Submissions by Ianhelpless (Ian helpless)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If you exist, why don't you heal my wounds, if you're god, release me from this tomb.
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
25th Jul 2014 12:52pm
25th Jul 2014 12:52pm
understanding
As I go through my life
I have been changed through time
If you read into my mind
You can see I felt left behind
I hated life wanted it to end
I lost my self in misery and sin
Reading back I left a tear
To all that pain through those years
Even though I no longer talked to god
He was always watching from up above
He was laughing I must say
But he wasnt laughing at my pain
What was funny, his own punch line
Is all the reasons I made myself cry
He knew my plans that he held
But laughed because still I fell
Im...
I have been changed through time
If you read into my mind
You can see I felt left behind
I hated life wanted it to end
I lost my self in misery and sin
Reading back I left a tear
To all that pain through those years
Even though I no longer talked to god
He was always watching from up above
He was laughing I must say
But he wasnt laughing at my pain
What was funny, his own punch line
Is all the reasons I made myself cry
He knew my plans that he held
But laughed because still I fell
Im...
584 reads
3 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Jul 2014 00:05am
6th Jul 2014 00:05am
dream
some people say dreams aren't real
they say they are part of the imagination
well I am a dreamer
and I have never been so happy
I can feel your warmth
I can see your eyes
as long as I sleep
I can never say goodbye
listen to my soul
it somehow knows where to go
in my dreams im awake
here to share your day
the sparkle in your eyes
it has to be real
though in my slumber
i can still feel
listen to my soul
it somehow know where to go
in my dreams im awake
here to share your day
we go to places...
they say they are part of the imagination
well I am a dreamer
and I have never been so happy
I can feel your warmth
I can see your eyes
as long as I sleep
I can never say goodbye
listen to my soul
it somehow knows where to go
in my dreams im awake
here to share your day
the sparkle in your eyes
it has to be real
though in my slumber
i can still feel
listen to my soul
it somehow know where to go
in my dreams im awake
here to share your day
we go to places...
577 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
14th May 2014 3:25am
14th May 2014 3:25am
Never free
Some are free and some are chained
Born to live in pain
Some can smile some want death
They are not like the rest
Some Never to touch the sky
They are born to die
never feel lights glory
Writing there sad story
Never free
In the sky
Don't ask me why
I don't know
I must go
I want to die
Some are born with happiness
Some born in ashes
Some get the easy way
While others sit in pain
Who decides what life we get
All i ever want is to forget
The little peice of light
Never free
In the sky...
Born to live in pain
Some can smile some want death
They are not like the rest
Some Never to touch the sky
They are born to die
never feel lights glory
Writing there sad story
Never free
In the sky
Don't ask me why
I don't know
I must go
I want to die
Some are born with happiness
Some born in ashes
Some get the easy way
While others sit in pain
Who decides what life we get
All i ever want is to forget
The little peice of light
Never free
In the sky...
688 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
5th May 2014 9:26pm
5th May 2014 9:26pm
Tomorrow never came
Breathing doesn't make you Alive
Seeing doesn't mean your not blind
Living can be without a soul
This life all time is just hollow
Millions of stars but only one sun
Never to find my way out of night
Hope won't always bring peace
Happiness can only be in dreams
Life can always dull the will
This life all time is just to real
Millions of stars but only one sun
Never to find my way out of night
Loving can just make time worse
Feeling doesn't heal this world
Hearts can always be numb
This life all time will be gone...
Seeing doesn't mean your not blind
Living can be without a soul
This life all time is just hollow
Millions of stars but only one sun
Never to find my way out of night
Hope won't always bring peace
Happiness can only be in dreams
Life can always dull the will
This life all time is just to real
Millions of stars but only one sun
Never to find my way out of night
Loving can just make time worse
Feeling doesn't heal this world
Hearts can always be numb
This life all time will be gone...
654 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th May 2014 5:30pm
4th May 2014 5:30pm
Roads of desperation
Nothing can help me
Nothing can ease the pain
Nothing can end my sorrow
I was born within
While your life may be great
Mine falls apart
Yours will end peacefully
While mine doesn't start
Born with a curse
Destined to hurt
There is no escape
It is my fate
Nothing can bring peace
Nothing can change
Nothing will help life
I'm born for pain
While your life may be great
Mine falls apart
Yours will end peacefully
While mine doesn't start
Nothing can ease the pain
Nothing can end my sorrow
I was born within
While your life may be great
Mine falls apart
Yours will end peacefully
While mine doesn't start
Born with a curse
Destined to hurt
There is no escape
It is my fate
Nothing can bring peace
Nothing can change
Nothing will help life
I'm born for pain
While your life may be great
Mine falls apart
Yours will end peacefully
While mine doesn't start
506 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd May 2014 00:16am
3rd May 2014 00:16am
Bonnie and Clyde
I've felt his pain before
He died loving a whore
His heart made him blind
But now we got wise
He loved her just to much
She know she had his trust
She led him to the grave
Where all her demons wait
It was fun we must admit
But in the end I knew to quit
I have grown wise with age
Knew to throw out my rage
He died loving a whore
His heart made him blind
But now we got wise
He loved her just to much
She know she had his trust
She led him to the grave
Where all her demons wait
It was fun we must admit
But in the end I knew to quit
I have grown wise with age
Knew to throw out my rage
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd May 2014 11:51pm
2nd May 2014 11:51pm
End my pain
Have you ever had that moment, you want to evaporate
But your body keeps on fighting, you want to melt away
And every second get worse, praying for a hearse
Have you ever had that feeling, had enough of life
And your will keeps on living, but your dead inside
There's nothing left to live for, stuck on the floor
Have you ever had that moment, when the angels weep
For this darkened somber soul, that just wants to sleep
So that he can forget about, the days of happiness
Have you ever had that feeling, you don't think it's real
Your eyes are...
