Submissions by HidingFromMe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Dec 2013 11:57pm
8th Dec 2013 11:57pm
The Want
I want it
No, I need it
The high, the pain
I need to silence my demons
The voices in my head are so loud
Fuck being sober
I need to be numb
I don't wanna feel
Fuck that shit
I wanna be so high I can't fucking move
I wanna block out the world
I want to escape to my
Fucked up wonderland
No, I need it
The high, the pain
I need to silence my demons
The voices in my head are so loud
Fuck being sober
I need to be numb
I don't wanna feel
Fuck that shit
I wanna be so high I can't fucking move
I wanna block out the world
I want to escape to my
Fucked up wonderland
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Dec 2013 00:05am
5th Dec 2013 00:05am
Destroying Myself
I remember the first cut
It hurt but I liked it
Cutting my flesh, it just
Gave me this high you
Can't imagine
I was at peace
Ironic isn't it
But before I knew it
I became addicted to the
Pain inflicted
I'm destroying myself
Consumed by this horrible addiction
Tearing apart my body to
Silence my demons
It hurt but I liked it
Cutting my flesh, it just
Gave me this high you
Can't imagine
I was at peace
Ironic isn't it
But before I knew it
I became addicted to the
Pain inflicted
I'm destroying myself
Consumed by this horrible addiction
Tearing apart my body to
Silence my demons
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Dec 2013 9:35pm
4th Dec 2013 9:35pm
The Urge
It's a want, a need
I feel like I need it
But I don't
It's slowly killing me
But yet I still do it
I crave the pain
I crave the high
It's crazy what a
Person will do just
To numb their inner
Demons
I feel like I need it
But I don't
It's slowly killing me
But yet I still do it
I crave the pain
I crave the high
It's crazy what a
Person will do just
To numb their inner
Demons
748 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Dec 2013 6:34pm
1st Dec 2013 6:34pm
Life
Little did you know at
Night the voices get worse
And while your sleeping in bed
I'm sitting on the bathroom floor
Dragging a razor across my wrist
Begging for this life to be over
With
Night the voices get worse
And while your sleeping in bed
I'm sitting on the bathroom floor
Dragging a razor across my wrist
Begging for this life to be over
With
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 7:48pm
19th Jul 2013 7:48pm
I'm Sorry
Can't blame you for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to push you away
And now I know that was wrong
I thought I was protecting you from
Every thing I go through
My messed up life
But we got lost along the way
Here I am with all my heart
I know I let you down
I'm sorry, but now
I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am
I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you
Our story is just the beginning
But let the truth break down these walls
So now whenever I think of you
I...
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to push you away
And now I know that was wrong
I thought I was protecting you from
Every thing I go through
My messed up life
But we got lost along the way
Here I am with all my heart
I know I let you down
I'm sorry, but now
I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am
I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you
Our story is just the beginning
But let the truth break down these walls
So now whenever I think of you
I...
734 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 7:05pm
19th Jul 2013 7:05pm
Stay
Stay with me, tonight don't leave me alone
Walk with me to the edge of all we've ever known
Your standing their in a parade of lights
You hold me close
I can breathe you in
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door
I couldn't want you more than I did right then
I'm not sure what this is gonna be
But I think I'm falling for you
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the night sky above and the streets below
Hearts racing
Hold my breath as your moving in
Taste your lips feel your skin
But when the time comes don't run
Just...
Walk with me to the edge of all we've ever known
Your standing their in a parade of lights
You hold me close
I can breathe you in
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door
I couldn't want you more than I did right then
I'm not sure what this is gonna be
But I think I'm falling for you
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the night sky above and the streets below
Hearts racing
Hold my breath as your moving in
Taste your lips feel your skin
But when the time comes don't run
Just...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 3:04am
19th Jul 2013 3:04am
The Blade
Help,I've done it again
I've hurt myself today
And there's no one to blame but myself
I've found relief in the blade
But this isn't the way I should cope
With my pain
I just don't know how to deal with life any
Other way
The blade takes away my pain
In that moment as I open my skin
All my pain and sins
Just fade away
They no longer dwell in my mind
Those short 5 minutes of sweet relief
It's a high you can't imagine
For that small amount of time everything is silent
And I can finally breathe
But I find it kind of ironic ...
