Submissions by Jenerator (Jenna)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
21st Sep 2009 8:20pm
21st Sep 2009 8:20pm
Always
Laying on the floor,
staring at the roof...
I'm lost...
Listening to every song,
that ever reminded me of you...
I'm scared...
I look past the ceiling,
peices burst open before my eyes,
and I fly away...
The music fades in volume,
and turns to just a whisper...
I see your face in the night sky,
you look at me...
A single tear falls from your eye,
and you dissolve away...
The peices form back into place,
and I find myself...
Laying on the floor,
staring at the roof...
So lost...
Listening to every song,
that...
staring at the roof...
I'm lost...
Listening to every song,
that ever reminded me of you...
I'm scared...
I look past the ceiling,
peices burst open before my eyes,
and I fly away...
The music fades in volume,
and turns to just a whisper...
I see your face in the night sky,
you look at me...
A single tear falls from your eye,
and you dissolve away...
The peices form back into place,
and I find myself...
Laying on the floor,
staring at the roof...
So lost...
Listening to every song,
that...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Sep 2009 8:19pm
21st Sep 2009 8:19pm
Im Not
I'm not scared to cry,
I'm scared to show my weaknesses...
I'm not scared to die,
I'm scared of the afterdeath...
I'm not scared of pain,
I'm scared of causing it...
I'm not scared of falling,
I'm scared of where I'm landing...
I'm not scared of you,
I'm scared of what you'd do...
I'm not scared of me,
I'm scared of whats underneath...
I'm scared to show my weaknesses...
I'm not scared to die,
I'm scared of the afterdeath...
I'm not scared of pain,
I'm scared of causing it...
I'm not scared of falling,
I'm scared of where I'm landing...
I'm not scared of you,
I'm scared of what you'd do...
I'm not scared of me,
I'm scared of whats underneath...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Sep 2009 10:11pm
19th Sep 2009 10:11pm
Silent tears hurt the most
No one hears you,
when your by yourself and scream out loud...
Yet no one hears you,
when you cry silent tears amounst a crowd...
Maybe it's the fact,
that you don't want people to know...
And maybe thats because,
you have nowhere else to go...
But when people think,
they'd like to help you when your down...
They never understand,
that when needed most, they aren't around...
I can scream out loud,
and compete with thundering rain...
I can bellow tears,
but it doesn't describe my pain...
But when i cry these...
when your by yourself and scream out loud...
Yet no one hears you,
when you cry silent tears amounst a crowd...
Maybe it's the fact,
that you don't want people to know...
And maybe thats because,
you have nowhere else to go...
But when people think,
they'd like to help you when your down...
They never understand,
that when needed most, they aren't around...
I can scream out loud,
and compete with thundering rain...
I can bellow tears,
but it doesn't describe my pain...
But when i cry these...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Sep 2009 10:09pm
19th Sep 2009 10:09pm
C.A.S.S.A.N.D.R.A
C - Crocus. You never truly understand just how beautiful, until she blooms.
A- Alias. Never rely on first impressions, she is not to be assumed.
S - Satire. An unpredictable clash between her life and what she see's.
S - Scarify. The damage done of years by others, affecting what she believed.
A - Athwart. In which her life is thrown into a shifting cage.
N - Nocturnal. Unhuman, walking amoungst. A simile. A zombie condensed in rage.
D - Devilment. The only cure to her twikid bleeding heart.
R - Remorse. For every single thing that helped tear her life apart....
A- Alias. Never rely on first impressions, she is not to be assumed.
S - Satire. An unpredictable clash between her life and what she see's.
S - Scarify. The damage done of years by others, affecting what she believed.
A - Athwart. In which her life is thrown into a shifting cage.
N - Nocturnal. Unhuman, walking amoungst. A simile. A zombie condensed in rage.
D - Devilment. The only cure to her twikid bleeding heart.
R - Remorse. For every single thing that helped tear her life apart....
