Submissions by Jenaynayrickard97
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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My heart is open but only for you,
But the fear,
That is great too,
Will I lose you if I do not speak,
The love I feel for you is deep,
But to say it out loud is a hard thing for me to do,
“I love you “ is something that all my life has been mis-used,
Now I sit here pondering my thoughts,
Only but hoping you feel it to,
Because my life without you would not serve to be true,
But the fear,
That is great too,
Will I lose you if I do not speak,
The love I feel for you is deep,
But to say it out loud is a hard thing for me to do,
“I love you “ is something that all my life has been mis-used,
Now I sit here pondering my thoughts,
Only but hoping you feel it to,
Because my life without you would not serve to be true,
#FallingInLove
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The day I walked away
#family
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A POEM
A POEM"
A place that no one likes to go is the place that I can go,
A place to be alone,
A place that I can let go,
But it is a dangerous place to be,
Alone at night,
There I should not be,
But tell me,
How else do I set free,
Deep down I have much to confess,
Apart from a nightmare that never ends,
For I really miss my family and friends,
People live, people die, people leave,
Is it wrong for me to be upset?
To be angry or to be sad?
So many feelings inside, ...
A place that no one likes to go is the place that I can go,
A place to be alone,
A place that I can let go,
But it is a dangerous place to be,
Alone at night,
There I should not be,
But tell me,
How else do I set free,
Deep down I have much to confess,
Apart from a nightmare that never ends,
For I really miss my family and friends,
People live, people die, people leave,
Is it wrong for me to be upset?
To be angry or to be sad?
So many feelings inside, ...
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Home?
I'm standing in a place I call home but sometimes I feel so torn,
don't feel right it's almost like a steal windpipe in my back,
go ahead an tell me you don't feel that but i'm halfway here an i'm halfway there and sometimes I swear it's like they just don't care,
you might as well stick me in a cage with a wild animal and tell me it's where I belong because all my life that's where i've been told that I'd get along,
I stand up but I sit back down cuz I just don't like the sound that I hear in the background so I turn back around,
keep my mouth closed and try not to make...
don't feel right it's almost like a steal windpipe in my back,
go ahead an tell me you don't feel that but i'm halfway here an i'm halfway there and sometimes I swear it's like they just don't care,
you might as well stick me in a cage with a wild animal and tell me it's where I belong because all my life that's where i've been told that I'd get along,
I stand up but I sit back down cuz I just don't like the sound that I hear in the background so I turn back around,
keep my mouth closed and try not to make...
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Walk on a strarie night
You've litterly got me on my knees,
The stars shine bright upon this beautiful night,
As I look up to the heavens I began to pray,
In this night I struggle for the first time in a long time,
Please let me know it will be ok,
As I continue to walk on my way,
For each step I take inside I break just a little more,
I'd give just about anything for one more night to see your face,
Growing up I never gave much thought to what it was like without a father's love,
But as I grow older the thought is not enough,
So it seems I need you more the older I...
The stars shine bright upon this beautiful night,
As I look up to the heavens I began to pray,
In this night I struggle for the first time in a long time,
Please let me know it will be ok,
As I continue to walk on my way,
For each step I take inside I break just a little more,
I'd give just about anything for one more night to see your face,
Growing up I never gave much thought to what it was like without a father's love,
But as I grow older the thought is not enough,
So it seems I need you more the older I...
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I say thank you
Look up to the skies give thanks to the big guy upstairs cuz without him i would never got no where,
When i was younger never would have thought i would of made it to what to me see’s to be the top,
Ain't got no lid that's ready to pop,
But i got a fresh new spot,
Give thanks to God for what i got,
An the ones that helped me to get where i am, ya’ll will always have a spot in my heart that no one else can,
an ,
To everybody out there that's got it rough go ahead an take my hand,
Lets all become one big fam,
En,
To the teachers that never let me give up,...
When i was younger never would have thought i would of made it to what to me see’s to be the top,
Ain't got no lid that's ready to pop,
But i got a fresh new spot,
Give thanks to God for what i got,
An the ones that helped me to get where i am, ya’ll will always have a spot in my heart that no one else can,
an ,
To everybody out there that's got it rough go ahead an take my hand,
Lets all become one big fam,
En,
To the teachers that never let me give up,...
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Dear Mom..
The stars,
the shadows,
the night skys,
they all are knocking but I will not drift into the shadows,
for it is there that I will fall again,
my heart may frail, but it will not die back down with a wall built up so far that not even I can over come,
once I was their, but never will I return,
for now my heart is more fragile than it has ever been,
as I let new people in, for I am learning to trust again,
so do not leave me, as I was slowly beginning to let you back in again,
but if this is where you leave us all again,
than to give it...
the shadows,
the night skys,
they all are knocking but I will not drift into the shadows,
for it is there that I will fall again,
my heart may frail, but it will not die back down with a wall built up so far that not even I can over come,
once I was their, but never will I return,
for now my heart is more fragile than it has ever been,
as I let new people in, for I am learning to trust again,
so do not leave me, as I was slowly beginning to let you back in again,
but if this is where you leave us all again,
than to give it...
