Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I once had so much angst when I started here. I have grown in many ways, my writing has changed, I write whatever comes to me. I'm much happier in life than I once was. I'm happy with who I am and what I do now.
What You Mean To Me Dear Benji <3
Words can not describe my feelings for you.
You can always make my cheeks
Burn an incredible bright red.
I realize youre truly the
Only person I ever really loved.
Youre there for me, you care.
Means so much to me,
That youre here.
I cannot thank you enough.
But when your troubled or down,
Ill always help you and
Make sure you get through
The rough times and youre
Still standing strong.
I love you, and Ill be here
For you, as you are for me <3
You can always make my cheeks
Burn an incredible bright red.
I realize youre truly the
Only person I ever really loved.
Youre there for me, you care.
Means so much to me,
That youre here.
I cannot thank you enough.
But when your troubled or down,
Ill always help you and
Make sure you get through
The rough times and youre
Still standing strong.
I love you, and Ill be here
For you, as you are for me <3
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Last Breath That Never Comes
One last breath.
On the verge of death
Nothing went right.
Everything turned out so wrong.
I can't forgive, I won't forget.
I give up, I'm through with the fight.
It taunts me as I'm laying here.
Wishing for me to show unspoken fear.
Waiting in the shadows, letting me suffer.
I gave everything I had to give.
Yet I ended up in tears, in my puddle of blood again.
Please.
Escape my lips, fade into the night sky.
Why don't I just die?
Why am I being denied?
I beg of you, agony..
Let me go. Tired of suffering.
Sick of the pain....
On the verge of death
Nothing went right.
Everything turned out so wrong.
I can't forgive, I won't forget.
I give up, I'm through with the fight.
It taunts me as I'm laying here.
Wishing for me to show unspoken fear.
Waiting in the shadows, letting me suffer.
I gave everything I had to give.
Yet I ended up in tears, in my puddle of blood again.
Please.
Escape my lips, fade into the night sky.
Why don't I just die?
Why am I being denied?
I beg of you, agony..
Let me go. Tired of suffering.
Sick of the pain....
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Agony and Pain
I've felt pain.
I know the hurt.
I've hidden all the scars.
I've cut nearly every vein.
My world has crashed.
My life is dead.
I haven't gotten very far.
I've been alone.
I've been left behind.
I've been lied to.
What hurt about the lies
Is knowing I wasnt even worth the truth.
I've cried.
I wanted to die.
I've been burned in the past.
I've felt the sting of the blade.
The scars everyone has made,
Only left me with lost faith.
I've felt pain before, yes.
But the only agony that hurts the most,
Is the agony of my...
I know the hurt.
I've hidden all the scars.
I've cut nearly every vein.
My world has crashed.
My life is dead.
I haven't gotten very far.
I've been alone.
I've been left behind.
I've been lied to.
What hurt about the lies
Is knowing I wasnt even worth the truth.
I've cried.
I wanted to die.
I've been burned in the past.
I've felt the sting of the blade.
The scars everyone has made,
Only left me with lost faith.
I've felt pain before, yes.
But the only agony that hurts the most,
Is the agony of my...
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Death
Blood stains my nails
I'm getting too pale.
My last breath dancing
waiting to escape my lips.
My memories haunt me through
small bits.
I lay silently on the bed.
Growing darker in my head,
My mind swirls around like
Dust in a breeze.
It gets colder so I begin to freeze.
Twisting and turning trying to free
Myself of death's grasp.
Tears come to my eyes.
The Blinding white hypnotizes me.
The only spark in the darkenss.
I pray to the gods.. let me stay.
But there is no reply.
There is no other way.
Forgive me, but I want...
I'm getting too pale.
My last breath dancing
waiting to escape my lips.
My memories haunt me through
small bits.
I lay silently on the bed.
Growing darker in my head,
My mind swirls around like
Dust in a breeze.
It gets colder so I begin to freeze.
Twisting and turning trying to free
Myself of death's grasp.
Tears come to my eyes.
The Blinding white hypnotizes me.
