Submissions by Her_sunshine
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Nobody seemed to notice.
Keep the latch closed
Use the old stick
To keep the cold out
People say a lot of things
Most of which they never meant
I used to say a lot of things
Carefully selected
As to not upset you
I try to keep it shut, these days
But my lock is weak
And old
The cold will somehow win
Use the old stick
To keep the cold out
People say a lot of things
Most of which they never meant
I used to say a lot of things
Carefully selected
As to not upset you
I try to keep it shut, these days
But my lock is weak
And old
The cold will somehow win
#silence
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Jade ( I wish we'd met )
That's what we like to do right?
Pretend.
It's fun to.
But who would agree?
Who?
Who would think
That I could live with something
That is not my fault
That I had played my role
Regardless
It must be mine.
I
I did what I could
I think
...
I hope
...
Pretend.
It's fun to.
But who would agree?
Who?
Who would think
That I could live with something
That is not my fault
That I had played my role
Regardless
It must be mine.
I
I did what I could
I think
...
I hope
...
#memories
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The Blue Rose
I am the empty bean shell
I am the cucumber that got too cold
I am the tomato that didn't get enough water
My garden is excellent in the spring
My garden is mediocre in the summer
My garden is forgotten by fall
Our pantry is full
Our cupboards are overloaded
The family is fed
The family is tired
I wish i knew what I was doing
We knew what was coming
We knew our fate
I didn't
I am the cucumber that got too cold
I am the tomato that didn't get enough water
My garden is excellent in the spring
My garden is mediocre in the summer
My garden is forgotten by fall
Our pantry is full
Our cupboards are overloaded
The family is fed
The family is tired
I wish i knew what I was doing
We knew what was coming
We knew our fate
I didn't
#redemption
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The Blue Rose in my Garden
I am the empty bean shell
I am the cucumber that got too cold
I am the tomato that didn't get anough water
My garden is excellent in the spring
My garden is mediocre in the summer
My garden is forgotten by fall
Our pantry is full
Our cupboards are overloaded
The family is fed
The family is tired
I wish i knew what I was doing
We knew what was coming
We knew our fate
I didn't
I am the cucumber that got too cold
I am the tomato that didn't get anough water
My garden is excellent in the spring
My garden is mediocre in the summer
My garden is forgotten by fall
Our pantry is full
Our cupboards are overloaded
The family is fed
The family is tired
I wish i knew what I was doing
We knew what was coming
We knew our fate
I didn't
#emptiness
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The Heart's Duty
What I do
What I did
Has nothing to do with
Any of you
It stems from my own failings
Failings as a son, brother
Friend, lover
I could not hide these from myself
Perhaps to any of you I could
We'd meet
We'd have connections
These are but on the surface
They do not run deep and
Never have
I cannot hide these failings
From the watchful eye
I have tried
I have tried
What I did
Has nothing to do with
Any of you
It stems from my own failings
Failings as a son, brother
Friend, lover
I could not hide these from myself
Perhaps to any of you I could
We'd meet
We'd have connections
These are but on the surface
They do not run deep and
Never have
I cannot hide these failings
From the watchful eye
I have tried
I have tried
#grief
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Peace and Quiet
There is a sense of lonliness
In knowing what I know
I don't understand
How to tell you
That I don't
Love you
In knowing what I know
I don't understand
How to tell you
That I don't
Love you
#sun
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Lighthouses
I've been out to sea
With no landmarks to guide me
I've no beacon
No chart nor compass
Only you
I feel your presence
I know you're there
Its only a matter of time
Before I run aground and
I'm no longer able to sail
Past the unhappiness
Past the trouble ahead
I raise my sail
Prepare to swim to shore
Only to find
Emptiness
To find that none live here
None would want to be here
With no landmarks to guide me
I've no beacon
No chart nor compass
Only you
I feel your presence
I know you're there
Its only a matter of time
Before I run aground and
I'm no longer able to sail
Past the unhappiness
Past the trouble ahead
I raise my sail
Prepare to swim to shore
Only to find
Emptiness
To find that none live here
None would want to be here
#night
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The Ocean is Waving
I fell behind
Well long and far
Many moons ago
I had my reasons
I thought I was with the one
I was in love
So many have passed by and wondered,
Where did he come from?
Why haven't I seen him before?
You know me.
At least, you did.
They forget who I am
Just as I have.
Well long and far
Many moons ago
I had my reasons
I thought I was with the one
I was in love
So many have passed by and wondered,
Where did he come from?
Why haven't I seen him before?
You know me.
At least, you did.
They forget who I am
Just as I have.
#silence
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Driftwood
The last ember went out
The cut maple has greyed in the sun
In the garden
A dream was overgrown by weeds
I wanted to spend more time together
I wanted to tell you how I felt around you
Instead I left
Insisting
It was only a matter of delusion
Yet continuing on my path
Trampling through dense thicket
I must find what I'm searching for
Perhaps you held it in your hands
The entire time
The cut maple has greyed in the sun
In the garden
A dream was overgrown by weeds
I wanted to spend more time together
I wanted to tell you how I felt around you
Instead I left
Insisting
It was only a matter of delusion
Yet continuing on my path
Trampling through dense thicket
I must find what I'm searching for
Perhaps you held it in your hands
The entire time
#summer
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If I was you, I wouldn't like it
Part-timer
Escapee
Its just a matter of
Excitement
Talking about a just in case
I wanted to see what happened
Concerning nine-o-clock
Three times here
Two times there
I'll step into things
Shit
Necrosis
Spiders and water
Scabbing
Purge
Purge
I don't know
My tooth is broken
From stale cigarettes
Bigger than three if not four
I looked into it
Life goes on
When we moved
We didn't pay a damn thing
Even with a dash of outside
Nope ...
Escapee
Its just a matter of
Excitement
Talking about a just in case
I wanted to see what happened
Concerning nine-o-clock
Three times here
Two times there
I'll step into things
Shit
Necrosis
Spiders and water
Scabbing
Purge
Purge
I don't know
My tooth is broken
From stale cigarettes
Bigger than three if not four
I looked into it
Life goes on
When we moved
We didn't pay a damn thing
Even with a dash of outside
Nope ...
#frustration
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Depression
What am I forgetting?
I hope its not too important.
He told himself
As the friends he once cared for
Drift further away and the
Bridges we once built
To the places we don't remember slowly delapidate
Through neglect
At least I still have you
I hope its not too important.
He told himself
As the friends he once cared for
Drift further away and the
Bridges we once built
To the places we don't remember slowly delapidate
Through neglect
At least I still have you
#apathy
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Apple Butter
I do not know
Who else to ask through the
Layers of smoke and haze
How do I let this go?
How do I stop the drowning of thoughts
The need to burn away a feeling
Only to exhale regrets
Only to pay for it in the morning
When did it all become so painful?
Why is this all I can feel?
The outer shell is all stone
"I'm okay, I'm fine"
Not that you really cared
To begin with
Just the idea of caring
Was enough to feel good
About yourself
Who else to ask through the
Layers of smoke and haze
How do I let this go?
How do I stop the drowning of thoughts
The need to burn away a feeling
Only to exhale regrets
Only to pay for it in the morning
When did it all become so painful?
Why is this all I can feel?
The outer shell is all stone
"I'm okay, I'm fine"
Not that you really cared
To begin with
Just the idea of caring
Was enough to feel good
About yourself
#fire
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