Submissions by Ianhelpless (Ian helpless)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If you exist, why don't you heal my wounds, if you're god, release me from this tomb.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2023 3:37pm
2nd Jan 2023 3:37pm
Changes
For whatever reason I woke up from a dream.
I dreamed I logged on to this old familiar place
A place I have not seen in years.
This place helped with a darkness I had but never understood.
Hell one could say I still don't know what it was.
All I know is I'm closer to the light than ever.
It's strange typing this, how is it possible, I haven't known my login for years. But from one dream here I am. I read what I felt a decade ago and wonder when it truly changed, was it overnight, or did it take 10 years.. every answer I receive leads me to more question....
I dreamed I logged on to this old familiar place
A place I have not seen in years.
This place helped with a darkness I had but never understood.
Hell one could say I still don't know what it was.
All I know is I'm closer to the light than ever.
It's strange typing this, how is it possible, I haven't known my login for years. But from one dream here I am. I read what I felt a decade ago and wonder when it truly changed, was it overnight, or did it take 10 years.. every answer I receive leads me to more question....
#peace
#memories
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Jul 2015 7:47pm
17th Jul 2015 7:47pm
dead eyes
I died today
We had a party
We laughed and cheered
Oh I will miss it here
I want you too know
Behind these dead eyes
Is a soul
Afraid of our goodbyes
I smiled today
As I blew away
I relaxed a while
I feel like a child
I want you to know
Behind my dead eyes
Is a soul
Who holds you so tight
I felt no pain
Though sorrow so big
I didn't say goodbye
Till we meet again
We had a party
We laughed and cheered
Oh I will miss it here
I want you too know
Behind these dead eyes
Is a soul
Afraid of our goodbyes
I smiled today
As I blew away
I relaxed a while
I feel like a child
I want you to know
Behind my dead eyes
Is a soul
Who holds you so tight
I felt no pain
Though sorrow so big
I didn't say goodbye
Till we meet again
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Jul 2015 2:24pm
10th Jul 2015 2:24pm
christine
Spring time, the rain is now cold
The rain is now cold
Christine
Summer time, the sun has lost warmth
The sun has lost warmth
Christine
Christine you are everything
Oh Christine
But I lost you
Until I fix you
But I lost you
Fall came, I see more windy days
I see more windy days
Christine
Winter nights, how I've missed our time
How I've missed our time
Christine
Christine you are pristine
oh christine
You are so more
than all those whores
I miss your roar
Christine you...
The rain is now cold
Christine
Summer time, the sun has lost warmth
The sun has lost warmth
Christine
Christine you are everything
Oh Christine
But I lost you
Until I fix you
But I lost you
Fall came, I see more windy days
I see more windy days
Christine
Winter nights, how I've missed our time
How I've missed our time
Christine
Christine you are pristine
oh christine
You are so more
than all those whores
I miss your roar
Christine you...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2015 2:59am
3rd Jul 2015 2:59am
the sun
Laugh with me, dance with me
Do something
Talk to me cry with me
Say something
Goodbye sunlight we'll meet next time
So long boredom I hope I become
Something I see nothing that haunts me
It's gone I'm done
Chasing the sun
Hello darkness help me regret
Loving the sun help me forget
Statlight moonlight all bare
Sunlight
It's gone I'm done
Chasing the sun
Do something
Talk to me cry with me
Say something
Goodbye sunlight we'll meet next time
So long boredom I hope I become
Something I see nothing that haunts me
It's gone I'm done
Chasing the sun
Hello darkness help me regret
Loving the sun help me forget
Statlight moonlight all bare
Sunlight
It's gone I'm done
Chasing the sun
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Jun 2015 4:51am
19th Jun 2015 4:51am
a little while
There must be something in my head
I believe it's best left unsaid
My mind always screams and it dreams
I just cannot cope with these things
Only for a little while
My eyes they must be blind
I can only see what's left behind
All of my memory don't mean a lot
For im alive but I just rot
Only for a little while
What have I slowly become
I tried so hard I'm now numb
To the cure of my soul
It's to late I must let go
Only for a little while
I believe it's best left unsaid
My mind always screams and it dreams
I just cannot cope with these things
Only for a little while
My eyes they must be blind
I can only see what's left behind
All of my memory don't mean a lot
For im alive but I just rot
Only for a little while
What have I slowly become
I tried so hard I'm now numb
To the cure of my soul
It's to late I must let go
Only for a little while
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Jun 2015 11:51pm
6th Jun 2015 11:51pm
it is raining
The clouds roll in
Life is abundant
Let the rain poor
On our sores
It's so relaxing
Lightning crashing
Maybe I
Will blow away
Gotta get away.
It is raining
The rain freezes
Life is leaving
The wind howling
the whispers calling
Everything will be gone
Everything will be gone
Gotta get away it is raining
Life is abundant
Let the rain poor
On our sores
It's so relaxing
Lightning crashing
Maybe I
Will blow away
Gotta get away.