But your body keeps on fighting, you want to melt away
And every second get worse, praying for a hearse
Have you ever had that feeling, had enough of life
And your will keeps on living, but your dead inside
There's nothing left to live for, stuck on the floor
Have you ever had that moment, when the angels weep
For this darkened somber soul, that just wants to sleep
So that he can forget about, the days of happiness
Have you ever had that feeling, you don't think it's real
Your eyes are...
646 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
30th Apr 2014 12:42pm
30th Apr 2014 12:42pm
Nothing matters
When I sit and wait
Wondering about a fate
I find myself start to worry
And my future so blurry
Then I realize when I think
Nothing matters so don't blink
Eventually I will die
There is just no reason for life
Some people may Find this sad
But I'm alloyed to never hold back
So forever I can be free
To just always be me
Some will die unsatisfied
Not me I've done lived my life
I tried my best to reach my goal
Now I can move on without my soul
I can see through the grey
Haunts me day by day
But Im glad to...
Wondering about a fate
I find myself start to worry
And my future so blurry
Then I realize when I think
Nothing matters so don't blink
Eventually I will die
There is just no reason for life
Some people may Find this sad
But I'm alloyed to never hold back
So forever I can be free
To just always be me
Some will die unsatisfied
Not me I've done lived my life
I tried my best to reach my goal
Now I can move on without my soul
I can see through the grey
Haunts me day by day
But Im glad to...
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Apr 2014 5:44am
30th Apr 2014 5:44am
Chasing the sun
This little light of mine
Gets darker every time
This dark life I own
Just doesn't feel like home
It's gone
I'm done
Chasing the sun
This little heart of mine
Gets hurt every time
This world I'm in
Doesn't seem to end
It's here
Deaths near
Nothing to fear
This dark soul I keep
Just begs for sleep
Every time I die
It's just another lie
It's gone
I'm done
Chasing the sun
Gets darker every time
This dark life I own
Just doesn't feel like home
It's gone
I'm done
Chasing the sun
This little heart of mine
Gets hurt every time
This world I'm in
Doesn't seem to end
It's here
Deaths near
Nothing to fear
This dark soul I keep
Just begs for sleep
Every time I die
It's just another lie
It's gone
I'm done
Chasing the sun
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Apr 2014 9:33pm
29th Apr 2014 9:33pm
Sorrow
In this world so cold
I've learned to love sorrow
And my only light
Is the end of time
I have stood in the snow
Heard the reasons why you go
And these words I don't just say
For I am in pain
I wish there was a way
To just stay in my dreams
For there I'm in peace
And I can stay in memory
I remember the day
You said to wait
And alone I did
Sad in the end
I feel the sorrow fill
Pain is all I feel
I'm my own shadow
Living in pure sorrow
I've learned to love sorrow
And my only light
Is the end of time
I have stood in the snow
Heard the reasons why you go
And these words I don't just say
For I am in pain
I wish there was a way
To just stay in my dreams
For there I'm in peace
And I can stay in memory
I remember the day
You said to wait
And alone I did
Sad in the end
I feel the sorrow fill
Pain is all I feel
I'm my own shadow
Living in pure sorrow
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2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Apr 2014 2:58am
28th Apr 2014 2:58am
Waiting for the end to come
I often gaze into my soul
And sometimes wonder where I'll go
Because when I die
I want to know what it's like
Is it easy or is it hard
Do you feel emptiness in the heart
Are you numb or does it hurt
Departing from this earth
Do you think in your mind
Brain is still dead inside
Is it dark can you see
Do you know you left your body
Is there hell and heaven
Or do you just stop breathing
Is it scary is it fun
Is it another life to live on
I will know once it's here
Death is the final frontier
And sometimes wonder where I'll go
Because when I die
I want to know what it's like
Is it easy or is it hard
Do you feel emptiness in the heart
Are you numb or does it hurt
Departing from this earth
Do you think in your mind
Brain is still dead inside
Is it dark can you see
Do you know you left your body
Is there hell and heaven
Or do you just stop breathing
Is it scary is it fun
Is it another life to live on
I will know once it's here
Death is the final frontier
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Apr 2014 1:16am
27th Apr 2014 1:16am
Rest in peace
Born into this world so hopefull
Led by happiness a peaceful soul
One to play in the rain
The one that can laugh at pain
I seen you differently, I seen the love inside
Even though your gone, I feel you by my side
Although in the end, I left you all alone
Blackness stabs deep in my soul
Rest in peace
Living your life to the fullest
Stopping now just brings me sadness
I feel like I'm to blame
For not helping things change
I seen you differently, I seen the love inside
Even though your gone, I feel you by my side
Although...
Led by happiness a peaceful soul
One to play in the rain
The one that can laugh at pain
I seen you differently, I seen the love inside
Even though your gone, I feel you by my side
Although in the end, I left you all alone
Blackness stabs deep in my soul
Rest in peace
Living your life to the fullest
Stopping now just brings me sadness
I feel like I'm to blame
For not helping things change
I seen you differently, I seen the love inside
Even though your gone, I feel you by my side
Although...
680 reads
0 Comments
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