Submissions by Jamela
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Jan 2020 5:15am
14th Jan 2020 5:15am
Perfect
Small and fragile, Ms. Petite,
Carmel colored skin glistening in the sun,
Bright beautiful smiles, joy and happiness in those big brown eyes,
Curvy from top to bottom,
A little extra here and a little extra there
Ahhh, the PERFECTION!
Short dark hair, fuzzy and fluffed out,
All dressed in my shirt and shorts angrily coming at me,
Feisty little lady- sooo adorable when she pouts,
Always overthinking, throwing random temper tantrums,
Some might say its annoying-but I understand and reassure her anyway,
Even if its everyday she'll know...
Carmel colored skin glistening in the sun,
Bright beautiful smiles, joy and happiness in those big brown eyes,
Curvy from top to bottom,
A little extra here and a little extra there
Ahhh, the PERFECTION!
Short dark hair, fuzzy and fluffed out,
All dressed in my shirt and shorts angrily coming at me,
Feisty little lady- sooo adorable when she pouts,
Always overthinking, throwing random temper tantrums,
Some might say its annoying-but I understand and reassure her anyway,
Even if its everyday she'll know...
#happiness
#love
#admiration
377 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Jan 2020 9:00pm
9th Jan 2020 9:00pm
My Girl
I'll name her melody, cause music is my remedy,
this life is a really wild ride,
And you're gonna be confused most of the time,
Clarity I can try to provide, though i dont have all the answers,
I can promise I'll always be by your side, till the day I die.
Never put up high walls to block everyone out,
but be cautious enough and aware of the demons that lurk about.
Dont let society tell you who to be,
You're not a competition to be judged,
Dont let any man/woman make you an ornament for show and tell,
You must know your self worth, I'll...
this life is a really wild ride,
And you're gonna be confused most of the time,
Clarity I can try to provide, though i dont have all the answers,
I can promise I'll always be by your side, till the day I die.
Never put up high walls to block everyone out,
but be cautious enough and aware of the demons that lurk about.
Dont let society tell you who to be,
You're not a competition to be judged,
Dont let any man/woman make you an ornament for show and tell,
You must know your self worth, I'll...
#love
#motherhood
#support
439 reads
11 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
8th Jan 2020 2:35am
8th Jan 2020 2:35am
Sudden!
Sweet melodies fill the air through and through,
Is this me being happy?!
What's this burst of energy I feel?,
Well whatever it is, and whatever is the cause,
I'm taking advantage of this feeling,
Believe it the same way you believed there was a Santa claus 😂.
Smile little lady,
Grab life by the balls,
Be as free as the wind🍃
Before you know it, the feeling is gone.
“you're beautiful, smart, your personality is gold!”
Stop these praises please!😳
My cheeks all rosey red, but I feel so strong-so bold... ...
Is this me being happy?!
What's this burst of energy I feel?,
Well whatever it is, and whatever is the cause,
I'm taking advantage of this feeling,
Believe it the same way you believed there was a Santa claus 😂.
Smile little lady,
Grab life by the balls,
Be as free as the wind🍃
Before you know it, the feeling is gone.
“you're beautiful, smart, your personality is gold!”
Stop these praises please!😳
My cheeks all rosey red, but I feel so strong-so bold... ...
#happiness
378 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jan 2020 1:23am
8th Jan 2020 1:23am
If Ever
If ever they ask what my fears are,
I guess I'd say being alone and the dark.
Why?, well I'm strong in a bunch or pair,
He knows I'm weak when alone and prefers dark hours to seek his prey,
Strong are those who believe in prayers.
The silence and solitude helps to think,
But think too much and down your ship will sink,
To the bottom of the sea, ocean of thoughts,
From miles creatures come in search of a sweet scent,
Your fear,...its delicious to them.
Don't let them catch you or you'll be damned,
Devourer of light,...
I guess I'd say being alone and the dark.
Why?, well I'm strong in a bunch or pair,
He knows I'm weak when alone and prefers dark hours to seek his prey,
Strong are those who believe in prayers.
The silence and solitude helps to think,
But think too much and down your ship will sink,
To the bottom of the sea, ocean of thoughts,
From miles creatures come in search of a sweet scent,
Your fear,...its delicious to them.
Don't let them catch you or you'll be damned,
Devourer of light,...