It is raining
The rain freezes
Life is leaving
The wind howling
the whispers calling
Everything will be gone
Everything will be gone
Gotta get away it is raining
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Jun 2015 6:33pm
5th Jun 2015 6:33pm
wings
I would spread my wings and fly away
The one who waxed my wings didn't use clay
All of my regret fell into the waves
Taking all of me will I be saved
I will fall away
Forget forget
I would spread my wings and fly away
The one who waxed my wings didn't use clay
All my wishes left with my home
Wish I could go back to my soul
I will fall away
Forget forget
The one who waxed my wings didn't use clay
All of my regret fell into the waves
Taking all of me will I be saved
I will fall away
Forget forget
I would spread my wings and fly away
The one who waxed my wings didn't use clay
All my wishes left with my home
Wish I could go back to my soul
I will fall away
Forget forget
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DARK POEM
Published
6th May 2015 1:09pm
6th May 2015 1:09pm
burn
In the end it's hard to go
When all I want died in snow
It's hard living in my hell
Sometimes i wish to kill myself
After giving all i could give
And begging for my one wish
I was shot down but still breathe
Should have finished me off at least
My dreams made me there slave
And all my pain I still can't say
All of this world can move on
Just let me stay and burn
When all I want died in snow
It's hard living in my hell
Sometimes i wish to kill myself
After giving all i could give
And begging for my one wish
I was shot down but still breathe
Should have finished me off at least
My dreams made me there slave
And all my pain I still can't say
All of this world can move on
Just let me stay and burn
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Apr 2015 5:45am
21st Apr 2015 5:45am
sick
To start off my heart is broke
My love left me with no hope
She thinks I do not feel
Untrue that's why I stand here
I almost loose my mind at night
I toss and turn and cry inside
People say try and get help
I just cannot I like this hell
Not the people that make me sick
It's instinct I'm tired of it
It's all the same every day
I'd rather not be in humanity
Here I am just another cliche
Dealing a rock and roll dream
Just like you I've fade away
to the same grind as everything
My love left me with no hope
She thinks I do not feel
Untrue that's why I stand here
I almost loose my mind at night
I toss and turn and cry inside
People say try and get help
I just cannot I like this hell
Not the people that make me sick
It's instinct I'm tired of it
It's all the same every day
I'd rather not be in humanity
Here I am just another cliche
Dealing a rock and roll dream
Just like you I've fade away
to the same grind as everything
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Apr 2015 1:44am
21st Apr 2015 1:44am
tomorrow
Over the hills and far away
Crossed green fields and rocky clay
I'll someday find my peace
before the day I am too weak
Some made it out
To go back in
One ran away
What pain he's in
One might be sleep
The others do dream
One went to war
She found it hard
Over the hills and far away
Crossed green fields and rocky clay
I'll someday find my peace
before the day I am too weak
What there futures hold
I cannot say
I wish I could help
But one of them is me
Who is to say
None in 10 is me...
Crossed green fields and rocky clay
I'll someday find my peace
before the day I am too weak
Some made it out
To go back in
One ran away
What pain he's in
One might be sleep
The others do dream
One went to war
She found it hard
Over the hills and far away
Crossed green fields and rocky clay
I'll someday find my peace
before the day I am too weak
What there futures hold
I cannot say
I wish I could help
But one of them is me
Who is to say
None in 10 is me...
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Apr 2015 5:37am
17th Apr 2015 5:37am
Crystal LLilies
I close my eyes and drift to sleep
sight of memory in a dream
She filled my heart each day a beat
But now Im picking crystal lilies
Please
I just can't let go
Please
I will never let go
Because I see
I'm picking crystal lilies
I smelled them in my slumber
I'll hover never be over
I can see crystalline
In your eyes my despise
Please
I just can't let go
Please
I'll never let go
Because I see
I'm picking crystal lilies
sight of memory in a dream
She filled my heart each day a beat
But now Im picking crystal lilies
Please
I just can't let go
Please
I will never let go
Because I see
I'm picking crystal lilies
I smelled them in my slumber
I'll hover never be over
I can see crystalline
In your eyes my despise
Please
I just can't let go
Please
I'll never let go
Because I see
I'm picking crystal lilies
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Apr 2015 1:24am
8th Apr 2015 1:24am
instinct
Bad gone great year
Look back hurts dear
I'm dreaming far away
So are you we decay
Instinct
we are
Imbred
I'm done being human
I believe we better
I'm asleep but awake
I literally feel the fake
instinct
We are
Imbred
I Was Mister Deeds
When it came instinct
I believe I made me sick
I'm just so tired of it
Look back hurts dear
I'm dreaming far away
So are you we decay
Instinct
we are
Imbred
I'm done being human
I believe we better
I'm asleep but awake
I literally feel the fake
instinct
We are
Imbred
I Was Mister Deeds
When it came instinct
I believe I made me sick
I'm just so tired of it
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