Submissions by Freaxx1

Pain
there's no healing it
no remedies
nothing

No more light in my life
no more sleep
no more food
nothing

Only tears,
blood,
and emptiness
all over again

My eyes are filled with pain and tears
and they're cloudy
like the sky

It'll take a whole lot of medication
to keep me together

I can't take it
I could easily kill myself
Because if I died,
I know you wouldn't be the same

Maybe you would feel my pain
maybe you would suffer like I did
I'd like to test my theory
But...

Mistakes, Lies, Pain, Scarred, Hate, Alone, Empty
These words run through my head
Always on my mind
They never leave
They never will
I can't make them go away
No matter how happy I am,
They're always in the back of my mind
I feel it creeping slowly
The madness that is,
I'm loved by many
Yet, I'm still lonely
Am I going insane?

Nobody else can feel the pain
I sit alone in the dark,
waiting for a savior
This reality has left it's mark
I know i should, I know I can't
I can't get rid of it
This demon inside me