Submissions by Glo

so am here, looking admiring,
the life i so longed now retiring
My dream still a dream to it never moving
my life snatched and no one i keep blaming
from a distance i admire but never that life will i have

i dream i fantasize, i sleep i wake,
look around to reality i wake,
my life my dreams my future never mine,
i am who i am but who i am i am not,
for my life never that life i wanted.

i don't regret, allowed to dream,
i visit in my mind, i explore the wonders,
what it would be i will never know, will never reach,
so i look, i...

See you can ran me down,
you can walk me low,
the heart can take just enough,
the weight will drag me down
and i will rise just start to show,
I aint your bitch,

I have to see you around,
i have to just get along,
you try to stop me from my goals,
i can take much of your shit,
but i cant take your bullshit
cz i aint your bitch.

Think about this when i raise,
when you slip and fall face down,
when the ladder you climbing sways
When the world sees and you are torn
That the show aint always yours to run, ...

Listening and always listening,
Hearing myself from a distance,
not a chance for my will,
for always please i will,
As life beatings rains,
it all is my mistake.

Told it all will be alright ,
agree, move on, accept,
predicament i lie in,
the bed i personally made,
Cant cry, cant tell, cant scream,
i realize twas my mistake.

So deep, so under, am drowning,
i call out, but only to one over,
hoping and praying my pleas reach,
but i look and realize am alone,
don't know, don't believe, not anymore,
my own fall my...