My life is making plans for the future knowing that I want to kill myself before I accomplish them. My life is settling for anyone because any guy is better than no guy right ? My life is walking into a crowded room and wanting to run back out because "everyone is watching". My life is constant disappointment because you go out of your way for people and no one comes through for you. My life is being raped at 14 and not being able to tell anyone. My life is being brainwashed to hate myself because there are more attractive...