I've hurt myself today
And there's no one to blame but myself
I've found relief in the blade
But this isn't the way I should cope
With my pain
I just don't know how to deal with life any
Other way
The blade takes away my pain
In that moment as I open my skin
All my pain and sins
Just fade away
They no longer dwell in my mind
Those short 5 minutes of sweet relief
It's a high you can't imagine
For that small amount of time everything is silent
And I can finally breathe
But I find it kind of ironic ...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Jul 2013 2:52pm
18th Jul 2013 2:52pm
Dazed
An emptiness haunts my eyes
A person who I use to be
Now blinded by this depression
Consuming me
Slowly losing everything I got
Darkness closing in around me
Yet I still don’t make a sound
All around me a demons fire blaze
Completely engulfed in rage
Living isn’t worth while if its torture
A life like this isn’t a life I want to live
Yet it’s to that which I’m not sure
Don’t understand the words written here
The dread and pain has left me in a daze
A person who I use to be
Now blinded by this depression
Consuming me
Slowly losing everything I got
Darkness closing in around me
Yet I still don’t make a sound
All around me a demons fire blaze
Completely engulfed in rage
Living isn’t worth while if its torture
A life like this isn’t a life I want to live
Yet it’s to that which I’m not sure
Don’t understand the words written here
The dread and pain has left me in a daze
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Jul 2013 11:16pm
17th Jul 2013 11:16pm
Dad vs. Drugs
I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I want my dad back, who is this monster you have become?
I haven't know the real you for a while
So I try and be strong,force a fake smile
But you love someone else more than
Your own daughter and son
Her name is Crystal Meth
And you fell right into her trap
That pipe called your name all day and night
She's had a tight grip on you for about 6 years
All of those years are nothing compared to the pain and fear
The fear of dying
Fear of you lying
The fear of your abuse
You were in and out of...
I want my dad back, who is this monster you have become?
I haven't know the real you for a while
So I try and be strong,force a fake smile
But you love someone else more than
Your own daughter and son
Her name is Crystal Meth
And you fell right into her trap
That pipe called your name all day and night
She's had a tight grip on you for about 6 years
All of those years are nothing compared to the pain and fear
The fear of dying
Fear of you lying
The fear of your abuse
You were in and out of...
1094 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Jul 2013 2:57pm
17th Jul 2013 2:57pm
Not Good Enough
It kills me that I can’t be
What everybody wants
Or even needs
I can’t even be what I want or need
Because I’m not good enough
I’m a disappointment to my
Own god damn self
And I know is that I’ll never be close to enough
And I’m just so damn tired
Tired of myself
Tired of trying
Tired of everything
All I am is a disappointment to my family
And myself
I’m just not good enough
What everybody wants
Or even needs
I can’t even be what I want or need
Because I’m not good enough
I’m a disappointment to my
Own god damn self
And I know is that I’ll never be close to enough
And I’m just so damn tired
Tired of myself
Tired of trying
Tired of everything
All I am is a disappointment to my family
And myself
I’m just not good enough
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Jul 2013 10:28pm
16th Jul 2013 10:28pm
Understand
"Just get over it" you say
I wish I could but its not that easy
You don't see what I see
You don't feel what I feel
You don't hear what I hear
Walk a fucking mile in my shoes and
Tell me how you'd feel
You just think I'm fucking crazy
But that's only because you don't understand
You just don't get it
Maybe you'd understand if you took the time to listen
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
But you can't just block me out because I'm depressed
And you're ashamed of your suicidal daughter
Will you ever fucking get it?
The more you...
I wish I could but its not that easy
You don't see what I see
You don't feel what I feel
You don't hear what I hear
Walk a fucking mile in my shoes and
Tell me how you'd feel
You just think I'm fucking crazy
But that's only because you don't understand
You just don't get it
Maybe you'd understand if you took the time to listen
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
But you can't just block me out because I'm depressed
And you're ashamed of your suicidal daughter
Will you ever fucking get it?
The more you...
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