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ANGER POEM
Published
16th Sep 2009 10:21am
16th Sep 2009 10:21am
Lost, not found.
I hate you now, so very much,
it seems I've fallen, out of touch...
On my knees, and out of breath,
I feel you coming, a touch of death...
You use to be here, on my mind,
now still there, too lost to find...
Washed away by anger, despair,
Its never too late to watch or stare...
You've taken from me, my heart my pride,
you hurt me so much, deep inside...
The pain I feel, too deep to find,
burning so bright, that i could be blind...
I hate you more, then i did before,
I hate you so much, i just don't care anymore......
it seems I've fallen, out of touch...
On my knees, and out of breath,
I feel you coming, a touch of death...
You use to be here, on my mind,
now still there, too lost to find...
Washed away by anger, despair,
Its never too late to watch or stare...
You've taken from me, my heart my pride,
you hurt me so much, deep inside...
The pain I feel, too deep to find,
burning so bright, that i could be blind...
I hate you more, then i did before,
I hate you so much, i just don't care anymore......
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Sep 2009 10:18am
16th Sep 2009 10:18am
Mistake
Can't I be who
I thought I would be
If I hadn't have seen
The things I've seen?
I'm free.
You don't know what
I think, How I think,
Who I am, or where
I'll go, but you love me,
and this is me...
Don't you understand?
I am made from an abyss of
mistakes...
Aren't we all?
Forgive, Forget.
Let.
Let,
Let me through,
I am true.
Be with you...
Me...
I thought I would be
If I hadn't have seen
The things I've seen?
I'm free.
You don't know what
I think, How I think,
Who I am, or where
I'll go, but you love me,
and this is me...
Don't you understand?
I am made from an abyss of
mistakes...
Aren't we all?
Forgive, Forget.
Let.
Let,
Let me through,
I am true.
Be with you...
Me...
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Sep 2009 10:03am
15th Sep 2009 10:03am
Ten Thousand Fingers
As I lay in bed that night,
it was as dark as black coal...
Ten thousand icy fingers,
were swimming around my soul...
They were taking over my body,
and I began to scream,
and I tell you this experience,
it wasn't just a dream...
I fell out of bed,
and landed on the floor...
I felt the icy fingers,
they were torturing me more...
I jumped up and panicked,
then decided to run...
I'll tell you what, my journey,
it was far from fun...
I met up with some strangers,
and they asked me what was wrong...
I told...
it was as dark as black coal...
Ten thousand icy fingers,
were swimming around my soul...
They were taking over my body,
and I began to scream,
and I tell you this experience,
it wasn't just a dream...
I fell out of bed,
and landed on the floor...
I felt the icy fingers,
they were torturing me more...
I jumped up and panicked,
then decided to run...
I'll tell you what, my journey,
it was far from fun...
I met up with some strangers,
and they asked me what was wrong...
I told...
#dark
#nightmares
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Sep 2009 10:00am
15th Sep 2009 10:00am
Just dont
Don't talk to me,
for I have nothing to say...
Don't smile at me,
coz then I see mines fake...
Don't ever ask me what's wrong,
I'll lie and say I'm ok...
Don't try to be my friend,
when you don't like me anyway...
I don't care what you think of me,
I'm someone who does it by them self...
I don't care if I'm complicated,
I do not need your help...
Coz when someone's so close to what they love,
and they let it pass them by again...
They hold in all there feelings,
and save themselves from pain...
It tends to...
for I have nothing to say...
Don't smile at me,
coz then I see mines fake...
Don't ever ask me what's wrong,
I'll lie and say I'm ok...
Don't try to be my friend,
when you don't like me anyway...
I don't care what you think of me,
I'm someone who does it by them self...
I don't care if I'm complicated,
I do not need your help...
Coz when someone's so close to what they love,
and they let it pass them by again...
They hold in all there feelings,
and save themselves from pain...
It tends to...
