Submissions by ExoticDreamer
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Expressing myself was never my strong point until I was exposed to poetry at the age of 14. I still have trouble "voicing" my feelings but give me paper & pen or an electronic device to type there's no stopping me!
SELF POEM
Published
15th Oct 2017 10:46pm
15th Oct 2017 10:46pm
Don't Ask For Much
I don't ask for much
Just the need to feel loved
The need to feel wanted
The same way I show it to you.
A kiss or message each morning
Asking me how my day was
Wanting to spend time together
Another kiss or message before bed.
Time and Time again
It's been proven that this is to much
For anyone to give me
So do I give up or lower my expectations?
I think I have been patiently waiting
But seems like my patients ran out
I want what I want
And I want it now.
I am willing to give all my love ...
Just the need to feel loved
The need to feel wanted
The same way I show it to you.
A kiss or message each morning
Asking me how my day was
Wanting to spend time together
Another kiss or message before bed.
Time and Time again
It's been proven that this is to much
For anyone to give me
So do I give up or lower my expectations?
I think I have been patiently waiting
But seems like my patients ran out
I want what I want
And I want it now.
I am willing to give all my love ...
#PopCulture
625 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Oct 2017 10:11am
6th Oct 2017 10:11am
In The Rain
Watching the rain
From the chair
On the porch
Thinking about
Dancing
In the rain
I hop of my chair
To dance
In the rain
Happily I begin
To sing
In the rain
Smiling happily
As I dance and sing
In the rain
Oh what a joy it is
To be happy
And carefree
As I dance
And sing
In the rain
From the chair
On the porch
Thinking about
Dancing
In the rain
I hop of my chair
To dance
In the rain
Happily I begin
To sing
In the rain
Smiling happily
As I dance and sing
In the rain
Oh what a joy it is
To be happy
And carefree
As I dance
And sing
In the rain
#PopCulture
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2017 7:21pm
3rd Oct 2017 7:21pm
Expect The Worse
I expect the worst
With everything I do
Because karma bites.
I have done many things
I regret...so I deserve
What's coming my way.
For years my life's been hell
But right now I'm content
But I feel the worse is yet to come.
I don't think I deserve
To be happy or loved
But others will fight me on this.
But they don't know what I've done
Who I am or who I once was
Only who I appear to be.
One day everyone will see the me
That I see myself as
And then they will know why I have...
With everything I do
Because karma bites.
I have done many things
I regret...so I deserve
What's coming my way.
For years my life's been hell
But right now I'm content
But I feel the worse is yet to come.
I don't think I deserve
To be happy or loved
But others will fight me on this.
But they don't know what I've done
Who I am or who I once was
Only who I appear to be.
One day everyone will see the me
That I see myself as
And then they will know why I have...
#CallToAction
801 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2017 6:48am
3rd Oct 2017 6:48am
A Father's Love
From the day I was born you were my best friend
You loved me unconditionally until the end.
I remember all the times we shared together
I used to think they would last forever.
You voice and your touch
I miss so much.
Everyday without is hard and sad
Because I want back what we had.
The little walks
And the long life talks.
The holidays with those we love
But now you watch us all from above.
I am always looking for signs that you are near
And am hoping that you are there.
...
You loved me unconditionally until the end.
I remember all the times we shared together
I used to think they would last forever.
You voice and your touch
I miss so much.
Everyday without is hard and sad
Because I want back what we had.
The little walks
And the long life talks.
The holidays with those we love
But now you watch us all from above.
I am always looking for signs that you are near
And am hoping that you are there.
...
#love
#father
#FathersDay
#acceptance
#fatherhood
797 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2017 6:25am
3rd Oct 2017 6:25am
Heavy Heart
My heart is heavy from a loss
I lost myself when I lost you.
Each day passes without you here
I try to get over what I fear.
Who will I lose next time I blink
How much more will my heart sink?
How much more pain can I endore?
I can't take this pain anymore.
My heart has sunk down low
As low as I will let it go.
It's time to stop all the pain
Before I lose my mind!
I lost myself when I lost you.
Each day passes without you here
I try to get over what I fear.
Who will I lose next time I blink
How much more will my heart sink?
How much more pain can I endore?
I can't take this pain anymore.
My heart has sunk down low
As low as I will let it go.
It's time to stop all the pain
Before I lose my mind!
#sadness
#dreams
#death
#memories
#memorial
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EROTIC POEM
Published
27th Sep 2017 12:06pm
27th Sep 2017 12:06pm
Our Time
We were spending a nice night together cuddling
When his hand slid down my shirt
He roughly pinched my nipple
Which caused me to squirm.
With his other hand he grabbed my throat
Quietly whispering "I know you like that"
I grabbed his cock and squeezed it
Then started stroking it up and down.
The harder he squeezed my throat
The wetter my pussy became
It felt so good and I wanted more
I looked at him as he read my mind.
He pulled my hair
Covering his lips with mine
I kissed him passionately
Biting...
When his hand slid down my shirt
He roughly pinched my nipple
Which caused me to squirm.
With his other hand he grabbed my throat
Quietly whispering "I know you like that"
I grabbed his cock and squeezed it
Then started stroking it up and down.