#dark
#emptiness
305 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2020 3:53am
3rd Jan 2020 3:53am
Open Book
I wonder what happened to the sweet and funny guy I once knew,
The guy that made me feel butterflies talking on the first day,
The more in tune I felt, the meaner you became,
Things just- weren't the same.
Did i cause this change?
Was it something i had done?
Or did you get too comfortable knowing I'd never leave?
I've seen your flaws, you've seen mine too,
But never did I ever use yours to hurt you.
I'm so readable that you can control what I feel with simple phrases,
Can't you see the pain inflicted behind these faces.
Sometimes...
The guy that made me feel butterflies talking on the first day,
The more in tune I felt, the meaner you became,
Things just- weren't the same.
Did i cause this change?
Was it something i had done?
Or did you get too comfortable knowing I'd never leave?
I've seen your flaws, you've seen mine too,
But never did I ever use yours to hurt you.
I'm so readable that you can control what I feel with simple phrases,
Can't you see the pain inflicted behind these faces.
Sometimes...
#sadness
422 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2020 10:29pm
2nd Jan 2020 10:29pm
To My Next
Its been a while that I've been single
I'm afraid to get out there, to mingle
It's my fault he's not here and my heart has been remote since he left,
So I'm just here wondering what's next.
My panic attacks, anxiety attacks and overthinking will make it hard to love me I suppose,
Or maybe the way I dress when I'm comfortable with you,
All messy hair and baggy clothes lol
I'm sorry if I'm needy or distant sometimes,
I dont know why I need reassurance, but please just take the time to comfort me,
I might say it often but I can assure you I'm...
I'm afraid to get out there, to mingle
It's my fault he's not here and my heart has been remote since he left,
So I'm just here wondering what's next.
My panic attacks, anxiety attacks and overthinking will make it hard to love me I suppose,
Or maybe the way I dress when I'm comfortable with you,
All messy hair and baggy clothes lol
I'm sorry if I'm needy or distant sometimes,
I dont know why I need reassurance, but please just take the time to comfort me,
I might say it often but I can assure you I'm...
#anxiety
#strength
#courage #bittersweet
#courage #bittersweet
344 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
31st Dec 2019 1:16pm
31st Dec 2019 1:16pm
Baby
I'm the type of girl that usually acts like a bitch,
But once tamed I easily submit,
What's my motto?
“show me the love and loyalty I deserve and I will serve”. catchy ain't it lol
Down on my knees, whatever you want master,
“do you want it slow or should I go faster”
I love being babied, might even be considered a “Little”,
Bratty when I need attention or can't have my own way,
But at the end of the day its whatever daddy says.
All I ask for when I give you the power to be my Dom,
Is love, loyalty and respect,
I'll always be...
But once tamed I easily submit,
What's my motto?
“show me the love and loyalty I deserve and I will serve”. catchy ain't it lol
Down on my knees, whatever you want master,
“do you want it slow or should I go faster”
I love being babied, might even be considered a “Little”,
Bratty when I need attention or can't have my own way,
But at the end of the day its whatever daddy says.
All I ask for when I give you the power to be my Dom,
Is love, loyalty and respect,
I'll always be...
#relationships
#patience
#sensual #passion
#sensual #passion
643 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Dec 2019 6:37pm
30th Dec 2019 6:37pm
Notice
It's been a while since I genuinely smiled,
My heart feels like its withered away,
Ice embedded,
the gremlin in my head says he wants me dead, I might just let him have his way.
I feel so alone, yet in a room filled with people,
I'd rather be home curled up in bed,
Sad songs on repeat,.though...
I would like some company, just someone to tell me I'll be okay, someone to keep me from going astray.
“Get a job!, Go to church!, Get out of bed!”
You can explain it so many times but they'll never learn,
What I feel goes on and off,
One...
My heart feels like its withered away,
Ice embedded,
the gremlin in my head says he wants me dead, I might just let him have his way.
I feel so alone, yet in a room filled with people,
I'd rather be home curled up in bed,
Sad songs on repeat,.though...
I would like some company, just someone to tell me I'll be okay, someone to keep me from going astray.
“Get a job!, Go to church!, Get out of bed!”
You can explain it so many times but they'll never learn,
What I feel goes on and off,
One...
#anger
#anxiety
#loneliness #frustration
#loneliness #frustration
586 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
1st Oct 2019 1:24am
1st Oct 2019 1:24am
Silent Insanity
I'm scared, I'm so scared
I feel him, I smell him
He won't stop touching me,
I won't tell, I won't tell,
Just let me go please!, please!
