracing the feeling to never forget...
My desire for your touch I can't seem to get enough. So much love so much lust but with my heart can I trust?...
The way you look at me so hard to describe its like your reaching in my heart so deep down inside, so far down I can feel you between my thighs as I ponder the thought, feel my temperature rise, but Is my happiness something truly you can provide?...
Your...
My desire for your touch I can't seem to get enough. So much love so much lust but with my heart can I trust?...
The way you look at me so hard to describe its like your reaching in my heart so deep down inside, so far down I can feel you between my thighs as I ponder the thought, feel my temperature rise, but Is my happiness something truly you can provide?...
Your...
#love
#relationships
#ForbiddenLove
532 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Nov 2020 11:05am
4th Nov 2020 11:05am
Latent Love
A bliss when you are near. Looking at you is like looking in the mirror, a sense of zen free from all fear.
A connection so close to beautiful perfection. Strong energy coming from all the warm affection completely surrounded by you from every direction.
So easy to communicate like no other to relate naturally able to create such of feelings to titillate.
A peerless relationship to good to be true. Im sorry my thoughts weren't loud enough and my actions you misconstrue.
We both have put alots of thoughts in this and both agreed circumstances is...
A connection so close to beautiful perfection. Strong energy coming from all the warm affection completely surrounded by you from every direction.
So easy to communicate like no other to relate naturally able to create such of feelings to titillate.
A peerless relationship to good to be true. Im sorry my thoughts weren't loud enough and my actions you misconstrue.
We both have put alots of thoughts in this and both agreed circumstances is...
#love
#relationships
#ForbiddenLove
356 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2020 11:20am
25th Sep 2020 11:20am
What life would be to live happily??
The want, need, the desire to be somewhere or even something in life. Someone's mother, lover or even someones wife. Longing for the unconditional love from a child. Just the tender thought makes my heart grin and smile.
Walking through this journey we call life on my own. Searching for true happiness that most often leaves me lost and alone.
Older and older I grow everyday. Day after night, night after day, thriving for true happiness that so far away. What would life be to live so happily?
Seems the more you want something in life the more likely your not going to receive,...
Walking through this journey we call life on my own. Searching for true happiness that most often leaves me lost and alone.
Older and older I grow everyday. Day after night, night after day, thriving for true happiness that so far away. What would life be to live so happily?
Seems the more you want something in life the more likely your not going to receive,...
#happiness
#birth
#motherhood
#death
#aging
498 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Sep 2020 11:43pm
21st Sep 2020 11:43pm
Nothing to say
Completely numb, and empty with absolutely no feelings inside. Can't even find any words to give a picture to visually describe.
Left speechless, i have nothing to say. Your words in my head stuck on replay.
Its 4pm and I'm still laying in bed,
No motivation at all when im stuck in my head.
Maybe I'm over reactive and the words im just misconstruing, but its all stuck in my head keeping me from priorities I surely should be doing.
You say we need to talk but I have nothing to say, take it as you wish take it as you may.
You say whats between you and I your not...
Left speechless, i have nothing to say. Your words in my head stuck on replay.
Its 4pm and I'm still laying in bed,
No motivation at all when im stuck in my head.
Maybe I'm over reactive and the words im just misconstruing, but its all stuck in my head keeping me from priorities I surely should be doing.
You say we need to talk but I have nothing to say, take it as you wish take it as you may.
You say whats between you and I your not...
#FeelingLost
392 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
21st Sep 2020 10:12pm
21st Sep 2020 10:12pm
Sorry
Im very sorry and i hope you can be forgiving, for You knew what you were getting into from the very beginning.
I think things went a little too fast but Its been more than wonderful for as long as it has last.
You've let your mind get the best of you keeping you from seeing whats real and what is true.
I truly wanted to give you my heart, instead your mind has forced us to keep distance apart.
Possibility of true love cannot prevail when your mind and body is stuck in the reigns of hell.
Life is what we make it, its from choices we...
I think things went a little too fast but Its been more than wonderful for as long as it has last.
You've let your mind get the best of you keeping you from seeing whats real and what is true.
I truly wanted to give you my heart, instead your mind has forced us to keep distance apart.
Possibility of true love cannot prevail when your mind and body is stuck in the reigns of hell.
Life is what we make it, its from choices we...
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
#LifeStruggles
#patience
#ForbiddenLove
737 reads
5 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
12th Sep 2020 7:40pm
12th Sep 2020 7:40pm
At your Service
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#passion
#orgasm
922 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Sep 2020 1:25pm
9th Sep 2020 1:25pm
No longer me
Trying so hard to get headway , lead myself down the right pathway. Once willfull and skillful, full of ambition and always on a mission. A mission for success but now in extreme distress. Never once in my life I thought I'd lose it all never once thought I'd endure such a downfall. No longer the me I use to be not even to the slightest degree. My mind is always racing I can keep from pacing and I must confess I'm always under stress. Knowing what I need to do knowing where I need to be but all just seems so impossible to me. Not capable of enjoying anything in life not able to fulfill my...
#abuse
#LifeStruggles
#FeelingLost
#disappointment
#DomesticViolence
988 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Sep 2020 1:09pm
9th Sep 2020 1:09pm
It Gets Better
Life gets hard life gets rough and some days feel like no matter what you do its never enough. Wipe the tears from your eyes and keep your head held high even when nothing ever seems to satisfy. Just Continue to strive to pacify to keep from all thought of suicide. This time in your life will soon subside and once again you'll feel alive.
~Jess D.
~Jess D.
#hope
#courage
#LifeStruggles
#suicide
#TimeHeals
707 reads
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