Submissions by IHate_BlackEye (Chuymonster)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I’ve lived through a few suicide attempts and I’m starting to think maybe I’m immortal, as a punishment for all I’ve done...and to all I’ve hurt.
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Aug 2014 1:45pm
19th Aug 2014 1:45pm
For Ever and All Ways
Forever is whenever
Never decides to end it
Because
Never again
Will We
Try to tend
And mend
What we never forget
Because
What we feel together
Won't last forever
So don't ever
Live with regret
Never decides to end it
Because
Never again
Will We
Try to tend
And mend
What we never forget
Because
What we feel together
Won't last forever
So don't ever
Live with regret
693 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jul 2014 11:16am
9th Jul 2014 11:16am
Goats, Boats, Love Floats.
Side by side we lay
It used to be just spooning
The romantic movements like waves
Always felt like swooning
Now and then Id'e get a lay
Every now and then a fight
Even if we strayed away
Come together every night
Loving Each and everyday
For the moment it felt right
"Forever and always" we would say
We had our nicknames
She was goat, strong but temperamental
I would fight her stubborn ways
She was beautiful yet resentful
"I want a simple life" she'd say
I was boat, kind, a little mental ...
It used to be just spooning
The romantic movements like waves
Always felt like swooning
Now and then Id'e get a lay
Every now and then a fight
Even if we strayed away
Come together every night
Loving Each and everyday
For the moment it felt right
"Forever and always" we would say
We had our nicknames
She was goat, strong but temperamental
I would fight her stubborn ways
She was beautiful yet resentful
"I want a simple life" she'd say
I was boat, kind, a little mental ...
644 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Jul 2014 5:26pm
8th Jul 2014 5:26pm
Roofless Love
Drug Induced lifestyles
Make thoughts and movements
Seem like millions of miles
I stand unclear of movements
And here I lay on trial
She moves me more and more
Her cute looks and dark skin
at a quarter to four
I feel so strange, almost like spins
She wants a more private floor
So we move from within
We walk in to the outdoor
She is planning her sins
She has such a seductive voice
So strong I can't say no
I start to realize I have no choice
Maybe this woman's a hoe
As she has drugged me I awaken...
Make thoughts and movements
Seem like millions of miles
I stand unclear of movements
And here I lay on trial
She moves me more and more
Her cute looks and dark skin
at a quarter to four
I feel so strange, almost like spins
She wants a more private floor
So we move from within
We walk in to the outdoor
She is planning her sins
She has such a seductive voice
So strong I can't say no
I start to realize I have no choice
Maybe this woman's a hoe
As she has drugged me I awaken...
703 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2014 12:18pm
2nd Jul 2014 12:18pm
Shut the f**k Up!!!
Why did I end up
falling for you
I should have just gave up
And ended it with you
When we argued, Id'e shut up
It was always for you
I was always the fuck up
Yet nothing was wrong with you
You were always so stuck up
And I always listened to you
I should have just said "Shut the fuck up"
But I was afraid to loose you
Then you got knocked up
It was him and not me, so I left you
Now I'm all fucked up
But I'll never return to you
falling for you
I should have just gave up
And ended it with you
When we argued, Id'e shut up
It was always for you
I was always the fuck up
Yet nothing was wrong with you
You were always so stuck up
And I always listened to you
I should have just said "Shut the fuck up"
But I was afraid to loose you
Then you got knocked up
It was him and not me, so I left you
Now I'm all fucked up
But I'll never return to you
603 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
30th Jun 2014 9:49pm
30th Jun 2014 9:49pm
Scream and shout
Down on myself
As i hide on the shelf
I await my life
and Hope it passes by
day by day
I lay awake
closing my eyes
no sleep, I'm still
No dream, no surprise
Finally I enter REM
She's waiting for me
Always at the end
She's watching me
Maybe i can vent
This isn't a dream
it's a nightmare
I begin to scream
It's a night scare
I begin to lean
I enter it's lair
I am not clean
I cannot share
I cannot see
for I'm not all there
I awaken in a cold dark sweat
Scream and shout for a bitter...
As i hide on the shelf
I await my life
and Hope it passes by
day by day
I lay awake
closing my eyes
no sleep, I'm still
No dream, no surprise
Finally I enter REM
She's waiting for me
Always at the end
She's watching me
Maybe i can vent
This isn't a dream
it's a nightmare
I begin to scream
It's a night scare
I begin to lean
I enter it's lair
I am not clean
I cannot share
I cannot see
for I'm not all there
I awaken in a cold dark sweat
Scream and shout for a bitter...
714 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Jun 2014 8:02pm
30th Jun 2014 8:02pm
Jitter Bugs
Cocaine
Cocaine
Cocaine
Oh how I love
This powdered flake
That sugar Cane
As I start
To loose restraint
Inside my brain
I feel no pain
This drip
The drop
Don't want to stop
The pain I felt
Is numb and gone
My head is gone
The spiders in my hair
Begin to spin a knot
I will not share
I do not care
My eyes they share
A dead man stare
I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
As I start becoming bare
My cloths have hairs
I will find soon
Or maybe
There's a bug or two?
Oh fuck...
Cocaine
Cocaine
Oh how I love
This powdered flake
That sugar Cane
As I start
To loose restraint
Inside my brain
I feel no pain
This drip
The drop
Don't want to stop
The pain I felt
Is numb and gone
My head is gone
The spiders in my hair
Begin to spin a knot
I will not share
I do not care
My eyes they share
A dead man stare
I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
As I start becoming bare
My cloths have hairs
I will find soon
Or maybe
There's a bug or two?
Oh fuck...
696 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
28th Jun 2014 11:41am
28th Jun 2014 11:41am
Miss us
Brother of mine
Why is it
That we always collide
I just wish
We could be fine
I always miss
The way we find
a way to hide
from our parents demise
We stood side by side
and together would rise
Never to fight
Until older we might
swing at our minds
Why is it
That we always collide
I just wish
We could be fine
I always miss
The way we find
a way to hide
from our parents demise
We stood side by side
and together would rise
Never to fight
Until older we might
swing at our minds
598 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
11th Jun 2014 7:12pm
11th Jun 2014 7:12pm
Dry, Cleaner
Late nights
I lay awake
think of all
My past mistakes
I wont repeat
Or stay the same
I want to change
The way I say...
I'm proud, I'm clean, until this day
Or someday
I wont find a way
To open eye's
and stay awake
Older ways
I stand to slay
For younger me
Made the mistake
On funny stuff
Id'e lay awake
But don't be fooled
I don't regret
Those passing days
But I learned
to stay away
For the ones I love
May stray away
I lay awake
think of all
My past mistakes
I wont repeat
Or stay the same
I want to change
The way I say...
I'm proud, I'm clean, until this day
Or someday
I wont find a way
To open eye's
and stay awake
Older ways
I stand to slay
For younger me
Made the mistake
On funny stuff
Id'e lay awake
But don't be fooled
I don't regret
Those passing days
But I learned
to stay away
For the ones I love
May stray away
710 reads
2 Comments
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