#relationships
#conflict
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ANGER POEM
Published
13th Sep 2009 5:57pm
13th Sep 2009 5:57pm
Like your bride
I know what you really think,
and I know you don't care...
You don't even notice me,
when I'm standing right there...
I'm just a bad result,
of your marriage in fail...
One of three children,
left broken and frail...
I look just like her,
that's why you pretend...
Slowly we grow apart,
till there's nothing to mend...
I cared for you dad,
so much I did love you...
But you don't feel the same,
that's why, further we grew...
But I understand it,
it's OK, I can already see...
You never really did like,...
and I know you don't care...
You don't even notice me,
when I'm standing right there...
I'm just a bad result,
of your marriage in fail...
One of three children,
left broken and frail...
I look just like her,
that's why you pretend...
Slowly we grow apart,
till there's nothing to mend...
I cared for you dad,
so much I did love you...
But you don't feel the same,
that's why, further we grew...
But I understand it,
it's OK, I can already see...
You never really did like,...
#breakup
#conflict
#lover
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Sep 2009 5:54pm
13th Sep 2009 5:54pm
Spiritual Ecstasy
This creeping illness has it over me.
I'm pretty damn close to a symphony.
Another trip, another fall,
you will see who I am,
you will see it all.
Occult scars, internally bleed.
Throw fuel on the fire and watch it feed.
You turn to see my haunted face.
I am not supplied with a saving grace.
Hypnotized, I walk my mind.
To where I am going, I am blind.
This phosphorus in me is breaking through.
My distant eyes are leaking blue.
Unfortunate steps I flawlessly take.
I stay standing, for Future's sake.
My hands still hurt,...
I'm pretty damn close to a symphony.
Another trip, another fall,
you will see who I am,
you will see it all.
Occult scars, internally bleed.
Throw fuel on the fire and watch it feed.
You turn to see my haunted face.
I am not supplied with a saving grace.
Hypnotized, I walk my mind.
To where I am going, I am blind.
This phosphorus in me is breaking through.
My distant eyes are leaking blue.
Unfortunate steps I flawlessly take.
I stay standing, for Future's sake.
My hands still hurt,...
#happiness
#inspirational
#spiritual
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Sep 2009 1:18pm
12th Sep 2009 1:18pm
I'll be there without you
When your alone and in need of a friend,
I'll be there...
When you shed a tear, and need a shoulder to lend,
I'll be there...
And whenever you feel weak,
I'll fight off all your foes...
I'll lead you to the light,
and clear from all life's shadows...
Hold my hand and run,
for we will see it through...
Upon golden sands and under sun,
just me and you...
My friendship I have for you, and love,
I'll prove it strong...
And I'll correct it and make things right,
when something is wrong...
And you can state your...
I'll be there...
When you shed a tear, and need a shoulder to lend,
I'll be there...
And whenever you feel weak,
I'll fight off all your foes...
I'll lead you to the light,
and clear from all life's shadows...
Hold my hand and run,
for we will see it through...
Upon golden sands and under sun,
just me and you...
My friendship I have for you, and love,
I'll prove it strong...
And I'll correct it and make things right,
when something is wrong...
And you can state your...
#love
#friendship
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Sep 2009 1:16pm
12th Sep 2009 1:16pm
Flaming beauty
Fire Fire,
You are my knight...
you protect me from the dark,
providing me with light...
Your there to listen,
to my silent tears...
When I cant sleep,
because of my fears...
Dancing graceful,
with silky flame...
When you finish,
you'll show me again...
I'll be your Saviour,
and keep you alive...
You give me your warmth,
and together we will survive...
You are my knight...
you protect me from the dark,
providing me with light...
Your there to listen,
to my silent tears...
When I cant sleep,
because of my fears...
Dancing graceful,
with silky flame...
When you finish,
you'll show me again...
I'll be your Saviour,
and keep you alive...
You give me your warmth,
and together we will survive...
#love
#dreams
#rhyming
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