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This ins't the end it's just the start..
his heads stuck in a place, that ain't showing no grace,
wakes up an just paces,
around the whole place,
hoping no one hears a sound when,
he takes his fist an puts it in the ground,
he hides behind a smile of a frown,
that just tares em down,
meanwhile he's making his way around,
lives in a town that turns his whole life around,
but yet he still fights the emotions that open a place in his heart
that feels like a dried up tarp,
people wondering does this kid really even have a heart,
n,
this is the part,
that gets em to start...
wakes up an just paces,
around the whole place,
hoping no one hears a sound when,
he takes his fist an puts it in the ground,
he hides behind a smile of a frown,
that just tares em down,
meanwhile he's making his way around,
lives in a town that turns his whole life around,
but yet he still fights the emotions that open a place in his heart
that feels like a dried up tarp,
people wondering does this kid really even have a heart,
n,
this is the part,
that gets em to start...
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Not worthless ( A song i am still working on)
yeah,
here we go this one goes out to , just listen ,
I'm sitting here in my room crying myself to sleep at night praying to God that it's all gonna be alright,
not really sure what went wrong I,
seemed like I was doing just fine but it hit me hard when I was least expecting it,
en now I'm infecting it,
throughout my body, it's in my heart an I don't know how to get it out,
this pain is tearing me back up an apart,
I just don't get it,
I had a whole brand new start,
so tell me when an why did this have to start?
through thick an thin though just...
here we go this one goes out to , just listen ,
I'm sitting here in my room crying myself to sleep at night praying to God that it's all gonna be alright,
not really sure what went wrong I,
seemed like I was doing just fine but it hit me hard when I was least expecting it,
en now I'm infecting it,
throughout my body, it's in my heart an I don't know how to get it out,
this pain is tearing me back up an apart,
I just don't get it,
I had a whole brand new start,
so tell me when an why did this have to start?
through thick an thin though just...
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Dear...
here I am it's been awhile this is a song called dear..wait,
I think I can here the sound now it's getting late,
but the tears are coming awake,
an I can't help but stay awake, so here I go I got a few things I'd like to say,
I don't need a pen n pad just give me the beat n i'll get lost an go far away,
tryin to pull myself back up but it ain't going to great,
was doing just fine but I guess I gotta work on the sensitivity of mine,
so here take the mic I ain't got no real reason to write,
an while your at it you might as well shut off the light,
maybe i'll...
I think I can here the sound now it's getting late,
but the tears are coming awake,
an I can't help but stay awake, so here I go I got a few things I'd like to say,
I don't need a pen n pad just give me the beat n i'll get lost an go far away,
tryin to pull myself back up but it ain't going to great,
was doing just fine but I guess I gotta work on the sensitivity of mine,
so here take the mic I ain't got no real reason to write,
an while your at it you might as well shut off the light,
maybe i'll...
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If I Could
if I could ask just one question it would lead to a million more an they would continue as I walk out that front door like,
who, am I an where do i belong
an am, I wrong to be filled with so much hate as i'm writing this song
an if I put the lyrics up would you sing along
en why do I gotta call you my mom
why did you have to yell so much
an why were you never home
why did you focus so much on trying to buy my love with all these toys when all I ever wanted was just for you to be home
en I blame so much on you but was it all really me
like why the...
who, am I an where do i belong
an am, I wrong to be filled with so much hate as i'm writing this song
an if I put the lyrics up would you sing along
en why do I gotta call you my mom
why did you have to yell so much
an why were you never home
why did you focus so much on trying to buy my love with all these toys when all I ever wanted was just for you to be home
en I blame so much on you but was it all really me
like why the...
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NO NAME ( Wrote this one day with a lot of emotion but never quite finished it)
( VERSE)
yea im pist off i can't even stop to think,
i just wannna rip off these pages that's soon to be full of pen an ink
scared of what other ppl will think,
but right now i’m not putting on a filter i'm just writing down exactly what's going through my mind talking to myself as if i was talking to you,
so sick an tired of your mind games they work more than you think,
i love you but i hate you funny how that works it’s actually kinda confusing but that's just how this life works,
i guess it could be a lot worse,
but why do you gotta always be the last an...
yea im pist off i can't even stop to think,
i just wannna rip off these pages that's soon to be full of pen an ink
scared of what other ppl will think,
but right now i’m not putting on a filter i'm just writing down exactly what's going through my mind talking to myself as if i was talking to you,
so sick an tired of your mind games they work more than you think,
i love you but i hate you funny how that works it’s actually kinda confusing but that's just how this life works,
i guess it could be a lot worse,
but why do you gotta always be the last an...
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