As I sit here..pain fills my being.. the horrid nightmares, the memmories... the love we once shared no longer has meaning... Oh how you leave marks and blood all over me.... blood, hitting the floor mixed with tears and fear... STOP, PLEASE! I BEG YOU! Why are you smiling??! My eye is so damaged its bleeding......FROM YOU...leave me alone, you hear??! dishes break....from you throwing me into the walls...my body..its flying... over what reason?! Because you choose to want other woman... you call the cops on me after all of the abuse and act like...