Submissions by EcilaTheTwisted
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write whatever happens to come to my mind. Whether good or bad, I love to write and share it with others.
SELF POEM
Published
14th Sep 2014 2:53am
14th Sep 2014 2:53am
Ecila in Asylumland
All the self-hate
All the stabbing pain
Will never end
So I lift the razor
And slice myself again
Who could love a psycho
As crazy as I am?
Disconnected from the world
I had to create my own
Filled with loneliness and despair
That brings a melancholy smile to my face
Don't be fooled by the tears and silent screams
I need to be here
This is where I belong
This is what I deserve
All the stabbing pain
Will never end
So I lift the razor
And slice myself again
Who could love a psycho
As crazy as I am?
Disconnected from the world
I had to create my own
Filled with loneliness and despair
That brings a melancholy smile to my face
Don't be fooled by the tears and silent screams
I need to be here
This is where I belong
This is what I deserve
585 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Aug 2014 7:03am
26th Aug 2014 7:03am
My Child
My child is weeping for her mother
A mother who isn't there
A mother who doesn't exist
Her father answers her wails
And tries to pick up her tears
But my child continues to cry
For a mother who isn't there
Many years have passed
Yet my child is still the same
She can't seem to grow older
And still she begs
For a mother who doesn't exist
More years have passed
My child no longer weeps
But she stares blankly into the distance
Quietly waiting for the woman who calls herself a mother
A mother who isn't there
A mother who doesn't exist
Her father answers her wails
And tries to pick up her tears
But my child continues to cry
For a mother who isn't there
Many years have passed
Yet my child is still the same
She can't seem to grow older
And still she begs
For a mother who doesn't exist
More years have passed
My child no longer weeps
But she stares blankly into the distance
Quietly waiting for the woman who calls herself a mother
595 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Aug 2014 7:00am
26th Aug 2014 7:00am
Lullaby of Insanity
Rest your head and go to sleep
This world is dead and so are we
Oh sweet child, don't you weep
Just close your eyes and go to sleep
When you wake up into pain
You'll soon grow numb and go insane
You'll try to wash it away with your tears
But you know you can't get rid of your fears
Keep running, keep running replays in your head
As you lay like a zombie upon your bed
Your eyes have lost the shine they once had
You're a corpse with a beating heart
This world is dead and so are we
Oh sweet child, don't you weep
Just close your eyes and go to sleep
When you wake up into pain
You'll soon grow numb and go insane
You'll try to wash it away with your tears
But you know you can't get rid of your fears
Keep running, keep running replays in your head
As you lay like a zombie upon your bed
Your eyes have lost the shine they once had
You're a corpse with a beating heart
641 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 6:28pm
6th Aug 2014 6:28pm
Growing Up
The child looks at herself in the mirror
Thinking that she's pretty
Or beautiful
But she believes she's cute
The older child looks at herself in the mirror
Seeing the flaws that have been put into her head
Thinking that she's fat
Or hideous
She believes the lies filling her with self-hate are the truth
Thinking that she's pretty
Or beautiful
But she believes she's cute
The older child looks at herself in the mirror
Seeing the flaws that have been put into her head
Thinking that she's fat
Or hideous
She believes the lies filling her with self-hate are the truth
600 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 6:26pm
6th Aug 2014 6:26pm
Drowning For Peace
This world has no room for me
It's hard to keep my heart sweet
Never blending in with the crowd
I am just a dying clown
And so I've come to these waves
To wash the pain all away
Sink into earth's mind
Leave the world behind
Drifting slowly, sleeping heavily
Never to awake from my dream
Blue, cold, and deep
Take this hurt from me...
It's hard to keep my heart sweet
Never blending in with the crowd
I am just a dying clown
And so I've come to these waves
To wash the pain all away
Sink into earth's mind
Leave the world behind
Drifting slowly, sleeping heavily
Never to awake from my dream
Blue, cold, and deep
Take this hurt from me...
767 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 5:18am
6th Aug 2014 5:18am
"I'm Fine"
Lonely girl
With people all around
You shouldn't feel this way
It's a crime
Don't you cry
Just look at the objects surrounding you
Be happy
Be grateful
You're not allowed to feel these other emotions
Don't be negative
Go out into the sun
Sleep alittle while
That's all you need
Stop the pity party
You're so selfish
Always trying to share your unhappy feelings
No one wants to hear it
Even if we ask you what's wrong
You're supposed to say nothing is wrong
Just give us a smile, even if it's fake
We don't care what's...
With people all around
You shouldn't feel this way
It's a crime
Don't you cry
Just look at the objects surrounding you
Be happy
Be grateful
You're not allowed to feel these other emotions
Don't be negative
Go out into the sun
Sleep alittle while
That's all you need
Stop the pity party
You're so selfish
Always trying to share your unhappy feelings
No one wants to hear it
Even if we ask you what's wrong
You're supposed to say nothing is wrong
Just give us a smile, even if it's fake
We don't care what's...