The harder he squeezed my throat
The wetter my pussy became
It felt so good and I wanted more
I looked at him as he read my mind.
He pulled my hair
Covering his lips with mine
I kissed him passionately
Biting...
#PopCulture
940 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2017 1:03pm
24th Sep 2017 1:03pm
The Pain Within
Just one of those moments
When all I want to do is cry
Not because of physical pain
But because of the pain within my heart.
Don't ask me why I feel this way
It's just something I feel
From time to time
Out of the blue.
I am having one of those moments
But am fighting back the tears
I try hard to fight
The pain I feel within.
Sadly I can't win this fight
And the tears run down my face
I hate when people see me cry
So I try to cry when alone or at night.
The pain I feel is...
When all I want to do is cry
Not because of physical pain
But because of the pain within my heart.
Don't ask me why I feel this way
It's just something I feel
From time to time
Out of the blue.
I am having one of those moments
But am fighting back the tears
I try hard to fight
The pain I feel within.
Sadly I can't win this fight
And the tears run down my face
I hate when people see me cry
So I try to cry when alone or at night.
The pain I feel is...
#LifeChangingMoment
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2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Sep 2017 11:14pm
20th Sep 2017 11:14pm
Life Goes On
Life goes on
But there's a piece
Of my heart
That is empty
That piece
Was so full of life
With your smiling
Face
Now all that's here
Are the memories
Of what you were
And the love you shared
Life goes on
And you will never
Be forgotten
And always missed
The love you shared
Lives on
In each of us
But it's not the same
The past 4 years
Have been the hardest
Of my life
Because you're not here!
But there's a piece
Of my heart
That is empty
That piece
Was so full of life
With your smiling
Face
Now all that's here
Are the memories
Of what you were
And the love you shared
Life goes on
And you will never
Be forgotten
And always missed
The love you shared
Lives on
In each of us
But it's not the same
The past 4 years
Have been the hardest
Of my life
Because you're not here!
#LifeCycle
583 reads
3 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
15th Sep 2017 3:11pm
15th Sep 2017 3:11pm
Finally At Peace
It's been four years
That I cried many tears
Tears over you being gone
Over that day that went so wrong
I will never forget the nightmare
That brought about my worst fear
But now I'm ready to fight back
And get my life back on track
It took a long time for me to see
How I was hurting more than just me
So today I sit here finally at peace
The pain I felt I now release
I share my love for you
With others that loved you too
We all miss you all so much
Especially your kiss and your touch
But we know that your...
That I cried many tears
Tears over you being gone
Over that day that went so wrong
I will never forget the nightmare
That brought about my worst fear
But now I'm ready to fight back
And get my life back on track
It took a long time for me to see
How I was hurting more than just me
So today I sit here finally at peace
The pain I felt I now release
I share my love for you
With others that loved you too
We all miss you all so much
Especially your kiss and your touch
But we know that your...
#love
#regret
#forgiveness
#acceptance
#IMissYou
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0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Sep 2017 1:52pm
8th Sep 2017 1:52pm
I'd Rather Be Alone
I'd rather be alone
Because I don't get included.
I'd rather be alone
Than to allow anyone to hurt me.
I'd rather be alone
Than to feel like the outcast I am.
It doesn't matter though
Because no matter how hard I try
To isolate myself
The hurt feelings still surface.
I'd rather be alone
And hide my tears from the world.
I'd rather be alone
Than to let anyone control my darkest moments.
I'd rather be alone
Than letting others see the beast within.
I can hurt others how they...
Because I don't get included.
I'd rather be alone
Than to allow anyone to hurt me.
I'd rather be alone
Than to feel like the outcast I am.
It doesn't matter though
Because no matter how hard I try
To isolate myself
The hurt feelings still surface.
I'd rather be alone
And hide my tears from the world.
I'd rather be alone
Than to let anyone control my darkest moments.
I'd rather be alone
Than letting others see the beast within.
I can hurt others how they...
#loneliness
#dark
#shadows
#humankind
#disappointment
1161 reads
9 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Sep 2017 1:50pm
6th Sep 2017 1:50pm
The Struggle
All my life I busted my ass
What do I have to show for it now you ask
I'm wondering the same thing.
I have no car
No house
Not even a dollar to my name.
How sad is that?
I am struggling everyday
Not sure what I need to do to get by.
Depending on people isn't me
But what choice do I have?
What should I do to got ahead?
I am filling out many applications
And haven't had a single call back
It's frustrating and I just need to catch a break.
I am falling into a deep depression
Deeper than...
What do I have to show for it now you ask
I'm wondering the same thing.
I have no car
No house
Not even a dollar to my name.
How sad is that?
I am struggling everyday
Not sure what I need to do to get by.
Depending on people isn't me
But what choice do I have?
What should I do to got ahead?
I am filling out many applications
And haven't had a single call back
It's frustrating and I just need to catch a break.
I am falling into a deep depression
Deeper than...
#anxiety
#money
#confessional
#LifeAsAWriter
#LifeChangingMoment
578 reads
2 Comments
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