The only spark in the darkenss.
I pray to the gods.. let me stay.
But there is no reply.
There is no other way.
Forgive me, but I want...
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Heros?
Where are the heros?
Is my cry not loud enough,
Or have they gone all numb?
They watch my pain grow
through the pouring rain.
Thinking and acting that
they're not to blame.
Their violence leads to silence.
I feel the darkness on my shoulder.
over and over, it grows colder.
Where is my savior?
Where's my soul?
Such heros. They throw stones,
Only at the one who is out on their own.
Everywhere I turn, I am forlorn.
It's always the same.
I'm always to blame
I want to give in.
They are not so beautiful within.
Why...
Is my cry not loud enough,
Or have they gone all numb?
They watch my pain grow
through the pouring rain.
Thinking and acting that
they're not to blame.
Their violence leads to silence.
I feel the darkness on my shoulder.
over and over, it grows colder.
Where is my savior?
Where's my soul?
Such heros. They throw stones,
Only at the one who is out on their own.
Everywhere I turn, I am forlorn.
It's always the same.
I'm always to blame
I want to give in.
They are not so beautiful within.
Why...
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Benji <3
Your heart is kind
It soothes and calms
My restless mind.
Your my other half.
You can make me laugh.
Though we are far away,
I'll always care and be there.
I lost my heart to you
with out a sound when
I let down my guard.
Who knew I'd fall that hard?
I can't describe how much I love you.
Theres not enough words in this world.
I only smile when I'm with you.
I've spent all day thinking of you.
Your my dearest friend
Forever till the end.
It's true,
I fell for you.
It soothes and calms
My restless mind.
Your my other half.
You can make me laugh.
Though we are far away,
I'll always care and be there.
I lost my heart to you
with out a sound when
I let down my guard.
Who knew I'd fall that hard?
I can't describe how much I love you.
Theres not enough words in this world.
I only smile when I'm with you.
I've spent all day thinking of you.
Your my dearest friend
Forever till the end.
It's true,
I fell for you.
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Alone
All alone in the world
All alone and no one to hold me
All alone and no one to listen to my cries
All alone and no one to understand me
All alone in the cold dark world
All alone for the rest of eternity
No where to turn
No where to turn when I'm miss understood
No where to turn to hide my feelings
No where to turn to let my feelings out
No where to turn to make the pain go away
No where to turn, but to a small thin blade
Can't anyone hear me?
Can anyone hear my cries
Can anyone hear my cry for help
Can any one hear my...
All alone and no one to hold me
All alone and no one to listen to my cries
All alone and no one to understand me
All alone in the cold dark world
All alone for the rest of eternity
No where to turn
No where to turn when I'm miss understood
No where to turn to hide my feelings
No where to turn to let my feelings out
No where to turn to make the pain go away
No where to turn, but to a small thin blade
Can't anyone hear me?
Can anyone hear my cries
Can anyone hear my cry for help
Can any one hear my...
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Will I be Missed?
People tear me down,
telling me I'm a waste of breath.
I know it's true. I live a lie.
Can you hear me cry?
Take a gun, put it to
my head, pull the trigger.
No one will care, because no one
sees me. Nobodys there.
All acting like I never existed.
they don't hear my cries and screams of pain.
If they see me, I'm trapped in the eyes of hatred.
I look up as I sit against this wall,
In the pouring rain soaked, cold, bleeding, and left alone
Have a knife? do you hate me? No hesitation. If
your ready, then make me pay for everyday
I...
telling me I'm a waste of breath.
I know it's true. I live a lie.
Can you hear me cry?
Take a gun, put it to
my head, pull the trigger.
No one will care, because no one
sees me. Nobodys there.
All acting like I never existed.
they don't hear my cries and screams of pain.
If they see me, I'm trapped in the eyes of hatred.
I look up as I sit against this wall,
In the pouring rain soaked, cold, bleeding, and left alone
Have a knife? do you hate me? No hesitation. If
your ready, then make me pay for everyday
I...
