Submissions by Jerbear523 (Jerry Walker)

I Hate You

I hate you...
Its a shame cause I really don't want to
Matter of fact... I take that back,
I wish I never met you.
In my heart, I really want to forget you.
Damn, I hate you,
I can't contain how I feel, so I'm telling you
When I see you, I am reminded how I feel for you .
Lord, I'm sorry, I know it's wrong, but, I swear it is true.
I just hate you...

Its funny, this isn't how I always
felt for you.
Once upon a time, I can't lie, I had a love for you.
A love so real, I would have sworn it was true. ...

Journey of a tear

Someone please call 911, cause I'm on the edge
Dazed and confused nothing is clear
Except, that I'm dangling from this ledge.
Wondering how did I get HERE?!

Looking back I see,
everything was good with me
I was relaxed, had chips, had dip, had beer
but then,
a cloud of sadness overtook the atmosphere,
and now I'm hanging here, by a hair,
Feeling sick, holding on for dear...
life,
trying to keep a tight grip,
Cause I might slip
resisting the urge to let go,
ignoring the...

Lost at sea, don't know what to do? Ships been wrecked, no sign of the crew. I'm alone,
rough water surrounds me
there is not a hint of rescue.
Looking around there is no land on the horizon
I'm all alone, and I fear this will be my end.
I tread in these shark filled water,
my legs are getting weak.
I am trying to hold on, I'm exhausted but I can't fall asleep!
I find that its getting harder.  
Now I begin to sink into the dark blue  water.
First time, I go down, I fight to break through the waves
Second time, I go down, I struggle...

Daddy's Lil Girl

I'm trying to deal with this pain inside

I walk around with my head held high

Full of pride

but, when I'm alone my tears I can't hide.

Does anyone feel my stress

To have a child you can not address

Can't feel, can't touch, can't smell.

This is my own personal Hell!

I sit at my desk wiping tears that wont end

They flow nonstop can you comprehend.

My heart is broken, its the end of the world!

Cause I'm just a father who misses his "Lil Girl"

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