His voice - in my head,
“get on top”, no! Stop!
“get on top, I'll hurt you”
BOO!
*scary story*, no! it's not a story!,
It's TRUE, its f**king true!
just stop it, go away
*die!, you're nothing, a worthless slut!*
But...
*no buts*
Just shut the f*ck up!
All of you!
*they don't believe you, you lose - he wins*
No! He cant! He's wrong! It's a sin!
*but he wins - he...
I feel him, I smell him
He won't stop touching me,
I won't tell, I won't tell,
Just let me go please!, please!
His voice - in my head,
“get on top”, no! Stop!
“get on top, I'll hurt you”
BOO!
*scary story*, no! it's not a story!,
It's TRUE, its f**king true!
just stop it, go away
*die!, you're nothing, a worthless slut!*
But...
*no buts*
Just shut the f*ck up!
All of you!
*they don't believe you, you lose - he wins*
No! He cant! He's wrong! It's a sin!
*but he wins - he...
#sadness
#anger
397 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Sep 2019 1:16am
9th Sep 2019 1:16am
Temporary
Anybody needs a temporary girlfriend?
Yeah, that's right I don't have a boyfriend...
I'm a bit coo coo, crazy, whatever it is
Sorry hun, a relationship with me isn't “bliss”
I'm only good for a short time, not a long time
I'm messed up cause I wasted my time on people who aren't worth a dime
They lied and lied, now I'm like
“whatever”
“fuck you”
“goodnight”
I'm so tired of this fight
Maybe a f**k buddy might do me right lol
Trying not to act up but the truth is I'm mentally f**ked up lol...
Yeah, that's right I don't have a boyfriend...
I'm a bit coo coo, crazy, whatever it is
Sorry hun, a relationship with me isn't “bliss”
I'm only good for a short time, not a long time
I'm messed up cause I wasted my time on people who aren't worth a dime
They lied and lied, now I'm like
“whatever”
“fuck you”
“goodnight”
I'm so tired of this fight
Maybe a f**k buddy might do me right lol
Trying not to act up but the truth is I'm mentally f**ked up lol...
#sadness
377 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Aug 2019 4:31pm
22nd Aug 2019 4:31pm
Brain & Heart
Stupid brain!, stupid heart!,
Leave me alone, I just want a fresh start -_-
The times that I don't wanna feel, you make me feel,
And the times I do wanna feel, I don't,
Forever flooding each other with negativity everytime something good happens,
You both have caused me so much pain,
I just want it to stop!
I lost the people that loved me the most because of you two, no...wait!....
I've lost my love because of you two!
Always arguing and fighting over what's best for me,
I just want some fuxking rest please!!
You both agreed that I...
Leave me alone, I just want a fresh start -_-
The times that I don't wanna feel, you make me feel,
And the times I do wanna feel, I don't,
Forever flooding each other with negativity everytime something good happens,
You both have caused me so much pain,
I just want it to stop!
I lost the people that loved me the most because of you two, no...wait!....
I've lost my love because of you two!
Always arguing and fighting over what's best for me,
I just want some fuxking rest please!!
You both agreed that I...
#anxiety
#regret
#grief
#strength
#motivational
409 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Aug 2019 00:45am
20th Aug 2019 00:45am
Forget You, Forget Me
Fear and courage mixed into one
The thought of losing you was driving me nuts,
But the feelings that rose let me know you were the one.
My heart burnt at the thought of losing you,
I keep reminiscing about us two,
And I hate myself for having let you go ,
Even though I'm the one that forced you to go.
Your smile, laugh, eyes, the funny way u twitch when you blush,
The way you stare at me and describe every thing that you love without hesitation,
Made me feel all mushy, the sweetest sensation,
I miss it all...
So many times I...
The thought of losing you was driving me nuts,
But the feelings that rose let me know you were the one.
My heart burnt at the thought of losing you,
I keep reminiscing about us two,
And I hate myself for having let you go ,
Even though I'm the one that forced you to go.
Your smile, laugh, eyes, the funny way u twitch when you blush,
The way you stare at me and describe every thing that you love without hesitation,
Made me feel all mushy, the sweetest sensation,
I miss it all...
So many times I...
#sadness
#love
#ILoveYou
423 reads
2 Comments
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