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Blood Can Be So Pretty
This poem is as old as fuck :P
I try to see your side.
To leave it all behind,
To forget the story of the past,
And leave the memory of what happened last.
The blade is set aside,
Waiting to taste my skin,
to release warm sweet crimson.
The day dims, promising
moonlight and stars.
Should I hide my scars?
I slice and dice,
Wanting to rid my burning fever
That dwells deep inside.
I know that I want to be
as cold as ice.
I lay here pouring pain, stress,
envy, sorrow and life.
Slow and painful kisses from my knife...
I try to see your side.
To leave it all behind,
To forget the story of the past,
And leave the memory of what happened last.
The blade is set aside,
Waiting to taste my skin,
to release warm sweet crimson.
The day dims, promising
moonlight and stars.
Should I hide my scars?
I slice and dice,
Wanting to rid my burning fever
That dwells deep inside.
I know that I want to be
as cold as ice.
I lay here pouring pain, stress,
envy, sorrow and life.
Slow and painful kisses from my knife...
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Calling Into The Darkness
Surrounded by darkness
Alone with my thoughts.
They are all I have now.
My mind has lost direction somehow.
All light has been extinguished.
The misery and theagony take hold
I have been calling out into the darkness.
Unable to rest.
I call out once more
Waiting for an answer.
There is no reply.
No one hears me plead.
No one will watch me bleed.
Not caring what I do. ShouldI stay? Should I go?
I scream this time.
I scream out in agony.
Then I realize, it's just me.
Trapped in the world of tomorrow.
Trapped in my own...
Alone with my thoughts.
They are all I have now.
My mind has lost direction somehow.
All light has been extinguished.
The misery and theagony take hold
I have been calling out into the darkness.
Unable to rest.
I call out once more
Waiting for an answer.
There is no reply.
No one hears me plead.
No one will watch me bleed.
Not caring what I do. ShouldI stay? Should I go?
I scream this time.
I scream out in agony.
Then I realize, it's just me.
Trapped in the world of tomorrow.
Trapped in my own...
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True pain
My love, my envy.
My hate, my sorrow.
My sin, my accomplishment.
My life, my world
All full of misery and lies
Rain pours from the coal black sky,
entwining with gruesome painful cries.
My life is not the life it seems.
Take a good hard look.
It's full of broken dreams.
Trust me. Hell took over today.
No angel savior to come,
No way out. No way back.
Can you even hear me?
Do you see?
I'm not sure whats worth fighting for.
Not anymore.
I lie inside myself for hours.
Broken. Lifeless. Confused.
The tears i cry...
My hate, my sorrow.
My sin, my accomplishment.
My life, my world
All full of misery and lies
Rain pours from the coal black sky,
entwining with gruesome painful cries.
My life is not the life it seems.
Take a good hard look.
It's full of broken dreams.
Trust me. Hell took over today.
No angel savior to come,
No way out. No way back.
Can you even hear me?
Do you see?
I'm not sure whats worth fighting for.
Not anymore.
I lie inside myself for hours.
Broken. Lifeless. Confused.
The tears i cry...
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Untitled
I've become so apathetic, with pretty smiles
and vacant lies. My world is now tainted
By lightning clouds and dark gray skys
It's so hard to dry your tears, when every way you turn,
Is just another reason to cry.
The worlds a rollercoaster, and I'm not
strapped in.
Another smile for you to cherish, but another scar for
me to hide. Isolation is not only being the only person in a room,
but being in a room full of people
who ignore your existence.
I dream
of perfection, but wake up to a world of
sadness is found even upon our ...
and vacant lies. My world is now tainted
By lightning clouds and dark gray skys
It's so hard to dry your tears, when every way you turn,
Is just another reason to cry.
The worlds a rollercoaster, and I'm not
strapped in.
Another smile for you to cherish, but another scar for
me to hide. Isolation is not only being the only person in a room,
but being in a room full of people
who ignore your existence.
I dream
of perfection, but wake up to a world of
sadness is found even upon our ...
769 reads
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