704 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2014 5:55am
2nd Aug 2014 5:55am
The Death of Goody Two-Shoes
People take one glance at me then think they know me
But they don't even know my real face!
The smiling person is just a facade I wish to get rid of
I get so tired of acting good and sweet!
For once I want to be the cruel one
I want to make the jerks cry and hate themselves!
I want them to slip into the hollow madness
Will they be able to handle it for as long as I have?
They can try, but I don't think they will
Look at me as they sink into darkness
This heartless smile is my real face
But they don't even know my real face!
The smiling person is just a facade I wish to get rid of
I get so tired of acting good and sweet!
For once I want to be the cruel one
I want to make the jerks cry and hate themselves!
I want them to slip into the hollow madness
Will they be able to handle it for as long as I have?
They can try, but I don't think they will
Look at me as they sink into darkness
This heartless smile is my real face
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2014 5:53am
2nd Aug 2014 5:53am
Hiding
Hiding behind a wall, she is
Never wanting out or in
She sits here and there
Bound by chains without a care
"Don't let them see me." She pleas to me
"Don't let them get me." She pleas for me
She is near yet not here
She is next to you in another room
"Don't let them see me." She pleas to me
"Don't let them get me." She pleas for me
Never wanting out or in
She sits here and there
Bound by chains without a care
"Don't let them see me." She pleas to me
"Don't let them get me." She pleas for me
She is near yet not here
She is next to you in another room
"Don't let them see me." She pleas to me
"Don't let them get me." She pleas for me
546 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Jul 2014 4:55pm
31st Jul 2014 4:55pm
Neither Full Or Empty
If someone asked
How I see my glass
I wouldn't say it's full or empty
Rather, I'm drowning in the glass
Not by water, no, I wish it were
But by words, thoughts, and fears
And all I can do is try to keep my head above it all
How I see my glass
I wouldn't say it's full or empty
Rather, I'm drowning in the glass
Not by water, no, I wish it were
But by words, thoughts, and fears
And all I can do is try to keep my head above it all
571 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
31st Jul 2014 3:27pm
31st Jul 2014 3:27pm
Break
This is it
I'm over the edge
With this hammer
I'll break the world
Like it broke me
Inflicting pain on those who hurt me
I will show NO MERCY
Inflicting grief on those who brought me despair
I will show them NO SYMPATHY
I will DESTROY THEM
They will feel the darkness they threw me into
I'm over the edge
With this hammer
I'll break the world
Like it broke me
Inflicting pain on those who hurt me
I will show NO MERCY
Inflicting grief on those who brought me despair
I will show them NO SYMPATHY
I will DESTROY THEM
They will feel the darkness they threw me into
721 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Jul 2014 5:02am
31st Jul 2014 5:02am
Cold
Pure, freezing snow
Calm, lifeless wind
These are the only things left in this world besides myself
Time no longer exists
I stopped getting older thirteen years ago, when this world ended
Loneliness...
Haunting loneliness
How much more of it can I bare?
Am I going to finally break?
Please...someone help me
Save me..
I can't cry anymore
My tears have frozen over my eyes
My body wanders across the vast snowy fields
And I stay burried within my mind
But I can still feel the blistering cold
Even though my skin is numb...
Calm, lifeless wind
These are the only things left in this world besides myself
Time no longer exists
I stopped getting older thirteen years ago, when this world ended
Loneliness...
Haunting loneliness
How much more of it can I bare?
Am I going to finally break?
Please...someone help me
Save me..
I can't cry anymore
My tears have frozen over my eyes
My body wanders across the vast snowy fields
And I stay burried within my mind
But I can still feel the blistering cold
Even though my skin is numb...
665 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
31st Jul 2014 4:45am
31st Jul 2014 4:45am
The Disease
You're in the pitch black darkness
But you can see what's happening
Your ears are plugged up
Yet you can hear what's going on
Someone is screaming from inside
No one is around to see
Still their eyes watch intensely
Waiting for failure so they can have their laughter
It's painful! It's painful!
Those ears wide open will never hear
They are deaf to the sound of dying
Designed to destroy any sign of life they find
They spread an incurable disease into your brain
And watch it slowly eat your sanity away
You're...
But you can see what's happening
Your ears are plugged up
Yet you can hear what's going on
Someone is screaming from inside
No one is around to see
Still their eyes watch intensely
Waiting for failure so they can have their laughter
It's painful! It's painful!
Those ears wide open will never hear
They are deaf to the sound of dying
Designed to destroy any sign of life they find
They spread an incurable disease into your brain
And watch it slowly eat your sanity away
You're...
634 reads
1 Comment
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